Chapter 47

Seth stared at the shimmering papers that lay across the desktop, his eyes misted as he sat back in his high backed leather chair and just stared down towards the neatly typed papers. His heart was racing and the way his chest heaved and his breathing became laboured was almost too much for his senses. He could feel his head becoming light and dizzy, a dull throbbing pain growing behind his eyes as the papers danced and shimmered before him.

He could barely make out the signatures that were scrawled across the bottom of the page, and yet he knew it letter by letter as he had watched it blot the paper. If all went well, Taylor could have the more permanent document ready before Monday, which meant he could be before a judge no later than Tuesday, and that meant he would once more hear a small voice calling him father.

Just the idea that Tommy would be his son, a second chance at doing all the things he should have done for Billy and Taylor, were almost too much for him. He could feel his body starting to tremble as the realization of what had just transpired took hold. It was what he had hoped for, dreamed of, and was even willing to risk everything for and there it lay, all his, all signed and while it would have to be repeated one more time, even if Tommy’s father changed his mind, he had enough ammunition to force it through.

Tears started to roll down his cheeks as he could barely contain the emotions raging inside of him. He knew there would be a lot of adjustments to make at home, even at work, as he took on the awesome responsibility of another child, but still, the idea of Tommy nestled in his arms, or curled up on his lap was too powerful to dissuade him or cause him any regrets.

Seth suddenly bolted upright, as a stinging jolt went rolling down his shoulder and into his body and he felt the soft touch of Chris’ hand on his broad shoulder. He lifted his tear stained face to stare into the soft face of his lover and a sudden wave of warmth seemed to just course through his entire body. The doubts he was fighting, the fears he was imagining suddenly seemed to just be minor little pinpricks as he felt the love flowing into him, the pride and joy that Chris had for him was suddenly reaching his heart.

His whole body seemed to shake as he felt the love flowing around him and he realized that his life was indeed blessed. He had two wonderful sons, a lover who cherished him, and now he had a new son to which he could experience all the joys of fatherhood that he had missed because of his grief. Life was certainly full of surprises as he stared into Chris’ eyes and he felt the desire growing inside of them both as the tears just continued to roll unheeded down his face.

“Wish I smoked cigars”

“Why?”

“Then we could celebrate like any proud papa does, with a great big stogie, blowing puffs of putrid smoke into the room, slapping each other on the back, and toasting the newest member to the family”

“Yeah, would be nice, but…”

“But what? Don’t tell me you have doubts?”

“Sort of, I mean you know we haven’t even asked Tommy really, maybe he doesn’t want to be adopted by a family of queers?”

“Seth, typical lawyer, doesn’t want, shit that kid worships the ground you walk on, he’d do anything for a chance to be able to really call you ‘dad’ and you know it”

“I suppose, it is just, am I doing the right thing Chris?”

Chris sat down on the desktop, the papers pushed off to one side as he looked across at Seth sitting in the big plush leather chair. Ornate pictures filled the room and you could tell that the owner of this room was a force to reckon with and yet there he sat, confused and doubting his own instincts. He didn’t think about how he felt, instead he was consumed by worrying about how a scared lost child would feel, not to mention all the others who depended on his judgment. For that instant, Chris understood the full awesome responsibility of being a partner, a lover, because their responsibility was also yours.

“I don’t know Seth, it feels right to me, I know there are risks, hell just living in this world is a risk, but the way I see it, after watching how you hold him when he falls asleep in your arms, how you cradle him as you walk up the stairs, it is how I would imagine you carried Taylor or even at the beginning, Billy, isn’t it?”

“Yeah, it is, never really got to do much of that with Billy, it seemed like we were in the same room but we weren’t, and yet, yeah it does feel that way, in a bittersweet way”

“How so?”

“I guess, well each time Tommy falls asleep in my lap, or each time I hoist him up and carry him upstairs, it feels so right, so good, and yet it also reminds me of how much I missed, how much I denied my own flesh and blood, how I short changed Billy all those feelings that maybe Tommy is now experiencing, so while it feels so good, it still hurts, I mean Chris, shit, it is like I am filled with all these regrets, things missed”

“Do you love Tommy any less because he reminds you of those missed times with Billy?”

“Less? Oh God no Chris, I love him so much it hurts, it is just I feel for Billy, I mean, it has to hurt him in some small way, to see Tommy on my lap or in my arms and knowing he didn’t have that from me, and that makes me feel like, well that I don’t deserve this, shit I have gotten so much in these last 10 months, I still pinch myself to see if this is all a dream”

“Well, I like your dreams if this is that, but Seth, where does it say you can’t have a second chance? I mean, you kept harping at me about that with Keith, and look at how that is working out, and maybe, well, maybe all that happened was for this moment, maybe it was so you could reach out and make not one, but four families happy.”

“Four? Come on Chris, I got enough just trying to figure out how to keep my own head above water, how do you…”

“Look, you made me see things Seth, things that I might have missed, like how important it was for me to be a part of Keith’s life, which I am now, and that has given Barbara a chance at a new life too, so there are two, and now you have reached out and given Tommy a chance to be happy, and what about his parents? They are now able to resolve their differences and make a better life for themselves as well as their other children, so there is the four”

“Christ Chris, you make me sound like some damn Saint, and you know I am a far cry from that, no, I haven’t really done a thing, it is just that…”

“Crap, you took the risk Seth, you finally listened to your heart, you gave Billy a chance, and look at what has come from all that, so how can you doubt your role in all of it?”

“You ever want to change careers, I think you could find a spot in the law”

“Me? Not a chance bud, too stuffy, besides, I married into a family of legal beagles”

“Haha, shit, now we are dogs?”

“Cutest little pups I ever saw, and the way you all wag your tails, haha”

“Pervert”

Chris just smiled and then he reached out to grasp Seth’s hands into his own, and he lifted up, standing himself until they both stood face to face behind the huge massive desk. The twinkle in his eyes rose and seemed to illuminate his face as he slowly moved forward, his hands still clasping Seth’s trembling hands. He bent forward, his lips lightly brushing up against Seth’s own lips.

