Night Prowler (7)

Chapter 7

Part 1

Kip had to stop, his whole body was in torment and his lungs were aching for air, and all he had done was kiss and touch Jesse’s body. He couldn’t believe how much emotion he had for the young man that lay next to him, his own panting breath only exciting Kip further, driving his heart even wilder as he wondered what it would be like to feel him inside of his body. The thought of taking Jesse’s hard weapon into his aching rectum was making him sweat with eager anticipation and yet part of him was unsure, not completely convinced that what he was feeling was real or was it just the heat of the moment driving him beyond caution?

The sun was going higher in the morning sky and Kip didn’t feel the least bit tired as he tried to catch his breath. His whole body was still shaking and all from a kiss. It was unreal to him and his heart loved the feelings that were still roaring up and down his long body. His cock was a bit softer but you would never tell by just looking at it. Hell, it had been a lot softer on most of his dates, so in some sense this was also a sign for him. His body approved and he smiled.

Jesse “Just what are you grinning at?”

Jesse stared over at Kip’s heaving body and he couldn’t believe how much energy he had spent in just kissing. God, if he was this exhausted, this aroused from just a simple taste of Kip’s mouth, what would it be like if he had that monster cock in him or better, if his was in Kip? Shit, the idea of him being filled by Kip’s hard 8-inch long cock made his own dick jerk a little and the ache in his butt was only becoming stronger.

Kip “I don’t know, not much I guess…haha”

Jesse “Pig, come on, what are you smiling about?”

Kip “Haha, okay, you and all this, I mean you used to scare the hell out of me back in school.”

Jesse “Me? No way man, shit… how did I scare you?”

Kip “Cause, every time I saw you, I got this damn boner, I thought I was sick or something, but what can I say, I am a sucker for guys in long hair.”

Jesse “Shit, really? Wish I had have known…”

Kip “No, I don’t think you would have, not then, that’s for sure.”

Jesse “Was I that much of a prick?”

Kip “Huh? Oh hell no, wasn’t that, just don’t think either of us was really ready, not sure if I am even now…”

Kip turned his face to stare at Jesse’s face. He saw the lines furrow around the forehead and the cheeks grew a little hollower as Jesse listened to him talking. He could tell that the words weren’t exactly a surprise to him, and that gave Kip a moment’s pause. Jesse wasn’t surprised, but then either was he as he looked into the face, seeing the eyes blinking, the nostrils flaring a little and the mouth pouting a little. It all looked so normal, and yet the joy in his heart and the heat that had just filled his body was still there, still struggling to make sense of all he had felt.

Jesse “I guess, I don’t know, school was so different than life, and yet, I don’t know in some ways it is all the same. I never really thought for myself back then, maybe that is what had you spooked, I wasn’t who I am now, if that makes any sense.”

It wasn’t that he didn’t want to hold Kip, or to touch him either; it was just that he wasn’t sure if Kip was really ready for something like this. Hell, was he any better off? Here he was, lying in a bed in some guy’s trailer, naked and hard as fucking hell and he wondered if this was right? Shit, he had to be either nuts or just plain useless. Kip was a dream date, he had the looks, the body, and more than that, he had the heart.

God, he didn’t know if he could do half the shit Kip was doing and all because of some stupid bureaucracy. How could anyone go through life with a smile like Kip did, when at home he had very little for himself, his whole life was centred around helping out his family, his bed ridden mother, his younger growing sisters and his little brother? Who did he know in all of his travels, which would make those kinds of sacrifices, just because his last name was theirs?

Back in school, he had always been leery of Kip, not because he might be queer, though the thought had surfaced once or twice, but because of the strength that Kip seemed to hint at. His whole demeanour in school was one who didn’t really care for people, who was disappointed in people and that he had little use for phoneys. Jesse had been afraid that Kip would not suffer him, not accept his own shallowness. Now here he was, wanting nothing more than to feel Kip’s cock inside of him.

Kip “You ever think either of us would wind up like this?”

Jesse “Like what? In bed together?”

Kip “Haha, well that too, but no, as hustlers?”

Jesse “Hustlers? Well that’s a nice way of putting it, I don’t know, no I guess not really, I always figured you’d wind up on some farm way out in the backwoods somewhere.”

Kip “yeah? Funny, it is what I dream about, to have a nice spread, self sufficient, and no neighbours for tens of miles at best, maybe one day but not likely I guess, just a foolish dream.”

Jesse “I don’t know, it could happen.”

Kip “Yeah right. I doubt it, dreams rarely come true, least they don’t for the likes of me.”

Jesse felt the raw pain as if it was just oozing from Kip and he turned over and moved closer, resting one hand on Kip’s belly and he stared down into the eyes, seeing the real pain that had its hold on Kip’s heart and soul. He knew that pain or at least its twin as he could feel it twisting and squeezing his own heart most times, and yet, well yet, when he was with Kip that pain didn’t seem all so real, all so powerful and he bent down, giving Kip a small kiss on the lips and then pulled back, letting his eyes wander down the long trembling body, his eyes devouring all of what it saw.

Jesse “Dreams come true, especially for good guys like you, just may take awhile, that’s all, but they do come true.”

Kip stared up at Jesse and smiled, reaching with his one hand to lightly run his fingers down the hollow of the chest, to feel the soft chest hairs part under his touch and to feel the heart beat just that much faster, to feel the sudden gasp for air as Jesse’s body shook to the touch of his finger. It all was something he had never expected and maybe Jess was right, after all he had dreamed of one day having an affair with Jesse.

Kip “Maybe, hard sometimes to see that far ahead, but it would be nice, nothing fancy, just a nice place with a huge bedroom, haha”

Jesse “Yeah? I can see that, and I can see something else that is hard too… haha”

Jesse’ hand rested just on the flat of Kip’s belly and both of them turned to stare at it and what lay just beyond the outstretched fingers. Kip smiled as he saw his penis sticking up straight and true, the head redder than the rest of his long hard pole and he knew that it was a rather impressive thing to look at. After all, none of his clients had ever said otherwise, a few even had choked back a sudden fright at the 8-inch long 1-¾ inch thick cock. Standing tall it did look like a lot and he couldn’t think of anyone he’d rather share it with than Jesse right now and he shifted himself a little and put his hand off to one side of the young man’s body, his own fingers spreading out and feeling the trembling body and the rushing blood.

They just stared at each other for a second, then their eyes both slowly traveled down to stare at the hard swaying penis that seemed to be beckoning them both, as if asking them to both come and let it play and then their eyes moved back towards each other. Jesse bent down and kissed Kip on the lips once more, his mouth lingering just a little as he pulled back, his teeth pulling lightly on Kip’s lower trembling lip and he tasted Kip, felt that wonderful flavour once more inside of him and he smiled now, his hand moved down the belly towards the soft pubic hairs that lay shaking, waiting for his touch.

Kip could feel the hitch in his heart as Jesse’s hand moved down off his soft quivering belly and he knew that shortly they would join together, and unlike any other time he thought about how it would feel, if he would hurt Jesse or if Jesse would enjoy the feeling and his one hand, searched under the pillow until it found the cache of small plastic envelopes. He pulled one out and brought it to his teeth, where he ripped it open and then with his eyes glued to Jesse’s face, he handed it to him.

The sound of plastic ripping startled him for a second as his whole body was concentrating on the wild and wonderful sensations that kept flowing inwards from the tips of his fingers. He felt the pulse next to the hard groin, and he could feel the excitement rising inside of Kip as his hand slowly moved across the belly, slowly pressing down on the soft flesh of Kip’s groin and his own heart was beginning to beat wilder and faster.

His head swivelled to the sound of the ripping plastic and his eyes widened as he saw the thin plastic envelope dangling from between Kip’s white teeth and he felt his own body start to heat up, the fires inside once more fanned into life as he watched Kip slowly take the opened package from his mouth and offer it to him. The look in Kip’s face was making his soul sing out, the warmth and desire that he could see was being matched by his own equally hot desire and his hand trembled as he took the condom package into his own hands.

Sweat began to bead up all over his young body and he could feel his own hard 7-½ inch cock jerking and straining under his body weight, as if it too wanted to be covered in a thin plastic sheath of protection. The eyes met for an instant but that was all it took. Sparks flew across the small divide between them and he felt a slight arching of Kip’s body, felt his chest heaving just a little more often as he sucked in the air, readying himself for what was to come.

At first his hand trembled as it held the thin plastic and then his soul began to sing and his desire for Kip’s body and love began to overpower his thoughts. He no longer thought about the ‘what if’s’ or ‘should he’s’ that always seemed to cloud his mind, instead he actually felt the raw passion taking hold, something that had never really happened to him before. In all of his sexual experiences, only once had he felt such power and that was just the other night, with Andy and yet here it was, happening once more and he smiled, sighing a little as his hand steadied and he sat up a little straighter.

He took the thin rubber out and smiling at Kip he let the plastic envelope fall off to the side. His hand moved slowly but steadily downwards and he could feel Kip’s eyes following his hand as it took the thin protection and moved it down towards the throbbing pole that now began to slowly ooze a thick grey cream from the centre of its hot pink fiery head. His own body shook a little as he saw the pre cum starting to drip out and flow down the hard cock head and his own groin began to ache and the muscles in his rectum seemed to grow itchy and he felt them clenching tight, as if practising for what they hoped would soon happen.

His whole body began to tighten, the muscles in his belly started to coil and you could see parts of his flesh sinking in, rolls hardening as the young muscles became firm and immoveable. Every part of him was slowly rising to the moment, building to that lustful desire that was filling his mind with strange new thoughts of love and passion. Jesse trembled as wave after wave of anticipation raced thru his young 5ft 9-¾ inch tall body.

Jesse twisted his body as his hand brought the soft plastic to the cock head and he could see and smell the desire as his hand lowered the condom to rest it squarely on the head. He felt and heard Kip moan a little as the plastic touched and his own hand wavered for a second and then moving his body to sit almost at a 90 degree angle to Kip’s, he bent his head down, and with two fingers still holding the unrolled plastic, he brought his mouth closer and closer. Kip’s hands suddenly rested on the upper part of his back and he felt the fingers spreading outwards, the warm palms flat on his flesh, sticking as if they had glue between the palm and his own back.

Two of Jesse’s fingers rested around the hot cock head as his face came closer and Kip could feel Jesse’s warm breath pass over his own throbbing cock. The soft warm breath made his whole body shake a little and the muscles in his thighs began to quiver as he finally felt the soft hot touch of those perfect moist lips against the dry hot skin of his penis. He cried out as the lips touched and he felt himself shaking, his balls swaying begging for the signal to release their precious milk but somehow Kip held on and he lifted himself up on his elbows, to stare down his own tall golden hued body.

He choked back a sudden cry as his mouth touched Kip’s hard throbbing cock head and his hands now rested more firmly on the body under him. One hand laid hard against one bony hip and the other was resting on the lower thigh of a leg as he started to slowly move his lips and mouth down. The taste of coated plastic was mingled with the warm sweet taste of Kip’s pre cum and he felt like he would pass out from all of the wonderful feelings that were crushing into him as he moved slowly down the throbbing head. He felt the heat, almost searing his lips but he moved the thin plastic condom down, unrolling it slowly with his mouth.

Kip couldn’t believe the way his body wanted to thrust upwards, to force his hard throbbing pole deep into Jesse’s throat but he struggled to hold out, to let Jesse cover it at his own agonizingly slow pace. Each press of the lips downwards made his soul sing, made the fires in his belly rise up and dance, reaching for the heavens and his body shook to the strange but glorious feelings that filled him. Nothing else seemed to matter as he leaned down, seeing the thin strands of golden yellow hair glisten in the sun’s rays that flooded his bedroom.

Jesse’s head was bathed in the hard glow of the sun and cast a dark shadow across Kip’s belly that was now rock hard. The muscles inside were like steel bands wound up tight and his own hands now clenched at the bed, digging into the worn bottom sheet and the aged mattress itself. The joy that was filling him was something he had never even imagined, and its intensity was making him sweat.

As Jesse’s lips pushed down and the thin condom passed the outer rim of his cock head, his body shook and jerked a little and he felt like he was about to spill his seed but he fought the urge, forcing his burning desire to quieten for a brief second, giving him enough time to control the desperate urges of his balls, and he fell backwards, no longer able to support his own upper weight with his arms and he reached out, his long hands touching the hot flesh of Jesse’s back and he rested his hands there, feeling them melt into the hot flesh itself and he groaned loudly, feeling his legs twitch and quiver as Jesse’s mouth continued its downward push.

The fragrance of Kip’s scent grew stronger with each passing second. With each inch covered by the condom Jesse could feel the fire raging inside of Kip grow hotter and more intense and the warm pungent odour of his manhood began to overpower his senses. He moaned a little as he felt the hot head inside of his mouth, striking upwards and his tongue resting underneath, pushing the head and guiding it as he continued to unravel the thin plastic over the long throbbing pole.

He could feel the blood rushing in and out along the thick vein underneath and with each press of his lips he felt Kip’s desire rising. He could almost hear Kip’s voice urging him on but he knew it wasn’t coming from Kip’s mouth and it made his own head swim a little as he focused, refusing to consider anything but the need to cover the hot throbbing cock with the condom. His lips grew hot and dry as he pushed and he blinked, seeing the small but full brush of pubic hairs rising up to meet his own soft face. His eyes widened as he saw each strand of hair standing up, swaying to the power of his own breath that was becoming shallower with each passing second.

His mind was held transfixed by the strands of blond hair as they grew larger and larger as his head came closer and closer. His own body jerked hard as he breathed in deeply one last time, the strong scent of Kip filling him and driving his own desires wild and into a frenzy of lust. His body was dripping from the excitement, sweat poured out from every pore and his cock jerked hard several times, large drops of his own pre cum spilling out against his inner thighs or along his leg or just to dry unheeded on the bed itself.

The press of his nose against the top of Kip’s groin and thigh almost made him lose it, but he held on and he pressed down hard, feeling the soft flesh underneath surrender to his force and he knew the condom had been fully unrolled, was holding tightly against the hot burning flesh of Kip’s penis. He sighed, unwilling to pull back, unwilling to release his hold on the hard throbbing pole that was filling his mouth, that was poking like a drill at the back of his throat and yet the ache in his own rectum began to supersede the thrill of tasting and holding the throbbing cock.

Kip’s hand had slid down the arched back of Jesse’s and was now feeling the shaking flesh of Jesse’s buttocks. The skin moved and shook as Jesse slowly unrolled the condom down Kip’s penis, and Kip’s hands now reached down and forwards, his fingers pulling at the soft jiggling flesh until they managed to rest inside of the valley between the two shaking orbs of flesh.

He groaned loudly now, one hand thumped the side of the bed as his other dug deep into the soft warm moist valley of Jesse’s cheeks. His fingers moved swiftly down the wet valley until it came to the shaking pink hole and his fingers suddenly grew still, his breath suddenly put on hold as he felt Jesse’s body tighten even further and then, he slowly started to massage the soft pink hole, letting his finger move slowly around it, circling it but still pressing on it and all the time Jesse still slowly pushed the condom down his shaft, getting closer to his thick root and soft groin.

The touch of his pubic hairs brushing against Jesse’s nose made him jerk back and in that instant, he drove his circling finger straight down and in, pushing aside the protesting muscles of Jesse’s sphincter muscle and diving deep inside of him. He heard the muffled groan come from Jesse’s lips and he felt his own body moaning as he pushed his finger in as far as he could and then he slowly started to let it explore the insides, pushing this way and then that way, touching and feeling the soft velvet lining of Jesse’s insides and his own groin ached now, arching upwards now in an attempt to bury itself into Jesse’s warm mouth, just as his finger had buried itself in his warm hot rectum.