The soft gentle kiss was anything but soft to their bodies. Both men suddenly found themselves trembling and shaking as their hearts roared forward, sweat suddenly popping out on both foreheads as Chris reached around, leaving Seth’s hands resting on Chris’ shaking hips, to place his own quaking arms around Seth’s massive well built body. He stared straight into the brooding eyes, seeing the doubts that lingered around the corner’s of his lover’s heart and he seemed to swell up, to grow in stature as he brought the two mortal bodies closer together, crushing his own pelvis into Seth’s groin.

The touch of their bodies was like a match, and the flames began to suddenly rage inside of them both. Seth could feel the pain suddenly in his crotch as his penis became filled with a raging torrent of his blood and his desire. He could feel the hard press on his own thigh from the equally aroused penis inside of Chris’ pants. Dress pants weren’t good at hiding hard dicks and the press of Chris’ body was only making him grow even more excited as he let Chris quide him down, to a sitting position on the plush dark carpet of the huge room.

For a brief second he thought about the door, but the sudden press of Chris’ mouth on his only banished all reason as his hands no longer remained placid on Chris’ trembling hips. He began to squeeze the bony hips and then his hands moved up the sides, feeling the ribs as he felt Chris kneeling in front of him. His own legs were sprawled flat out and wide open and the thought of ‘there goes another suit’ echoed lightly inside of his head as a deep warm smile began to cross his face.

Chris could feel the mood change and he leaned in again, kissing the grinning mouth of his lover and he couldn’t help himself, there just didn’t seem any need for restraint, and he began to let his own body go, to let the deep love inside of his heart run free. His hands began to poke and tear at the soft silky shirt of his man, reaching and fumbling with the buttons, desire no longer being held in check as his fingers ripped at the buttons, wanting nothing but to feel Seth’s flesh against his hands.

Seth could feel his fears being swept away by the deep love that he had for Chris, and as he felt his body touching his own, he could feel Chris’ own love for him, as it just seemed to pour into him. His legs twitched and quivered as he started to reach out and his long tapered hands fumbled with the clasp of Chris’ pants. His eyes blazed with a mounting fury of love as he felt a breeze against his chest, his shirt flapping to either side as two strong hands were pressing up against his pecs.

Chris looked up into Seth’s eyes, and he felt himself suddenly flung backwards as if hit by a thousand bolts of lightning. His whole body was quivering as if it was glowing in the dark, as Seth’s desire seemed to just take over his entire body. His heart was racing once more and he could feel the fires deep inside of his soul bursting upwards, consuming him with its passion as he struggled to let his pants fall away, to let his hard love tool out, but now the ache in his buttocks seemed to overcome even the throbbing of his manhood.

He leaned into Seth, his body rising up and he pushed Seth backwards against the ornate wooden wall, his legs stretching out as he felt Seth’s massive hands reach down and yank at his pants, pushing them away from his body and as they grudgingly surrendered to the power of their love, he knew that it was exactly what he needed. Chris reached down with his hand to fumble briefly inside of Seth’s own pants pocket and then as he retrieved the ‘emergency’ condom, he felt the sudden rise in his own desire.

While he was digging in Seth’s pocket, his feet struggled to kick off his clothes, his hands were busy roaming the hard chest, feeling the taut muscles inside and his mouth began its own crusade of love on Seth’s face. His lips were busy pressing the hard jaw outline one second, the next second it was tenderly kissing the eyelids or then it was nibbling at the curved bottom of Seth’s ear lobe. His breathing was growing shallow as his body rose to a fever pitch, his limbs moving on their own, and each one desperate to bring about their union.

Seth’s hands moved along the fine hairs around Chris’ chest cleavage, then they moved quickly from side to side, pinching at the firm erect nipples, teasing them and yet enjoying their quivering as his fingers squeezed. His legs were spread out but he still managed to have them lean inwards, to feel the rippling muscles of Chris’ legs as they kicked out and tried to push away the pants. It felt like he was holding onto a bucking bronco as they swayed on the floor, twisting a little so Chris could dig deep into his pants pockets and then resting back a little once he had found the condom. His back was pressed hard into the wooden wall and his face felt awash with Chris’ saliva and his own sweat and to Seth it felt like he was at the gates to heaven.

The feel of the condom package in his hand made his heart suddenly go faster and yet he stopped all motion. He just felt himself shaking as he held onto the thin little package and then he looked out and across deep into Seth’s eyes, feeling their desire for each other rising even more, as the fever of love overtook them both.

Both of them felt the rise in temperature within their bodies, sweat began to pour from their pores and flow down their bodies. Where the flesh was exposed small rivers of sweat began to trickle and where it wasn’t, it soaked into the hot sticky material of their clothes.

The urgency that gripped their souls made their hands fly as Seth tried to rip away the remnants of Chris’ shirt so he could prod and touch the hot sizzling flesh of his lover, Chris fever pitch made his hands tear at the Italian cloth that was Seth’s pants. The clasp flying off somewhere, the zipper almost out of its sockets as it too went flying and the sound of tearing seams and lossening thread made no impression as both men groaned their desire, their need for the other.

Seth’s pants were pulled down, bunched at his knees and his eyes now bulged outwards as he reached out with his own hands to grip Chris’ face and began to kiss it, to taste the salty flesh stained by the rivers of sweat that had poured down his cheeks. His own body quivered as he felt the younger man moving closer, his legs now straddling his body, forcing his legs inside. His hard erect penis slowly was being pressed upwards, the balls being pushed and squeezed between his own massive shaking thighs.

Chris’ body moved up, his face no longer within easy reach of Seth’s eager mouth, and yet still they kissed and hugged each other as their bodies made its own noises. His felt the hot flesh under his groin, his penis now sticking hard into the soft belly of Seth, and he could feel his pre cum coating the trembling muscles of Seth’s belly. It made him moan softly as his face now leaned back, his hands pushing down on Seth’s shoulders, forcing him to slide down so he could straddle that pulsing organ that was resting hard against his balls.

For one brief second, they paused in their wild fever of lust and desire, to stare into each other’s eyes, to feel their souls touching just as their bodies were entwined together. For that one second, they both realized the enormity of the situation, for that one brief pause they linked their lives together for eternity, and then it passed and the passion began to take hold, to force their bodies to act under its spell and the room began to reverberate with the sounds of their passion, their desires, their love.

Seth felt Chris reach down and hold onto his throbbing cock, while he dangled the condom package in his mouth, his eyes becoming glazed as the fever rose inside of him. Seth wondered if he looked as consumed, wondering if he would ever live down all that was happening to him and then his soul simply told him, this was only a beginning, a start to a life to be filled with love, raw passion, and that nothing would ever come between him and what he held dear to him.

His own eyes began to roll backwards, as his hands reached up and he ripped open the package held tightly in his lover’s mouth. His own urges taking hold, as he felt Chris’ love flowing through his own veins. His heart pounded now as he reached down to his throbbing cock, being held tightly in Chris’ hand and he began to unroll the thin plastic covering, his whole body beginning to shake with pure excitement. Seth’s lungs struggled for air, his hand shook and his legs twitched as the condom was unrolled and he could no longer focus, his eyes clouded by the brilliant light of their love that surrounded them both.

Chris felt the power of the man, as his hand held on tightly, the throbbing organ not just a sex object, but a symbol of their bond, their love as it grew even harder with each passing second. He could feel the love as the huge cock dripped pre cum and yet he knew that once inside, it would only be a messenger, bringing to him that which he already knew, that Seth was his and he was Seth’s.

The room began to spin as Chris felt his hand being pushed away, as Seth’s own powerful hand now guided his own throbbing organ and he felt himself lifting his buttocks up off the sweat coated thighs, raising himself so he could receive the messenger. His body began to tremble even more, his head started to roll a little and he bit down on his lower lip, feeling himself growing faint as he shifted and moved around on top of Seth’s semi prone body. His hand now rested on the front of Seth’s shoulder, the touch of his hot flesh only making him swoon even more.

As he rose up he felt the wet cock head sliding down between his legs, coating the bottom of his aching balls with its hot pre cum, the sensation only making him groan louder and sway unsteadily even more. The pressure of the hard cock head was reluctantly gliding past his aching full balls and then it stuck hard between his sweating cheeks, resting in the hot tender pink valley between and he sighed, his eyes closed as he started to slide his hips around and then he took one giant breath as he felt Seth’s hand pushing the huge cock upwards. It was time, and his soul began to burst into a raging fire as he felt himself sinking downwards, his head tossed back and his mouth now open.

The head stuck to the small pink sphincter muscle for a mere millisecond before it pushed aside the resistance. In less than a second, Chris’ body came crashing down, to add its own force to the upwards thrust of Seth’s lower body and together they became a speeding stream of desire. The two bodies came together as one and Seth’s hard throbbing cock was impaled deep and fast into Chris’ soft insides.

Chris’ cries of pain were joined by Seth’s own cries of love as they joined together. The huge solid cock moved easily through the soft lined love tunnel of Chris’ body and they rocked together at the force of their union. Chris’ muscles surrendered without a struggle but as the huge cock traveled up and inwards, the tiny sinews of muscles began to wrap around the long thick pole, holding onto it, feeling its power and feeling its pulsing voice as it traveled deep inside.

Seth cried out, willing his body to go higher and faster even though he was supporting all of Chris’ body on just his thigh muscles. The pain lanced through his older body but his mind couldn’t stop him as his heart urged his muscles and nerves onwards. His whole body was afire with his passion for Chris, and he could feel it growing with each thrust upwards, with each jerk of his body he could feel his love growing hotter and hotter.

The quick penetration took them both by surprise and yet it felt so right, so good that both of them were rocking, the floorboards creaking to the constantly moving weight of the two men, locked together in a wild passionate embrace. Chris could feel his rectum screaming in pain and then switching to a strident call for more and more as it held tightly to the wild pulsing penis that was impaled inside. His legs twitched, then began to grow numb as the muscles cut off the circulation.

Seth’s blood began to boil inside of him and his shoulders arched back against the hard wooden walls, his hands digging into the wet flesh of Chris’ thighs as his head slammed into the wall, his body shaking as his heart roared faster and faster. Feelings in his hands grew faint, just as they ceased to exist in his legs as his blood poured from every extremity to fill the call from his groin. Every ounce of his blood was rushing towards his crotch, filling the throbbing cock that raced in and out of Chris’ rectum like a speeding bullet.

He felt his own buttocks as it slammed repeatedly into the soft carpet, which was no longer soft and comforting. The floorboards creaked with each thrust of his butt onto them, and yet all he could hear was Chris’ voice, urging him to go faster and harder.

The sound of wet flesh slapping into wet flesh made Chris only cry out more, move faster and harder as it roared inside of his head. His heart was speeding like a runaway express train and yet he could feel the blood boiling inside of Seth, he could feel it as it left his arms and legs to travel down towards Seth’s groin and all the time he heard the soft sounds of his lover echoing his love for him. His legs started to clench together, tightening their hold on Seth’s lower body, forcing Seth’s thighs together even more, crushing the huge full balls and he could feel the hard throbbing love tool inside of his body start to twist and shake, as it grew full with Seth’s passion.

The conference room shook as Seth started to pound the floor with one hand, his other reached up and in a lunge grabbed hold of one firm erect nipple and it pulled and squeezed and then let go as his passion was suddenly released. His body tensed, as the pain in his groin grew intolerable, his head rolled to one side then arched backwards, his legs bucked upwards and he could feel the sudden warmth of his milk as it left his aching swollen balls.

Chris felt like he was on top of a steaming living volcano that was about to erupt. He bucked and swayed at each thrust of his own body that matched that of Seth’s. Together they were locked, joined as one and he couldn’t even begin to measure the love and desire that he was feeling for Seth. His whole lower body was in pure pain as it was filled time in, time again, with Seth’s powerful cock. It made his insides turn to liquid as it ploughed in and out, and he could only pray that it would never end, as it made his heart race and his soul sing.

With each thrust of his body, each upwards push by Seth, his own hard throbbing cock would slide up against the hard quivering flesh of Seth’s stomach. The muscles beneath would tremble as the huge cock would slide past and then relax as the cock slid back down and yet he could feel the excitement rising inside of Seth, feel his body enjoying the feeling of his penis as it moved along the melting flesh.