For a brief second, Kip was sure he could feel Jesse’s thoughts racing into his own body and his own dark hidden secrets being exposed to the light of Jesse’s soul but it was only for a second as he cried out, as his cock was suddenly deep inside of Jesse’s mouth. His balls were swaying and trying to force their way up the hard throbbing shaft and he struggled to hold himself, to stop his sudden need to explode and release his seed. He cried out again as his hand stopped, his attention and every part of his body focussed solely on keeping his cock from exploding early. The pain in his chest grew tighter and he struggled for air as his chest muscles were squeezing his lungs.

The feeling of Jesse’s throat squeezing his cock and the warm moist touch of his tongue against the underside of his cock was almost too much but he struggled to hold on and only Jesse pulling back saved him from cumming. His body suddenly relaxed for a brief instant and then an overwhelming desire to fill Jesse’s body with his throbbing pole took hold. The fires inside now raged like a blast furnace, reaching up and threatening to consume his mortal body with its flames. His heart suddenly raced faster as he opened his eyes to see the long flowing blond hair coming closer to him and he finally saw the face, the way it was held tightly and the skin was taut as if in the grip of some terrible fever.

His body shuddered a bit and he could see that Jesse was lost in the moment, his focus solely on getting his body into position and he felt the hands pulling at his legs, pushing them together and then in one swift motion, he felt the strong thighs of the young man wrap around his middle. He felt the weight come crashing down onto his belly and he opened his eyes once more. There in front of him loomed the face; the long strands of golden blond hair dangled in disarray but the eyes peeked through the massive strands to gaze at his own face.

Looking deeply into the sea green eyes of Jesse he could feel the urgent desire building up and it was equal to the mounting pressure in his own body. He was sure that they would both soon explode, laying waste to their mortal flesh and bones but he couldn’t help it, the fever was upon him and he could feel the tiny rivers flowing down his body as sweat continued to pour from him. Every part of him ached now and the pain in his groin was the worse, as it just seemed to grow with each passing second.

Dark thunderous clouds seemed to form around them and he could see the sparks of blue lightning as Jesse shifted his position, his eyes never leaving Kip’s face for a second as his hand now reached backwards, reaching down for the thick hard cock that pressed up against Jesse’s wet cheeks. Kip held his breath as he felt the strong hand touch and then grasp at his pole, holding it firmly and strongly in its grip and then he saw the young golden body rise up, push down a little and he could feel his cock being slid between the two mounds of hot shaking flesh.

He cried out softly, only a murmur really, as his cock nestled into the deep warm valley that was Jesse’s rectum. He felt the weight on the cock head as Jesse moved his buttocks to one side, to allow his cock to rest firmly down into the deep valley. The muscles held him tightly and he could feel the warm sides of the flesh pressing against his own throbbing pole and cock head. He waited, holding his breath, afraid to make any more sounds as he stared up at the face, seeing the eyes glowing and the sweat starting to drip without stopping from the forehead, the eye lids, the nose and everywhere else.

The light golden hair was now being slowly darkened by the heavy stream of sweat that poured from Jesse’s scalp and onto his own body. Heavy drops fell hard against the heaving muscles of his chest and he could feel his heart beating now, threatening to burst out from under his rib cage and all the time he held his breath, waiting for that second, that moment when he knew that he and Jesse would no longer be two but would become one.

The thunder in his ears grew louder as he felt his cock slowly being slid down the wet moist valley and he grew more excited as each clap of thunder made him tremble and shake. His body was tensed beyond any point it had ever reached before and his hands clenched tightly at the bed, wrapping up mounds of the sheet into his palms, his fingers digging hard into the old mattress and he could even hear the soft squeaks from the protesting springs of the bed as his buttocks dug down into the mattress itself.

Jesse’s hand felt like solid piece of granite. The muscles inside ached and throbbed but nothing compared to the insistent throb and ache of his rectum. He could feel his cheeks clenching and holding the hard throbbing pole of Kip’s cock as he slowly pushed it down between his cheeks. The head was full and he knew it was on fire, the burning heat searing his own flesh as he slowly angled it downwards, slowly brought it towards the throbbing ache of his own body. The hole that puckered and squeezed his insides waited eagerly for that first touch and he struggled as his own cock swayed and slid along Kip’s belly and stomach.

The heavy constant oozing of his pre cum fell hard against Kip’s belly and stomach and the head of his own cock would then smear it up and out as he pressed down, angling the hard pole in his hand, torn between the urgent desire to fill the ache and desire in his buttocks with the desire and ache of his own cock as it slid along the trembling belly of Kip. He could feel tears welling up at the corners of his eyes as he saw the glazed look begin to coat and cover Kip’s deep blue eyes.

He could feel the head pressing now, it was resting firmly against the throbbing sphincter muscle and his tiny pink opening was puckering and flexing itself, as if inviting in the hard thick bulbous cock head itself and he could feel his muscles tightening, his nerves shrieking for him to unleash the power of his desires and needs. His body ached and he felt himself trembling with that very feeling as he took one more look down at Kip. He saw the eyes flicker for a second and he knew that right beneath him was a volcano of love waiting to explode into him and he sighed, feeling the fires burning through his own flesh as he tightened his hold, squeezed his hips together and with his mouth open, his eyes wide and his soul poking at his body, he let himself fall downwards.

The room exploded into a myriad of lightning bolts of all colours and sizes. Sheets of blue passed and bounced off the walls as huge bolts of deep red and thin sharp arrows of purple followed and then it was all repeated. Sparks flew off in all directions as the pain simply exploded deep into his body as he fell backwards, letting the huge throbbing cock push aside his muscles and dive deep into his body. His insides were suddenly aflame with the pain and the joy of entry and he felt the tears falling down his cheeks to join the raging rivers of his sweat. His body was in a constant roll of tremors and thunderous quakes as he crushed his cheeks down into Kip’s groin.

Nothing in his past had prepared him for the wave of emotions that suddenly were washing thru his entire body. He felt himself leap upwards, as if the bed had suddenly thrown him up and his whole body was shaking and trembling as he felt the force of Jesse’s fall take his cock deep inside. The muscles inside barely had a chance to touch or feel the hard driving cock as it was sucked deep inside, banging hard against the sides until it reached as far as it could go and the head began to shake, to jerk as if hitting a brick wall. The pain was sweet to him as he felt the hard insides of Jesse hold him, the muscles now having a chance to reach out and grip his throbbing pole, to hold it in their grasp and it only made him ache more, feel more and his body showed it, by trembling and shuddering.

He cried out as it hit the deep insides and before he could even assimilate that, he felt it being pulled out and he felt his own body suddenly sinking back down into the mattress. He heard his own buttock strike the bed, felt it bounce and yet before the last vibration could spread out he felt himself thrusting himself back up and he felt Jesse coming back down to greet him. The sound of hot wet flesh striking each other echoed into the small trailer, bouncing off the tin walls and coming back to them louder and more strident than when they left.

His body was a pool of water as he felt the bed heaving to their passion and he felt the hot stinging slap of Jesse’s own aroused penis as it hit his stomach and slid upwards, then as Jesse pulled up and out, he would slide back, burning his belly with its heat and its own desire. His legs were melting and yet he could feel every nerve end stinging with the harsh slap of Jesse’s buttocks as he came crashing back down onto his groin. The pubic hairs were ground deep into the soft flesh of his groin and yet he could feel them dig into the soft fleshy cheeks when they met. His whole body quivered each time that his cock was pulled out and then they would suddenly tighten as the body arched up and Jesse came back down, riding the hard 8-inch penis like his life depended on staying on it. He cried constantly as he went up and down the thick throbbing pole, each time trying desperately to take it in deeper, trying each time to speed up the entry so as not to be without the touch of the hard cock inside of him.

The pain inside of his groin was thundering and yet it didn’t even make a dent in the overwhelming power of his passion as he took Kip’s cock deep inside of his body. His mind was completely clouded over and bedazzled by the joy that was racing up and down his body. He could feel his blood rushing all over, burning with the love that was filling his body and his head rolled from side to side and then arched backwards, as the first wave of his own violent explosion finally registered inside of him.