The heat of his cock was making the sweat coming down Seth’s stomach sizzle and steam. His own cock felt like it was a tube of pure fire, blazing along the rippling stomach, catching now and then on the soft rolls under the belly button or the belly button itself, which only made Chris groan louder and made his body move faster.

Every part of his body was in some form of frenzy as his heart raced forward even faster, his breathe in short gasps, and yet all he could think of was how lucky he felt, how much love he felt and slowly, without even realizing it, he managed to look down towards the stretched face of his lover. Once more their eyes locked together, and in that instant, he could feel the overpowering love wash all through his body. Chris shuddered as he watched Seth’s face turn red and then suddenly drain of all colour as the blood rushed towards the now twisting and jerking penis that was buried deep inside of Chris’ body.

The unbelievable feeling made every nerve in his body tingle, every muscle inside of him tense and release and yet he felt nothing but peace as his whole body seemed to just rear up and explode. It started as a distant roll of thunder, way down in his groin but it quickly spread through his whole body. His legs began to twitch slightly and then as the love roared through his veins, he felt his legs kicking and shaking violently. As he marveled at the way his body was reacting, he could feel a strange flow, a strange rush, and his eyes opened even wider as he saw Seth’s powerful body shaking in a blur, knowing that it too was feeling the same sensations.

Chris couldn’t believe it, the way that Seth suddenly became a ghost as the blood simply left his body, the shaking blur took on a gray tinge and he saw nothing but love as his own body matched Seth’s gyrations with one’s of its own. His arms flayed the air, like a windmill as he felt the wonderful love being pounded up into his body and his head ached, and yet he couldn’t move it, couldn’t let it roll as the rest of his body collapsed under the force of their love, for it was both his and Seth’s love that now controlled them.

Seth’s whole body ached and he cried out constantly, the room no longer able to even hold that, as cries mingled with echoes of earlier cries and their love grew even louder as he felt his body shaking, felt his blood draining and yet all he could see, all he could really feel was the overpowering love that he held for Chris and that Chris held for him. He lunged upwards, his last strength being spent as he reached up with his arms and wrapped them around the soaked neck of Chris.

He pulled down, forcing the tall younger man to bend at the shoulders and he felt his mouth rest on his lips and in that second, his body gave one last final leap upwards, sending his huge fiery cock deeper than it had ever been and as it reached deep into Chris’ body, he felt himself go blank, surrounded by nothing but the warmth and security of their love.

As his blood gorged cock touched deep inside, he felt the muscles around his throbbing organ suddenly reach out and grip hard against the pulsing base of his penis, his mind watching as the room exploded into a cavalcade of brilliant lights. His voice made the strange ribbons of colour dance and change shape as his love began to pour out into the twisting body on top of him. He cried out louder and louder, his voice ringing clearly in the large conference room and it was quickly joined by Chris’ own voice.

Hot steaming missiles sprung out from Chris’ body and the stinging shots splattered with amazing force against the heaving chest of Seth. His whole body seemed to just absorb shot after shot, reveling in the attack of the hot liquid missiles that splashed everywhere on the quaking body. Chris’ entire body was slowly collapsing as his body exploded, sending its entire arsenal of missiles flying in quick succession, covering the entire massive frame of Seth.

The screaming attack by both souls subsided as quickly as it had risen, and the two mortal bodies lay together, prone on the matted plush carpeting, their breaths panting in the still that filled the room now, no longer echoing to their primal battle cries. Ever so slowly, Seth regained his focus, to feel the dead weight of Chris’ younger body on his, the weight making him smile as he felt the slow drip of his expended milk on his groin. He glanced down to see Chris’ hand resting just to the right of his still rather hard penis and then his eyes turned towards the mop of wet blond hair that stirred on his left pectoral muscle.

Again the eyes met and he could feel the passion and love that still rested between them, the bond of love only becoming stronger it seemed, even though their bodies could barely manage the simple task of breathing. He could still feel Chris’ heart beating wildly and he knew his own heart was pounding just as fast and yet he felt totally at ease, totally relaxed as if this was merely a warm up to even more. He grinned at that idea and found that Chris was staring up at him, a wide smile across his face, his eyes twinkling and sparkling as if he knew a fantastic joke.

“And just what are you grinning at?”

“Haha, same thing as you, you pervert”

“Me? Who was it that took advantage of my weakened position to rape me in my own conference room?”

“Oh? I didn’t hear any objections, but if you wish to press charges…”

“Yeah, well I’ll sentence you to a lifetime of more such attacks, if you want”

“Want? Hell, if my damn body could move I’d show you just how much I want, but first you have to make me one promise Seth, just one”

“Okay, I think I can handle that, what is the promise?”

“That you live forever with me, I never want this to end”

Seth reached out with his hand to run his hand over the short cropped blond head that was staring up at him and tears of love sprang to his eyes, rolling gently down his cheeks as he was at a loss for words. He watched as Chris climbed up his prone body, and then with his remaining strength, he reached up and lightly kissed Seth on the lips. The fire inside that had been dampened suddenly rose up once more and he could feel the stirrings in his groin as he began to ache to once more hold Chris, to feel his insides as he filled him with his love.

The kiss ignited the fires once more, but their bodies were still too spent to respond and they both knew that they should make an effort to take their passion home, they had tempted the fates enough for one night, and besides, the carpet was nice but not the same as their large new bed.

They both broke apart, their hands lingering together, their fingers reaching out, as if refusing to let go of the moment and both of them felt nothing but an intense sense of togetherness, of being just one and slowly they managed to gather together their clothes, reluctantly knowing they would have to be apart until they could reach home.

Chris looked over as he saw Seth’s face turn bright red, and he smiled as he saw him holding up his suit pants, a deep tear in them and he started to laugh, but as he began to chuckle he felt the bundle of his own clothes, realizing that they too carried the battle scars of their recent lovemaking and together they looked at each other, unsure if to laugh or cry. How were they going to get home? Their clothes literally lay in tatters in their hands, and as neither of them were wearing underwear, they couldn’t very well leave the office.

“Uh, Chris?”

“Yeah?”

“We in shit”

“No kidding, geez, now what do we do?”

“Well, do you have anything here?”

“Nope, how about you?”

“Nope, I took them home to get cleaned, shit… you know what this means”

“Oh God, yeah, so uh, which one you going to call?”

“They are both together, man are we in shit”

“Hey, don’t get me in this, they are your boys, I am just the innocent party here”

“INNOCENT? Shit, and you really think either Billy or Taylor are going to buy that load of crap?”

“No, but hopefully Keith will, haha”

“Haha, yeah, somehow I doubt it, oh man, well, poke your head out the door, see if anyone is still out there, and maybe we can sneak up to my office, I got some towels there and besides, I need some OJ.”

“Me? Hey its your conference room, you stick your head out the door, besides, I am not going starkers down that hallway to your office, but you can bring me back some OJ”

“Oh sure, leave me to face the dangers by myself? I don’t think so bud, okay, well, I guess I’ll take a peak, chicken shit”

“Am not, besides, maybe we can salvage enough for one of us, you check to see if we have an audience”

“Oh, just what we need, but Chris…”

“Yeah?”

“Thanks, I’ll try to be around for a bit longer”

“Damn straight, better be more than a bit old man, or else…”

“haha, yeah or else you going to hunt me down in the afterlife and what?”

“I’ll think of something, haha”

“Haha, sounds good to me”

Seth rose up, his body still damp from their wild lovemaking, dried cum covered his massive chest and he wore it like a badge of honour as he padded off to the conference doors, where he slowly turned the knob, and stuck his head out. As he looked into the hallway, he felt his body stiffen, his jaw dropped and he slammed the door hard, leaning up against the door and stared with bulging eyes at Chris.

Chris saw and heard the door slam shut, and he saw the look in Seth’s eyes as he leaned against the wall, his breathing growing hard and shallow as he stared out at Chris. He had no idea what Seth had seen, but a sense of panic gripped at his heart and he could feel the fear rising up in his throat as he softly spoke.

“What is it Seth? Who is out there?”

Before Seth could answer, there was a knock on the conference room doors, and he could feel the walls shaking and Chris looked at Seth, seeing him shake a little as he shook his head. Then a thin reedy voice called Seth’s name and his.

“Dad, Chris? You guys okay?”

Chris sat down in a heap on the plush leather couch. The leather sticking to his naked behind as he heard the voice, disbelieve across his face as he just looked at Seth. How the, God it was amazing, and yet as he saw Seth slowly recover his bearings, he began to smile. Well, at least it solved one problem for them.

“Yes Billy, we are okay, what are you doing here?”

“Taylor sent me, he said I was being too nervous”

“Oh? Well remind me to talk to your brother about that, uh, how long you been here?”

“Haha, I got here just as Mr. Lambert left”

“Oh Shit”

“Haha, can I come in? Or you going to keep me out here some more? I mean, you are finished aren’t you?”

“Funny, uh, well there is a slight problem Billy… uh…”

“Really? Hmm, now what could that be? Uh, that reminds me, Taylor told me to bring a few things, said you two might need them, I guess he was right”

“What are you babbling about? Taylor sent what?”

“Two shirts and two pairs of jeans, I think one is for Chris, the other is for you… so uh, you two ever hear of undoing buttons, instead of ripping them? Haha”

“You little… haha okay son, you caught us, now I’ll open the door and you hand me the clothes, then give us a few minutes”

“Haha, well I don’t know dad, I mean, seems to me this might be a good time to discuss my graduation present”

“Oh? I don’t think so William Bradford, not unless you mean you not getting one, now hand over the clothes you little devil”

“Well gee Dad, I don’t know, seems to me like I have all the cards this time around, it isn’t like you can exactly walk to the car, least not in your current condition, haha”

“Oh? Well Miss Smarty Pants, my office isn’t all that far, I think I can easily make it without any trouble, and I do have extra clothes there, so where does that leave you?”

“Haha, normally I would buy that, but, uh, see, Taylor told me you had him take all your extra clothes home today, so, guess it leaves me right where I am, holding two pairs of jeans for two naked parents, haha”

“Your brother has a big mouth, okay, I give, what do you want?”

“Not much, but, well, do you think we can find a way to get Mikey’s folks over for graduation? I mean, it would really mean a lot to him, and I know its expensive, but I would be willing to put, oh, say half my allowance, to help pay you back?”

Seth smiled and looked at Chris who merely shook his head. Billy never ceased to amaze them it seemed and the amount of pride that Seth had was only growing. Only Billy could hold them hostage and still make them feel like he was being the perfect son.

“We’ll talk about it after we get dressed, now let me have those clothes”

“Hmm, well, promise?”

“Yes, I promise, now will you give me those clothes, its getting chilly in here, the air conditioning is one”

“Haha, okay, open the door and I’ll pass them to you, by the way, I never knew you could scream so loud dad, haha”

“You little, oh you are so funny, and speaking of by the way, your Aunt Karen needs your help tomorrow, I told her you would be pleased to help her out again, and this time, I intend to be home”

“Oh shit, hey no way, uh uh, you get one of the little munchkins to help her, not me, she had me in that damn dress for over an hour, no way”

“Want Mikey’s folks to fly over in time?”

“Yes”

“Then maybe we can strike a deal”

“Shit, no wonder you get the big bucks, okay here, take the pants, I surrender”

“Yeah right, and next you are going to tell me you are and Mike are just roomies, I don’t think so son”

“Haha, well, can’t blame me for trying”

“True, okay, we won’t be long”

“Okay, uh Dad?”

“Yes?”

“Did it go okay? Is… well, do I have a new brother or not?”

“Haha, yes Billy, you now have a younger brother”

The loud cheering noise managed to even penetrate the huge wooden conference room doors and both Seth and Chris smiled at each other, and then before they could even move, the huge doors opened and Billy came rushing inside, his eyes blazing as he sought out his father, but not before he managed to steal a glance at a stunned Chris. The smile on his face changed for one second to one of approval and then was once more consumed by his own personal joy as he jumped into the startled arms of his father.

The feel of his son’s warm body against his, was almost too much for Seth and he could feel the tears as they rolled down his cheeks, and he didn’t think he had ever felt such joy as he did at that moment. The weight of his son’s body against his held him pinned to the wall and he could feel the soft drops of his son’s tears on his naked shoulder and his whole body trembled with pleasure.