He felt the jerking motion, felt the hard press on his groin from below and still all he could think of was the harsh slapping sound as his cheeks came crashing down onto the liquid pools of Kip’s flesh. His body ached in a way he had never experienced really, not even in the same way as it had with Andy and his eyes fluttered as his body continued to shake, almost violently enough to dislodge him and he quickly felt his knees digging hard into the fleshy sides of Kips’ lower body.

It was like a machine gun ripping into his lower body, slowly raising its sights as it send a hail of bullets at him, each bullet finding its mark, each bullet making his body jump as it tore into his flesh. Kip couldn’t believe the hard striking power as gobs of Jesse’s cream came flying at him, striking him at the belly and gradually working its way up his long body until the last final shot slammed into his chin, just above his neck. His whole body began to vibrate with the first splatter of hot milk onto his own steaming flesh.

The muscles in his belly suddenly tightened harder, coiling like a steel trap and as the second and third shot of sticky cream smashed into his melting flesh, his balls struck hard into the bottom of his cock. The pain was intense and ever so sweet and he groaned loudly now, adding one more wild passionate sound to a room already filled with reverberating noises of love and passion.

His body arched upwards further than ever before just as Jesse was coming back down and the sound of their bodies joining filled the room and drowned out all other noises for several seconds. The fourth gob of Jesse’s sticky sweet milk blasted across his heaving chest making him arch even more, forcing his already jerking and shaking penis far into Jesse’s rectum, reaching past any point it had touched yet and Jesse’s cheeks closed tightly, hugging the hard throbbing cock inside, keeping it from falling out.

The bed creaked and groaned in protest as the two bodies crashed down onto it, and Jesse was suddenly impaled to the point where all of his breath was expelled. The force of Kip’s thrust inwards and his own downwards slam drove every drop of air from his lungs, he was gasping for air and panting like a dog as the cock inside of him began to twist and turn and shake. He knew it was about to explode, and his cheeks once more dug inwards, once more wrapped every muscle it could around the thick throbbing pole and even inside, the stretched velvet muscles wrapped around the huge 8 inch penis, holding it, strangling it almost in their feverish need to keep it inside and Kip couldn’t hold back any longer.

As Jesse’s last splattering of hot cream struck, Kip’s body surged upwards, the hard swollen balls released their steamy fluid and he felt his cock head swelling even more, stretching and pushing at the strong thin muscles that held it in place, and yet its power was too much as it broke free, striking hard into all of Jesse’s insides. The huge head pushed and jerked and swayed as it exploded, the force being barely contained by the thin plastic condom that covered it.

Heavy streams of his cream began to slowly ooze down the sides from the still spurting head and he felt the hot fluid singing his skin as his body thundered, his heart roared and his soul danced all around him and Jesse. The hot sun bathed their melting bodies and he could feel Jesse’s flesh melting into his own and he cried out, his hands pounding the bed and then they reached out, to grab hold of the bony hips. His fingers dug hard into the flesh until they struck bone. Jesse cried out in pain as he felt the two hands and ten fingers suddenly grip his hips and then dig into his taut flesh.

The strength of Kip’s hands held the shaking body still and with an amazing force of power he pulled down on the body above him, forcing his dripping exploding penis in even further. The hot hard cock was stunned as was the body above as the huge throbbing pole moved inwards even more and Jesse cried out with pleasure as he felt more of his body being caressed by the throbbing pole. He cried with pure joy as his body shook and quivered to the last final explosion deep inside of himself.

The force of Kip’s last and final explosion was too much for Jesse as he collapsed on top of Kip’s heaving chest. He felt the sticky wetness of his own seed as his heaving body fell forwards and the sudden emptiness rushing in as Kip’s cock was finally released, softening even as it was being ejected from the hot velvety insides of Jesse’s rectum. The throbbing pain easing as both hearts still raced fast, but the moment passing.

Jesse couldn’t believe how exhausted his body felt and yet it still thundered to the wave of passion that refused to end simply because the weapon of delivery had stopped its delivery. He still felt Kip’s presence inside, as if he had left a part of him there, to always be there and he could feel the tears rolling down his face as he rested his head on top of Kip’s heaving chest. He could hear Kip’s heart roaring or was that his own heart? It didn’t matter because for a brief time, they had shared the power of their own hearts with the other.

Both boys struggled for air and their panting breaths blew across the other’s faces and they could smell that scent, that special aroma of satisfaction and deep fulfillment that rarely came but when it did, it was as satisfying a scent, as arousing a fragrance that could ever be smelled. Jesse couldn’t believe how it made him feel, and he felt his body slowly sliding off to one side, letting Kips’ own body breath free of his added weight. His chest still heaved but slowly he could feel the air filling him, mingling with Kip’s aroma and all the time his body continued to quiver, as if it sensed that there was more yet to come.

Kip “God Jesse, I never… I mean…”

Jesse “Yeah, I know, me too, shit man, why the hell did it take us so long?”

Kip “Long? Oh, you mean to, shit I don’t know… but that was, I mean, hell you as good at giving the ride as you are in taking it?”

Jesse “Haha, I never had complaints before, why? Feel like going for a ride on the pole of love?”

Kip “Shit, he has it named too? Haha but well”

Jesse “Christ, you are a horny one, you really want to? I mean, if it isn’t your thing, well…”

Kip “No it really isn’t, but yeah, I kind of do, I don’t know, never really did this with anyone I liked before… you?”

Jesse turned his face towards Kip and saw the eyes wide open, the puzzled look on his face as all of the emotions were still running through his mind, slower now but just as numerous and he could see the confusion in his face, and for a second he felt a hitch in his own beat, his own thoughts were just as jumbled and yet the scent continued to feed his desire. He could smell that mixture of sweat and grease and now cum as well that made him feel weak and dizzy.

He blinked as he tried to recall when or if he had ever had sex with another person simply because he and they wanted to. His face took on a puzzled expression, one similar to Kip’s as he thought about it some and then he found his hand resting on Kip’s and he turned to stare at him, resting on his side. Kip felt the hand and stared back and then he too turned onto his side to look at Jesse and hold his hand.

Jesse “Once, seems like ages ago but wasn’t all that long ago, sort of did, but we were both drunk and hell, we didn’t do much, just jerked each other off I think.”

Kip “Yeah? I never did, have anyone I just wanted to fuck, you know? Does that make me weird? I mean…”

Jesse “Thought you wanted me in high school?”

Kip “Yeah, but I mean, I haven’t done it with anyone, never got the nerve up, and well, other than you and maybe Marshall, no one ever seemed to get my attention.”

Jesse “Really? You had a thing for Marshall? Prentiss?”

Kip “Yeah, I mean he is hot Jesse, you seen him lately?”

Jesse “No, haven’t, last time I saw him was just before the prom, still a stud huh? So, you ever make a play for him?”

Kip “No, shit, I never had the balls, besides I doubt if he is.”

Jesse “Why? He got himself a girlfriend or, don’t tell me he’s married?”

Kip “Haha, no, he goes to the community prep at the next town, and no I don’t think he does have a girlfriend either, we go for drinks when he comes home.”

Jesse “Yeah? Cool, maybe we should all go and have a threesome? Haha”

Kip “Oh right, like that would ever happen”

Jesse “Well, would you want to?”

Kip leaned back a little, his hand clenching at Jesse’s and he could feel his mind whirling, wondering if Jesse did want to have a threesome, and then he started to think about Marshall. He really was a hot looking guy, must stand an inch or two shorter than him, had a good solid body on him, not much fat and his dark hair always curled at the ends, just below his ears but there was something about his eyes that always held Kip back, something dark and even sinister about them.

The more he thought of the 20 year old school friend, the less he thought that he would be approachable. Thinking about their few sojourns to the bar, he recalled how Marshall always tried to flirt with the waitresses, and he had made the odd comment about ‘fags’ which either was to throw him off or else he was just being a normal kid from small town America, but there was something that never sat right with Kip and he knew that Jesse would approach him too, if he thought it was what he wanted him to do.

That scared him even more than the idea of Marshall finding out that Kip was gay, because he had never had to weigh his words before. Sure, he had tricks that had fallen for him, which was nice and it sure did make earning the money easier, but this was different and it nagged at him, making him nervous.

Kip “Nah, don’t think he’d be fun, now that Andy guy from the Academy, now he might add some spice. Haha”

Jesse “Oh? You like him do you?”

It hadn’t come out right and Jesse saw how Kip seemed to suddenly lean even further back, as if he had been poked or something. Sort of like a reflex action to a flashing hand or something and he felt a strange emptiness in his heart, and he couldn’t quite make it out but in looking at Kip, he saw a fleeting flash of pain, as if somehow the way he had said that had stunned and hurt him. God, he never realized just how sensitive Kip was and it bothered him, because he should have been more considerate, or at least more in tune to what Kip might be thinking.

He reached out with his hand and pulled Kip back towards him and he moved his own short naked body in closer, to bring them back together and to just snuggle into Kip’s own golden coloured body. Jesse noticed the deep tan lines too and for a second he wondered how Kip found the time, but then he remembered seeing the ratty old chaise lounge chair out front, and then it made sense to him.

Kip couldn’t explain it, but the mention of Andy suddenly made him feel alone, empty really and he couldn’t explain it. The kid was nice, tried too hard to not let his money interfere but then how could it not? The kid obviously was loaded, or at least his parents were, and so why shouldn’t he enjoy it? Christ, he sure as hell would if he had that kind of money but why should it bother him like it was? Could he be jealous of Andy’s money or was it maybe that Andy was paying Jesse that really bothered him?

Kip “No, he’s pretty nice for a rich kid, you like him?”

Jesse “Hell yes, anyone who wants to pay me $300 for 4 hours of sex, damn straight I like them, haha”

Kip “Come on Jess, is that the only reason?”

He had no idea why he said that, and he could feel Jesse’s heart suddenly stop then beat in a rather funny tone, as if it was trying to send a signal but was being blocked by something. The question surprised him even as he said it and he could feel a sudden twinge around his own heart, as he waited for the answer. He looked into Jesse’s green eyes and saw the confusion and turmoil inside that his question had caused, and he felt his own heart now start to flutter in nervous expectation.

Part 2

Bobby walked along the railroad tracks, kicking at anything that came across his path. His young head was bent down as his mind kept playing over and over again what he had seen. His foot would kick angrily at the rocks and gravel that was on the side of the tracks and he could feel the pain inside, not sure why he hurt or what it really was that was bothering him. He wished he hadn’t gone to Kip’s trailer, wished he hadn’t climbed up to see if he was sleeping, but he had and he didn’t know what to do. He felt so scared, so alone and there really wasn’t anyone he could talk to, his sisters wouldn’t know, and his mom was too sick, so that left only Kip and that sure as hell wasn’t going to work.

He wasn’t exactly your typical country kid. He didn’t have that fresh farm boy look and hell he had barely had any growth spurts so far, after all he was only 13 years old and according to Kip, the Tanner boys didn’t get to grow till they were at least 15 or 16, at least that was when Kip got his spurts and he was 6 ft something now, so there was hope for him, but it didn’t help him now. It wasn’t that being tall was really important either, it was just, well, he was tired of always being the runt at school, always the one the older boys would come and pick on. Being poor didn’t help either; it was like it was a ready-made excuse to poke fun at him or something.

Somehow, deep inside, he knew that what he had seen his older brother doing wasn’t going to go over well with others in town and he felt angry at Kip for that. Wasn’t it enough that they were poor, that Mom was sick and dad a crook? Now they would tease him about his queer brother and so he kicked at the rocks harder, his toes numb already from all of the kicking and shuffling. It just wasn’t fair, and Kip should have known that, should have at least covered his window so no one could peek in.

The thought that other’s might have peeked in and saw made his tiny body shake and shiver and he wiped his nose with the back of his arm, the snot making his shirt sleeve itch as it rubbed across his young face. Damn them all, grown ups never thought about the smaller kids, even Kip wasn’t any better and his sister’s were becoming just as bad. The way they had drooled over that guy Kip brought over, well they would sure change their opinion if they knew what he had been doing with Kip, that was for sure.

Bobby Tanner didn’t realize how far he had walked and he heard the sounds of kids laughing and splashing water and he stopped dead in his tracks. Without knowing it he had come all the way out to the pond, the small watering hole where all the kids from town came to swim and horse around. He never had been one to come here alone, mainly because he didn’t want to get picked on so whenever he did come, Kip was with him. Well, he didn’t need a pussy to protect him, did he?

With his heart pounding and his chest heaving he walked into the small thicket of trees and found the pathway that led down to the water. He could hear voices shrieking and someone did a Tarzan yell, which was followed by a huge splashing sound as whoever it was, hit the water. He wished he could do that, fly off the rope into the water but he was always too scared, too nervous and he stopped, his fear once more taking hold of him, the anger at Kip not so strong right now.

He could hear the voices better and he recognized a couple of them. They were some of the older kids from school, the one’s who picked on him the most and he started to shake, wishing he could run but he was too afraid that they would hear him and chase him. He didn’t know what to do and he just stood there petrified, like a statue in a park. Sweat poured down from his forehead and fogged up his glasses, and he felt his hands clenching and unclenching as the laughter rose up and grew louder and louder.

Stranger “Hey kid, what you doing?”

The voice startled him and he turned around to stare into the dark eyes of a tall young man. The guy had long dark hair that fell below his ears and curled up around the edges. He wore a light blue t-shirt and faded jeans and was carrying a backpack over one shoulder. He looked familiar to Bobby but he wasn’t sure and he started to stammer, unsure of what to say or if the sudden appearance of the older guy would cause the kids at the pool to discover his presence.

Bobby “Nothing, just standing here.”

Stranger “Oh, well why are you just standing here? You afraid to go down to the swimming hole or you waiting for someone?”

Bobby “I am not afraid, and it’s none of your business”

Stranger “Oh? Well it is kid, I got business down there and I don’t like uninvited guests, so you part of them down there or not?”

Bobby “Huh? No, I am not”

Stranger “Then take a hike kid before you get hurt, go on, scram!”

He saw the angry look and the small glint of light on the white teeth, as if the guy was growling at him. It sure felt like it and he could hear the sudden quiet coming from the swimming hole and he knew that the guys there would be listening now, maybe even a couple would be coming up to see what was going on and he felt the cold chill running down his spine as he twisted his head to stare at the path and then back to stare at the tall young man in front of him. Damn Kip, why couldn’t he have just been sleeping, if he had, he wouldn’t be in this mess.

Stranger “Well? What’s it going to be kid?”

The angry menacing voice was grating on him, he felt the sweat pouring from him and the sound of someone’s foot breaking a branch behind him was enough and he darted past the taller man, running fast as he could up the sloping pathway, away from the swimming hole and the laughing man with the back pack.

His chest was heaving and he struggled for air as he ran and ran, not stopping for anything and as he ran he would glance back, sure that someone was following him, that someone was racing after him but each time he looked back there was no one in sight and he would turn and continue to run, the fear making his tiny legs pump faster and faster even as exhaustion overcame him, still he ran on.

Bobby’s only thoughts were to get home and to slam the door to his bedroom and hide there, hoping that no one from the swimming hole had recognized him and that no one would come looking for him. That was all he could think about as he ran down the road, past the railroad crossing and past the sitting pick up truck that was off to one side. He just ran, thinking of nothing, not even glancing anywhere but just staring straight ahead, his mind fixed on his own bedroom, his own private sanctuary from the cruel world that had gotten just that much meaner for him.