Father and Son held each other, tears running unheeded down both cheeks and finally Seth was able to look out over the top of Billy’s shaking shoulder towards Chris. He smiled, and with his eyes he showed how much pride he was feeling and how much love he was feeling, not just for Billy, but for Chris too, and Chris wiped his own tears away as he watched a son and father come together in a way he never knew could happen.

Minutes passed and still neither seemed willing to break the hold, and even though the tears slowly dried up, the two still clung together as if for the first time and it felt so damn good, Seth hoped it would never end, but he knew he would have to let go, and a sense of sadness entered his heart. He knew that the joys of being a father were for moments like this, but he also knew that in time these moments grew less and less, and it saddened him because there really was way to describe the way he felt at that moment, holding his son close to his heart.

Finally they broke apart and Billy stared up at his father, his eyes red from the tears he had shed, and he shuddered a little as Seth reached out with his hand, to gently wipe away the last remnants of tears that curled around the corner’s of Billy’s blue eyes. Billy trembled as he felt his father’s love for him, just in that simple touch and he knew that he was the luckiest kid on the world, and that now, Tommy would also get to share in that unbelievable luck. Sometimes, it just felt good to be alive, this was one of those moments.

“Uh, sorry for bursting in… just that…”

“Haha, it is okay, now if you’ll excuse us for a few minutes, I kind of would like to put some pants on”

“Okay, uh dad?”

“Yes Billy?”

“I love you”

“I know son, I love you too”

“I know that, and Chris? I love you too, thanks”

Billy walked slowly over to the stunned Chris and then he put his arms around the younger man and hugged him tight. Chris felt the young heart beating next to his and he started to cry, tears rolling down his face unheeded as he felt the strength of Billy’s love as it wrapped around him and he knew that he really was a part of this whole family.

As the tears rolled down his face and his lungs gasped for air, he looked up to see Seth standing right behind Billy and then he felt his strong arms encircle them both, holding them both into his strong masculine body and Chris couldn’t stop the flood of tears as they all rocked and swayed under the power of their love for each other.

Finally they were able to collect themselves, and broke apart as if by some silent command. For a few seconds, they all stared at each other, no one speaking and yet there wasn’t any doubt any of the three beating hearts of what was being said in that silent room. Their hearts and souls were linked now, for better or for worse, they had become a family, in all senses of the word.

“Uh, I guess I should get home, uh Dad, you and Chris, going to be much longer?”

“No, we’ll be right behind you, I just have to lock up”

“Okay, uh, dad?”

“Yes?”

“Tommy is pretty nervous, I don’t know how, but he seemed to know that your meeting was with his dad, he’s spooked a little”

“Okay, we will be right there, but let me talk to him first, okay?”

“Okay, see you two at home, unless you planning a mid drive home grope?”

“Get out of here smart ass”

“Yes Sir, besides, Mikey is waiting for me”

“Oh God, is he out there too?”

“Haha, no, but, I think I need to feel his arms around me, hope we don’t yell as loud as you two, God I thought the building would fall down, it was vibrating so much. Haha”

“Get home William, you are incorrigible”

“Haha, guess I got it from you? Okay, okay, I am gone”

Billy left quickly and as he left the room, he turned and looked at his father and then at Chris then back towards his father. He smiled and whistled a sort of cat call type whistle, then slammed the door and they could hear his running feet as they just looked at each other, and enjoyed the warm embrace of the love that filled the entire room.

The sound of the gate alarm made everyone turn away from the television set and both Taylor and Jeremy looked anxiously towards the door, waiting to see who had arrived. Mike was already up and heading towards the door while Keith and Tommy pretended not to pay much attention.

“Where you going Mike?”

“To open the front door for Billy”

“How do, never mind, stupid question”

“Uh huh”

Taylor shook his head and smiled. It really was amazing how Mike seemed to just know when Billy was arriving. He looked over at Jeremy, feeling his own sense of love and he realized that he was really no different than his brother in law was. He could tell when it was Jeremy at the door or even on the phone without answering. It was like they had a sense that only worked when their partner was not in their sight.

“Is papa Seth and Chris going to be home soon Taylor?”

“I think so Tommy, Billy will know”

Just at that second, Billy walked into the room, a smile as wide as the Grand Canyon across his face and Taylor knew that things had gone well. He reached out and grasped Jeremy’s hand and squeezed it hard, feeling the answering grasp and his heart seemed to suddenly race forward, his desire to simply reach out and kiss Jeremy almost overpowering him. In fact, he found himself starting to lean towards Jeremy before he was able to gain control and he just sat back into the couch, content to hold Jeremy’s hand

“Hey Billy, Dad on his way?”

“Haha, yep they will be here soon, you know how those old guys drive, haha”

“Don’t let him hear you say that, so, did they need that parcel you took over?”

“Haha, oh man, did they ever need it, I think one of them is going to have to learn how to sew, if they keep that up, and yeah, it’s all cool, uh Taylor, thanks”

“Huh? Oh, sure, no problem bro”

Mike was next to Billy and he looked down to see Tommy and Keith, furtively stealing glances at Billy, and he could sense their apprehension and he wished they could just tell them, but it was up to Seth and Chris, besides, he felt like he needed to take Billy upstairs for a few minutes.

Billy could feel Mike’s pull on his hand, and the brief kiss they had shared at the front door had made his groin ache and his body tremble a little, but nothing to what he felt like as he stood there, looking at his older brother and his lover and then at the two munchkins. God, what a family he had, and he clasped Mike’s hand tightly as he turned towards Tommy and Keith.

“Hey guys, Mike and I are going jogging in the morning, around 9, you two think you can keep up with us?”

“YES!” They both chimed.

“Cool, so you want to join us?”

“YES!” they both yelled again, pleased at the attention of the two athletic teenagers. Tommy had a small tear in one eye and he looked like he was about to fall apart as Billy reached down and tussled his hair, and smiled. Then Billy turned and he and Mike ran up the stairs, the sound of their bedroom door slamming just as the gate alarm went off again, signaling that the senior residents had finally arrived home.