Table of contents for Night Prowler

  1. Night Prowler (1)

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Lunch

The worst part about school was lunch. It was always at lunch that you could tell who were the geeks and outcasts and who were the cool kids. It was like everyone just simply migrated to their spot, no interaction, and no association other than the accepted members of your group. He could see how the pecking order was; he always was off to the side, never at or even near the in crowd. In many ways that had its advantages too, because you generally got left alone, except on days like this.

He didn’t mind helping, hell it was kind of neat to think that some adult actually believed he had some abilities, and he did like English, but now that was going to get him into trouble. The English teacher Mr. Twiller needed to see a study schedule for Tyler and it was up to him, Zack to get it and see it was in his office before the end of the day. That meant he had to find Tyler at lunch, now, and talk to him, which meant he had to cross no man’s land and run the gauntlet to the centre of the lunch area.

There was no way for him to see if Tyler was even there, with the jocks and other ‘cool’ kids, so he trudged in, feeling the stares as he weaved in an out of the mass of kids standing, socializing. They weren’t really any different than him, so he couldn’t understand why he was always out on the fringe. Okay, he was shy and didn’t do a lot of talking, and sport sure wasn’t his thing but why should that make him an outcast? Why should he be excluded from party invitations or other events?

Zack kept his head down and wove his way thru the mass of young bodies, sometimes mumbling ‘excuse me’ as he jostled someone and yet all he got was glaring stares. No one said hello, no one really said anything to him as if they were afraid they would lose their own status if they did. Damn, school wasn’t the place he thought it would be. Sure was different than grade school but maybe even that was changing now too? Christ, if the world was like this, he really wasn’t too sure if he’d like being an adult anymore than a teenager.

Finally he made his way to where he had expected Tyler to be only to find himself staring into Brian Kozak’s angry face. Shit, he knew he was in for a hassle but as he focused he relaxed a little because he saw Justin standing next to Brian. At least with Justin there he might be safe, after all he did come to his rescue last night, and Justin seemed like a nice enough guy. It had been kind of nice to have someone to actually talk with, other than Shawn.

Brian ”Hey, what are you doing here? Lost again?”

Zack ”Uh, no, is Tyler around?”

Brian ”Can’t you see he isn’t? What do you want?”

He never did understand it, there was something about Trailer that he just couldn’t stand, and it pissed him off that Tyler seemed okay with him hanging around even. It had to be cause his girlfriend was friends with the little twerp since kindergarten, but still, why should he have to have him hanging around?

Zack ”Uh, I need to talk to Tyler, Mr. Twiller needs something from him”

Shit, he didn’t need to explain this to Brian, and besides, if he did Tyler might get pissed at him, and that was all he needed.

Brian ”OH? So you Twiller’s little errand boy are you? Haha, figures a dweep like you would be.”

Zack ”I am not, uh, I don’t want any trouble, okay? Can you tell me where Tyler is? Please?”

God listen to him begging? What the fuck was wrong with him, he should tell the pompous bag of wind to fuck himself, but then he really wasn’t into getting the shit kicked out of him either, so guess he really had no choice, but why was Justin just staring at him, the way he was looking it was almost as if he was scared I’d ask him for help or something

Brian ”Oh how polite, isn’t that sweet? Your mommy teach you that?”

The sneer on his face only made him look ugly to Zack but he could see the anger and even hatred in his eyes, which bothered him immensely. He hadn’t a clue why Brian was always picking on him, or giving him a rough time in the hallways. He never did anything to provoke it, least not intentionally.

Zack ”Geez Brian, what did I ever do to you?” Brian ”God I can’t stand people who whine, go on dweep,

get out of here, you are bugging me.”

Brian reached out with one hand and pushed at Zack, forcing him back and almost making him fall into someone. He could feel the group starting to tense up, waiting for an entertaining fight possibly, and one he knew he would never win and besides, he really didn’t want to give in to Brian.

Zack ”I have to find Tyler.”

Fuck I want to just punch his ugly fucking face, but I want to get out of here alive too, damn it, why aren’t you helping Justin? Look at him, he’s staring at me from under his eyes, but he won’t help, no one here will, and Brian is too strong for me to tackle. Fuck, I hate school at times, and I hate smart assed Brian Kozak.

Brian ”Shit, I told you to move, he isn’t here dip stick, now fuck off”

Brian had moved to stand right up to Zack’s body. He was standing toe to toe with him and his breath was filling Zack’s nostrils with the onion and some other smell obviously from his sandwich. His hands were by his side, clenched as if waiting for Zack to react, to give him an excuse to start wailing on him.

The crowd of students were all standing up watching the scene. Some were laughing and egging Brian on, telling him to teach the jerk a lesson, others were deriding Zack, calling him nerd and dweep, teacher’s pet and other names, but none were defending him. All were looking on, as if they were watching some mindless television show.

Zack ”Well, at least tell him I need to see him… please.”

Brian ”Fuck you, I am not a messenger service for a little shit like you, now bugger off already, you are really getting on my nerves Trailer, now move it or I’ll move you myself”

Brian could feel the crowd behind him; he could see that no one was going to step in and it only made him bolder. He never liked Zack and he hated the way Tyler stood up for him, but Tyler wasn’t here so Zack became fair game to him. His nostrils flared and his eyes were staring hard at Zack, almost as if they were willing him to fight back, daring him to respond physically and he was ready. His hands were clenched tightly at his side, one hand even tapping the side of his upper leg as he waited for Zack to lose his temper.

Zack ”Shit, come on, leave me alone.”

He was biting his lip and it hurt but nothing hurt as much as standing there among kids he had known for a long time, kids who he had gone to birthday parties with when they were younger, and now they all stood around, trying to figure how long he would stay standing once the fighting started. Damn them, no fucking way was he going to give them that kind of satisfaction, and while every part of him wanted to strike out, to smash his own clenched fist into Brian’s face, somehow he managed to find the strength to hold still.

Brian ”Hey, don’t smart mouth me puke breath, get out of here”

Brian could see that Zack was holding back, that he wasn’t going to fight and he got a large smirk on his face, as he knew he had won. Once more he had proven that he was the superior person, but he wanted more, he wanted to feel Zack’s flesh against the hard skin of his knuckle but he wasn’t stupid enough to strike first. Instead he shot his one hand out, a strong stiff arm like move up against the lower shoulder of Zack that made him almost turn around and did make him stumble backwards a few more steps. He didn’t back off either; he followed his push by moving forward so that he was still right in Zack’s face.

Justin ”Uh, hey cool down man.”

He had seen all this before, and yet as he looked at Zack, he saw the pained expression and he knew that he was the one causing that pain, not Brian’s bullying tactics, but his own inaction. Zack had bailed him out last night and he didn’t rush to his aid now, but he had to know that he couldn’t? Didn’t he? There was no way he could do much, not without relegating himself to the same status as Zack was in, or worse. How could he play next year if the team was against him? He had to consider his own position in the school and Zack should understand that, he had to, he wasn’t stupid, was he?

Brian ”Huh? Hey, why should I? He’s just some dweep, he a friend of yours or something? Cause man if he is, you really gotta choose better friends.”

Justin ”Uh no, we just have classes together, that’s all, just no need to get physical, I mean come on, look at him, he’s a toothpick, you’d hurt him”

Fuck, why did he open his mouth? He couldn’t let Brian get the upper hand on him, but Zack looked so hurt, maybe he could talk to him later, explain it to him so he wouldn’t hate him, but really, he should have known better than to come messing in places that weren’t his turf. There were rules, you had to play the game or get hurt, Zack should know that, after all this was his school, his friends, he should have known. Just because he saved my ass, it doesn’t give him the right to expect I’ll protect him, if Tyler wants to, hey that’s Tyler’s business, not his.

Brian ”So?”

The crowd had gotten interested for a few minutes, and Zack could see some of the kids staring at him and then looking at Justin. Shit, that was all he needed, for them to link them together, then his life would really be miserable so he brought the attention around again to himself.

Zack ”I told you, Twiller sent me to find Tyler, so leave me alone.”