Billy heard the gate alarm as their bedroom door slammed shut and he stopped in his tracks. Mike stopped right behind him and he reached out, placing both of his hands around Billy’s waist and he leaned his head on Billy’s shoulder. The quivering of his lover was making him ache in places that he knew shouldn’t, but they did and he could feel the soft tears that suddenly began to roll down Billy’s cheeks. He bent his head to the left and kissed the side of Billy’s face gently, feeling the body in his grasp tremble.

The touch of Mike’s lips against his cheek made him go weak at the knees and he turned around within Mike’s arms to face his lover. He looked deep into the green eyes, feeling his love and letting it just flow into him. He had experienced this before, but for some reason it seemed much more intense and he could feel his soul singing and the flames of his passion were suddenly raging inside of him.

He leaned into Mike, his lips now pressed up against Mike’s mouth and Mike tasted the dried salt from Billy’s earlier tears and he could also taste the fresh salt from the tears that rolled unheeded down his lover’s face. Mike held tighter, as his lips parted and his tongue gently came out, to caress and lick at Billy’s lips, and then to slowly push open the fine young mouth, to part the lips that held his own heart captive and he reached inside to taste and feel the love that was his, and his alone.

His groin ached and his young body shook as they kissed deeply. Billy could feel his whole body, as it seemed to try and just melt into Mike’s hard young frame. He could sense the power behind each muscle as it coiled, expecting to unleash its power within Billy’s own rather firm body. The small baby fat that had dogged him for years no longer prominent, replaced by his own core of tight young muscles.

Their desire for each other was evident, as their bodies clearly showed their need but instead of clothes flying off and naked young bodies twisting and turning on the bed, Mike leaned back a little, his arms wrapped loosely around Billy’s body and he stared into his blue eyes, admiring the young man that he held and then every so slowly he walked his lover over to the bed, and gently let him sit on the edge of the messy bed.

Mike then got to his knees, in front of Billy and his eyes never once left Billy’s face, and he smiled, that smile that always brought little Billy to full attention and made Billy swoon with desire. His hands moved slowly down Billy’s side, his fingers gently pushing up against the warm young flesh until they rested on the bony hips. His fingers then wrapped around the hips and thigh joint, and he leaned forward, to let his lips brush up against Billy’s face, to gently kiss the fluttering eyelids, then to kiss the soft puffy flesh under the eyes, then the nose and the cheeks got their own kisses.

All the time that he was gently kissing Billy his hands moved slowly across the lap, gently brushing up and around Billy’s crunched up waist, the small rolls of skin etched lovingly by Mike’s long tapered fingers until both hands met at the center, at Billy’s crotch and with a finesse borne from experience, Mike undid the top button and pushed the zipper down, all the time his lips were pressing up and tenderly kissing Billy’s face.

The ache in his loins was becoming too much for Billy and yet he was frozen where he sat, he couldn’t move, his body refused his commands so he sat there, feeling wave after wave of hot passion flow into his body, making him shake and twist a little as Mike’s hands began to gently but with increasing firmness stroke his hard 6 ½ inch penis. The pre cum began to drip the second Mike’s fingers had undone his pants and he found his own hands resting on Mike’s shoulders, feeling the power of Mike’s love as it coursed through his body to his hands into his own body through the hard throbbing shaft of his cock.

He shook, feeling the tender love that held him, each warm wet kiss making his body shake harder and his breathing grew short and raspy as Mike’s hand continued to stroke the throbbing cock, his lips pressing harder against his flushed cheeks and then once more to caress his lips and chin and then even under the chin, right at the hollow of his neck and his groin shuddered, his balls felt like they would simply shatter as Mike’s hand slowly banged up against them.

Every pore in his body began to open, sweat began to stream from his young body as Mike reached upwards and began to lick at his face, to lick just around the jaw line, sending tingles of passion deep into Billy’s face, and then the long raspy tongue began to slowly creep upwards to the large ear lobes, flicking outwards towards the tips of the lower lobe and as Mike’s tongue moved upwards, his hand grew tighter around the pulsing cock.

Mike’s tongue moved inside the ear lobe, slowing down as it carefully and very gently began to lick around the protruding curves of Billy’s ear. The gentle rush roared past his mind and implanted itself deep into his soul as he staggered against the assault on his body. His hands reached backwards, to stop his body from falling over and losing contact with Mike’s mouth and tongue.

The hard stroking of his cock was making him twist and squirm on the bed, his balls were slung upwards and he could feel them, the two eggs beginning to unload their precious cargo of love and he knew that he couldn’t hold back any longer. A soft whimpering sound escaped his lips as Mike’s tongue found its way deep inside of his ear, the pressure of the thick raspy tongue all curled up into a small circular tube made his heart race forward, his pulse soar as his breathing grew short and laboured.

As the tongue pressed in, he felt his body arch, his back ached and the pain in his groin was too much for him, his legs shot outwards, the blood suddenly rushing from his feet upwards to his crotch, his arms grew numb and unsteady as the blood from there also suddenly left and rushed towards his crotch.

Just as his blood left his limbs, Mike’s tongue was suddenly gone from his ear and in fact so was Mike’s whole face. Before he could fathom the loss he felt the sudden press of warm wet lips against the fiery head of his cock and his whole body suddenly went ballistic, his body shot upwards, forcing his throbbing cock up and deep into Mike’s mouth.

The sudden presence of his cock in Mike’s mouth was too much and his body simply exploded. A huge spasm racked his young body and he fell backwards, all strength gone from his arms as his groin let loose and his seed went streaming up and out into Mike’s waiting mouth. Every drop of his first shot of milk poured into Mike’s throat, roaring down the eagerly awaiting throat and the muscles contracted a little, then began to suck at the hot spewing cock, holding it tight as it bucked and reared while buried up against Mike’s throat wall.

The two boys moaned now, Mike with his mouth filling rapidly with Billy’s hot cream, Billy’s unfettered and free began to shout his joy as his body shook uncontrollably and every muscle in his body was quivering and uncoiled. His lungs gasped for air as his cock continued to pour its milk out, sending stream after stream deep into Mike’s willing mouth.