Brian ”Yeah? You and Twiller make a good pair, couple of pussy boys both of you, go on, get out of my sight before I lose my temper”

Zack could feel everyone laughing at him and he dared not look over at Justin. Damn it, he should have known better than to trust in a jock, fuck, and he could have gotten into trouble too last night, if the cops had pressed. Fuck, why didn’t he help him? Shit; what was worse was he could have just kept his damn mouth shut and maybe Brian and Justin would have mixed it up and he might have gotten away, but no, not him, he had to always try to be the friend, and like what was that getting him? Fuck, he really should learn to keep his damn mouth shut.

Tyler ”Hey, what’s going on? Hey Zack, what’s up man? Brian you look like you are gonna blow a gasket or something, what’s going on?”

Tyler had shown up out of nowhere, and he managed to simply part the crowd and stood right off to one side of the two boys. His body was facing Brian’s but at an angle, and his one shoulder covered and masked part of Zack’s body with its bulk. Had Brian decided to swing at him, he would run right into Tyler’s body and so he knew he was safe. For the first time since he began this walk into no man’s land, he relaxed a little, catching his breath and feeling the pain and fear ease a little.

He stared over at Justin, who stood off and watched as he slid out of sight of Tyler and Brian as well. It was almost as if he was trying to hide, as if maybe he actually was feeling ashamed, but then he was most likely just scared of crossing Tyler. Damn this whole fucking mess, where was it written that because you could play some damn sport that you were better than everyone else? Who gave them such power but as he watched Tyler’s stance, the way he was so calm, he knew that it was he and others like him who had given the Brian’s of the world the power. It wasn’t anyone else’s fault but his own.

Brian ”This dweep is getting on my nerves, that’s what, he’s a fucking wusse, running errands for Twiller”

Tyler ”Yeah? Well I remember someone who used to run errands for their middle school principle, so cut him some slack Brian”

Brian ”Shit, Fuck Tyler, why do you always stick up for him? That Sheryl sure has you tamed.”

Tyler ”Hey, Brian, cool it man, and leave Sheryl out of this, she’s nice.” Brian ”Well, if you say so man, you are lucky Trailer, damn fucking lucky.”

Tyler ”Oh shut up Brian, so, what are you doing in no man’s land Zack?”

Zack ”Uh, Mr. Twiller needs a schedule from you, for that uh, that extra stuff he wants you to do, said I was to get it and uh, have it on his desk by the last period”

Tyler ”Oh? Shit, well come on, we’ll go over by the parking lot, and I’ll write it out for you, see you guys later”

It was like a King had spoken or something, the way everyone just seemed to back away and go back to whatever it was they were doing before Brian started his shit. Damn, how did Tyler handle all that and not act like a jerk? He really didn’t understand Tyler at all, the guy was not only drop dead gorgeous, but he was nice too. He had talent, man could he toss a football and he was also a damn good baseball player too, and yet none of that seemed to phase him. He was never really a jerk to anyone, and maybe that was why he found himself always stuttering a little when around Tyler. He was in awe of him, but it was also more than that.

If he ever let it out, he would be dead meat. He had a secret crush on Tyler, at least he thought he did and while he liked to draw and doodle, his favourite hobby was drawing Tyler, imagining him with his shirt off, or better, with everything off. He had a whole note book full… FUCK!

As he walked and dreamed, it hit him suddenly. The book. He had on his desk a binder that was almost identical to the homework one, and in it were several pictures he had drawn of Tyler, pictures that were accurate in most details, but less so in others simply because he had filled in the missing pieces with his own vision of them. Christ, what if Justin had seen those pictures? Fuck, would he tell Tyler? Was that why he didn’t help him? Oh Christ, Justin knew about him and his fantasy, but he didn’t know it was a fantasy, shit; he might actually, oh Christ, what if he thought those drawings were 100% accurate?

Panic was ripping at his chest as Tyler tried to talk to him; but all he could do was nod or gulp as he kept looking back at the crowd, wondering if Justin would dare say anything? If he did, he would get Tyler into no end of trouble, he’d have to admit that it wasn’t really Tyler, he would still never be able to come back to this school, and his parents. Christ they would hate him, they’d all know about his secret but then, if Justin did tell, he’d have to explain how he knew.

Maybe there was still hope for him? Maybe, just maybe if he didn’t panic too much, he could scrape out of this whole thing. He’d have to find a way to tell Justin that those really weren’t of Tyler, but then what if Justin hadn’t seen the damn binder or looked inside? Fuck, how the hell could he then, shit, this was too much and he could feel himself getting close to hyperventilating.

Tyler ”Hey you okay man?”

Zack ”Huh? Uh, yeah, I am fine.” Tyler ”Shit you don’t look it, Brian is a jerk, don’t let him

get to you.”

Zack ”Yeah, kind of hard to ignore when he’s in your face though.”

Tyler ”I know, maybe you should have left, instead of sticking around?”

Zack ”I had to get this info, I mean, both of us would have been in shit if I didn’t, so…”

Tyler ”Yeah, Twiller can be a stickler at times, sorry you got into this mess, and for not saying what Twiller wanted either.”

Zack ”No one’s business, you would do the same.”

Tyler ”I doubt it, look, maybe I can help you though, if you want?”

Zack ”Help me? Do what?”

Tyler ”Well, you are a bit puny Zack, maybe you could bulk up a little, might help your image a little.”

Zack ”I suppose, but, working out? I don’t know, kind of boring when you do it alone, and besides some of it don’t you need a spotter or something?”

Tyler ”Well yeah, for free weights, but you could maybe join a gym?”

Zack ”Yeah, I suppose, I don’t know, I’ll think about it.” Tyler ”Yeah? Cool, of course if you wanted, I mean I could work out with you a little, I mean if we set this tutor schedule up right, maybe I could manage some extra time at your place, you have a weight set?”

Zack ”Huh? You work out with me? I, I mean, uh, I don’t know, I think we have some… you really would do that?”

Tyler ”Well what’s one more secret, huh?”

Zack ”Yeah, what’s one more, uh, well, are you sure? I mean, I don’t know the first thing about it, and well, I mean, I don’t want to waste your time, but, uh, well…”

Tyler ”Cool, look you check and see what you have at home, when I come over tomorrow after practise, we’ll give it a shot, okay?”

Zack ”Uh, yeah, sure, that’s super Tyler, I mean…”

Tyler ”Cool, okay, you got all the times down? Good, I gotta split, so I’ll see you tomorrow at 6, your house? We’ll get you pumped in no time, haha, later man”

Zack was totally speechless as Tyler loped off back to the main lunch area and he just stood there, watching the perfect body moving up the grassy slope effortlessly. God, the way Tyler moved was pure poetry, at least so he thought and he just stood there, the paper rustling in the small breeze as his mind leapt to a thousand wild scenario’s, none of which would ever happen, that was certain, but damn it was nice to dream that it might, even for a few seconds.

It was because of Tyler that he didn’t press his folks to get him into some other school. Well that wasn’t true really, he was smart enough to know that it really wouldn’t matter which school he attended, he just wasn’t going to be one of the popular kids or one of the in group. It wasn’t fair and yet, there really wasn’t much he could do about it. The idea of suddenly bulking up didn’t really appeal to him either, but the chance to please Tyler, and now the chance to just be able to spend time with him, that would be worth any amount of pain.

For just a few minutes he was able to stand there and revel in the idea of being normal, of not being an outcast or some dweep that everyone would pick on. He was smart enough to know that it wouldn’t be the muscles that would get him accepted, that it would be superficial acceptance at best and would be solely because of his association with Tyler. He didn’t know if that was for him either, to be no different than say Justin?

Just the thought of Justin made his dream vanish in a second. Once more he was back down to earth, to the real world and he could feel the fear eating away at his flesh and tearing apart his insides. Acid flowed up and down his throat as he felt the throb in his groin cease and reality set in. He had no idea what to do, and part of him hoped that he wouldn’t have to do anything, but another part was laughing at that notion. If he could fuck it up, he would, that was the one certainty of his life, least his high school life.

9 pm

His homework was finished and he sat at the computer screen, surfing and just trying to figure out why he was feeling like he wanted to throw up all the time. He didn’t eat much at dinner and even his uncaring shrew of a mother seemed to notice, but not for long. Her constant phone calls to some ditzy friend took her away as usual so he was at least spared her phony ‘what is wrong sugar’ routine.

God, how he hated everything about her, the way she dressed up like some trailer trash hooker, which only proved how right his dad was for leaving her. The only trouble was, he didn’t take him, and he didn’t know what he had done to make his dad leave him behind. He really wished he could just pack up and leave but he had nowhere to go, no one who would take him in.

School wasn’t any better as he clicked around and finally logged into the chat room, hoping he would find one of his online friends. He sat on the side and listened to Toby9 talking with some geek and he could tell that Toby9 was really playing the guy too. Most likely it was some old fart masquerading as a teenager trying to get his jollies. Well he didn’t really care too much about that, as long as they left him alone.

As he waited, he could see Zack’s face again and he knew why he was feeling like shit tonight. He wasn’t proud of his actions, he should have done more than say a few crummy words to Brian, after all Zack saved him from the cops and worse, another dumb ass lecture from good old mom, the Queen of Lectures herself. It wasn’t like they even made sense, they just made her think she was a good ‘mom’ but it took more than some stupid words to make a person a mother.

His dad was different, at least he would listen to his explanation, then he would discuss them and hell, sometimes he even agreed with him and so why had he left him? Why hadn’t he tried harder to get custody of him? It was almost as if he had simply surrendered, wiped his hands of him and his mother, and he knew she caused it, but why did he have to suffer for it? Why couldn’t his dad see that and rescue him?

The screen blinked and he saw that Leftout16 had entered the chat room and was sending him a private ‘Instant Message’, which was cool. He liked talking to the guy, ‘Leftout16′ understood what he was feeling, and he could relate which made it easier. Maybe he’d have an idea of what he should do about Zack too, maybe he was making too big of a deal about that, but shit, he did kind of like Zack, even if he was different.

‘Toby9′ had left so he switched off the private ‘Instant Message’ and they began to talk in the chat room. It wasn’t like he wouldn’t know if someone else came in, and besides, no one knew who he was so it didn’t really matter.

‘Leftout16′ “you sound kind of down man, what’s

happening?” ‘Fedup16′ “fucked day at school, and man you wouldn’t believe last night either.”

‘Leftout16′ “Tell me about it, what happened last night?”

‘Fedup16′ “Shit almost got picked up by the pigs man, had me shitting bricks too.” ‘Leftout16′ “Fuck, no shit?”

‘Fedup16′ “Yeah, I was out jogging, trying to clear the head, and I guess they thought I was some punk up to rip off houses or something”

‘Leftout16′ “Fuck, what time man? Must have been late”

‘Fedup16′ “Yeah was, around midnight I think”

‘Leftout16′ “So how’d you get out of it? You run? I know you are fast, but them pigs can surprise you”

‘Fedup16′ “No, guy I know at school lived right where they stopped me, he conned them into thinking I was coming to visit him”

‘Leftout16′ “Yeah? Hey that’s pretty cool, wow, I’d never luck out like that, me, they’d toss in jail or something.”

‘Fedup16′ “I thought they were going to do that to me too, man it freaked me.”

‘Leftout16′ “So? What happened? You hang out at his place then head home?”

‘Fedup16′ “Fuck no, they hung around down the block, kept coming back too, it was like they were waiting on me, guess they didn’t really buy the story, so I crashed there.”

‘Leftout16′ “Hey that’s cool, see, told you that you’d make friends there, cool man, so is he a jock too?”

‘Fedup16′ “No, would have been better if he was, he’s one of them.”

** Timid69 has entered the chat room **

‘Leftout16′ “One of what? Don’t tell me he’s some dweep?”

‘Timid69′ “Hey”

‘Fedup16′ “Yeah I guess in a way he is, hey Timid, but no, I think he’s queer man.”

‘Leftout16′ “Yeah? Why, he make at a pass at you when you crashed there?”

‘Fedup16′ “no, it wasn’t like that man, but he had this book, had all sorts of drawings in it, kind of kinky stuff, all guys too”

‘Timid69′ “Who’s this Fed? Some guy at school?”

‘Fedup16′ “Yeah, saved my ass last night from the cops but I think he’s a fudge packer, I don’t know, maybe I am not being fair, maybe it was just art homework or something.”

‘Leftout16′ “Well, could be, shit doesn’t really matter does it? Not like you hang with the dude, so why worry?”

‘Fedup16′ “I guess, bugs me though, I mean he did save my ass” ‘Leftout16′ “Well maybe he saved it cause he wants to bang it some, you never know with fags, I mean, shit its  okay if that’s your thing man, but”

‘Fedup16′ “I guess, thing is he got into shit at school today, and well, I mean I didn’t help, I should have done something, I mean he almost got the crap kicked out him”

‘Timid69′ “uh, this the same guy who uh saved u from the cops?”

‘Fedup16′ “Yeah, him and one of the guys on the team, they don’t get along, almost got into a real brawl, shit he just stood there too, like a real wusse, I mean, I’d have fought back, but he didn’t, kind of a wimp I guess, just that, well maybe I should have stepped in, you know? I mean hell lefty, he did save my ass last night”

‘Leftout16′ “Yeah, but shit man, you gotta watch it, new school and all, besides, he’s a dweep you said, not like you are going to be jogging by there again, are you?”

‘Fedup16′ “No thanks. Once is enough, no I guess so, but fuck, it doesn’t feel right.”

** Timid60 has left the conversation **

‘Leftout16′ “Shit he sure left in a hurry, wonder what his problem is? Haha”

‘Fedup16′ “Don’t know, so you don’t think I should have jumped in?”

‘Leftout16′ “Hell no, fuck a dweep and maybe a fag too? No way man, they’d have crucified you, you don’t need that kind of shit man.”

‘Fedup16′ “I know, but still, I don’t know man, I feel kind of bad about it, he seemed nice enough.”

‘Leftout16′ “Fuck, you sound like you got the hots for him or something? You ain’t switching stripes are you there bud? Not that I’d care.”

‘Fedup16′ “Yeah? Wouldn’t bug you? Fuck, it kind of freaks me out, gross too”

‘Leftout16′ “Shit no, not really, so, what, you saying you like this guy that way but don’t want to admit it?”

‘Fedup16′ “Fuck no, I never thought about him that way, shit, that is kind of sick, just that, well, I guess if I was one, he’d be okay, but guys don’t get it done for me, least, shit I don’t know anymore, I just feel shitty for not sticking up for him, that’s all”

‘Leftout16′ “Yeah? Well shit man, he’s a dweep, forget him, unless you really are feeling more than that, I’d say forget it.”

‘Fedup16′ “I guess, suppose u are right.”

‘Leftout16′ “I am man, believe me, mind you, well, uh”


‘Fedup16′ “What?”

‘Leftout16′ “I don’t know, just that, well didn’t you ever wonder about IT?”

‘Fedup16′ “IT?” ‘Leftout16′ “Yeah, u know, what it might be like? I mean haven’t u ever porked some pussy and wondered what she was feeling when you slid it in?”

‘Fedup16′ “Haha, yeah, a few times I guess, you think it’s the same when u take it up the ass? Man, that sounds sick”

‘Leftout16′ “Kinda, doesn’t it? I dunno, maybe it is, but I mean, even if it isn’t quite the same, has to be close, don’t u think?”

‘Fedup16′ “Shit I don’t know, I suppose so”
** Toby9 has entered the conversation **
‘Leftout16′ “Yeah well, whatever right? Hey Toby, how’s

it hanging bud?”
‘Toby9′ “Hey guys, not bad what’s happening in here?”
‘Fedup16′ “Nothing much, I was saying night to lefty,

gotta run, thanks lefty, catch u later, cya Toby”
‘Leftout16′ “Cool man, cya later bud”
‘Toby9′ “cya”
** Fedup16 has left the conversation **