The lips were slowly being coated by the backwash of Billy’s cum, and their grip became less as the milk flowed out and dribbled down the corners of the pressed lips. The hot shaking cock was trembling less now as its sudden explosion of love zapped the organ of its power.

The two young boys kept glancing at the entrance way, waiting for the two older men to walk in and Taylor watched as Keith reached out, thinking no one could see, and lightly rested his young hand on Tommy’s. It was amazing to watch as he saw Tommy steal a glance and manage sort of a smile. It was uncanny how they had picked up on the importance of the meeting that Seth had gone to, and yet neither he nor Jeremy had said a word, nor had Billy or Mike but somehow, they just knew.

Chris and Seth walked in, a satisfied smile across both faces and Jeremy dug his elbow gently into Taylor’s side, as if to say, see, that’s us when we get to their age, and Taylor just smiled, holding tighter onto Jeremy’s hand. He watched as Tommy stood up, squaring his shoulder back as if bracing for bad news. Man, was he ever going to be one happy little dude, he thought, least if he had read Billy’s cryptic words right. Part of him was still unsure, but each time the doubt or fear would raise its ugly head inside, a small voice seemed to suddenly roar up and still the fears, and calm the doubts. It was like, he had supreme confidence in his father’s abilities, and so there was no need to doubt, no reason to fear and as he watched the two older men come in, he knew his confidence was not misplaced.

“Sorry we are late, thanks for staying with the boys Taylor”

“No sweat dad, uh, I think, if you don’t mind, Jeremy and I are going to go to the apartment out back, okay if we stay there tonight?”

“Of course it is, and again, thanks guys”

“No problem, well, see you maybe in the morning, maybe not, uh, night boys”

“Night Taylor, Night Jeremy” the two young boys chimed, their attention still being held by the two aged faces before them. They had hardly listened to the exchange between father and son and it didn’t even dawn on them that Jeremy and Taylor were still holding hands as they headed out back.

Tommy’s face had a sheen to it, as he started to sweat wondering if once more he would have to pack his bags. He hated that part the most, having to put all his stuff away in some bag, just because some adult couldn’t handle him being around. For a little time, he had thought that maybe here it would be different, that maybe this time there would be no adult-to-adult chat, to tell him that while he was a good boy, it just wouldn’t work out so he would have to leave.

He felt Keith’s hand in his and felt a little better but then he started to feel even worse, knowing that if he left now he would also be leaving Keith, that this time there wouldn’t be a secret meeting place, a secret place where they could just be together and hold each other, just like the big boys did. The realization of that made his little heart ache and he was sure it was ripping apart and tears that were close by, suddenly welled up and he began to feel his chest heaving and before he could stop himself, he was crying, deep hard sobs coming from his stomach.

Tommy had his head down and he felt Keith suddenly next to him, unsure what to do but then he felt two very powerful arms reaching for him, and taking him by his shaking shoulders. He looked up into Seth’s face and his eyes opened in wonder as he saw tears in the face of the man he wanted to call ‘dad’.

For a brief second his own pain was forgotten, and he wondered why Seth was crying too and then he found himself being lifted up off his feet, as he wrapped his arms around the thick neck, feeling the strength of the man that picked him up like so much paper. He felt himself being carried over towards the couch and his cries grew softer, the sobs a little less and the pain just ever so slightly easing as he sat on Seth’s lap, his head buried into Seth’s shoulder, his tears being soaked up by the thin cotton sports shirt.

“Why the tears little guy?”

“I don’t want to leave, please, I want, please don’t make me go back, please”

“Whoa, now come on, who said anything about you going away?”

“But, I mean, you had a big secret meeting with my, my… father”

“Yes, I did, but it isn’t what you think, you aren’t going anywhere, unless you want to”

“I want to stay here, please Papa Seth, I don’t want to go anywhere, I want to be your son, just like Billy, and Taylor, please…”

“Calm down Tommy, and look at me son”

The soft words finally stopped the torrent of sobs and the raging tears suddenly seemed to stop. Tommy could feel a strange new feeling in the way Seth had spoken to him, and the way he had said ‘son’ was almost like he meant it. He leaned back, to look up at Seth’s features, to see the smile around his face, to see the sparkle inside of his eyes and he turned around to see Keith was sitting smiling in his father’s lap, and then the words dawned on him.

“You mean it? I can stay? He doesn’t want to take me back now?”

“Well, yes it means you can stay if you want to, you know Tommy, your father really loves you”

“No he doesn’t, I hate him”

“Now listen to me, he does love you, he is your father…”

“He made me, but he isn’t my dad, you are more my dad than he is, can’t you be my dad?”

The anguish in the question was like a spear into his heart. How did he make a 13 year old understand that the actions of his father were a true show of love? All that Tommy had known was that his presence had brought pain and all he could see was that he wanted to be away from that. He didn’t quite understand how it was his fault, but he seemed to think it was and that concept was hard to shake.

“Tommy, sometimes, well, look, sometimes when you really love someone, the only way you can make them happy is to leave them, to give them up and to let them go their own way, and no matter how much you know that is the best thing, it still is a very very hard thing to do, specially when it is your child, what your father is doing, is well, an extremely difficult task, you need to understand that”

“Why? He never wanted me, why should it be so hard? I don’t want to go back there, why can’t this be for keeps?”

“It can be, least if you are serious and want it to be”

“You mean that? You mean I can really become your son, just like Billy and Taylor?”

“Yes, but you have to think hard on this Tommy, this is for keeps, and you will have to go before a judge and all of that stuff, so it becomes all legal”

“Oh wow, does that mean I can tell everyone my name is Tommy Bradford? And you are my real dad?”

“Well, yes if you want”

Tommy looked at Seth, and then he turned to look at Keith and Chris. He saw them smiling at him and he turned to look into Seth’s eyes. He could feel him holding him, he could feel the beat of Seth’s heart against his own body and for the first time that he could remember, he felt the love of being wanted. He reached out with his hands and kissed Seth on the lips and then nestled his young head off to one side, resting it softly on the shoulder, his face curled into the soft folds of Seth’s cheek, his breath gently blowing across the neck, and it felt as natural as could be. His heart slowed and Tommy felt a deep calm enter his body, and all he could think of was how he could now sign all his homework, TOMMY BRADFORD.