Chapter 39

Billy jumped as Mike walked in and said hello. The fancy dinner platter almost went flying from his fingers but he managed to grab hold of it. He turned with a snarl, surprised at the sudden interruption and actually feeling rather cranky.

“Shit don’t do that”

“What? I just said ‘hi’, man what are you so steamed about?”

“Fuck you almost made me drop this platter”

“So? It isn’t like I meant to scare you”

“Yeah, I know but shit, you gotta give me warning when you come in, specially in the kitchen”

“Fine, I’ll do that”

Mike turned and headed out of the kitchen and Billy turned to get back to cleaning up when he felt all weepy and started to shake. Fuck, he had just been a jerk to the one person who loved him the most, and he couldn’t get it out of his head. He put the towel down and turned around to see if Mike was still there, feeling like a total jerk and the pain in his body was unlike any pain he had ever experienced. Nothing really looked clear to him as his eyes was filled with tears and some were already rolling down his cheeks.

He couldn’t find Mike anywhere, he wasn’t out by the pool or in the yard or even over by the apartment. It was as if he just disappeared and with each passing second, Billy could feel his heart ripping. The pain was making it hard for him to breath as he struggled up the stairs, passing Seth and Chris in the family room, checking but still not finding Mike.

Seth had glanced at Chris and both of them wondered what it was that had Billy looking like he had just lost his best friend. Seth was about to ask when he Billy simply left, and he had the distinct feeling that he should maybe stay out of this one for now. He looked over at Chris and felt his own heart do a back flip inside of his chest. It was amazing how desirable the guy looked just sitting in a big armchair, pair of jeans, and t-shirt. If he could, he would love to just jump out of his chair and ravage the younger man but both Keith and Tommy were there, watching the television with them both.

It felt good too, to be able to see Tommy nestled up next to his large body; his head resting on his shoulder and Keith was next to his father, doing pretty much the same thing. It was like they were a real family but the presence of the two boys had complicated their lives. There was no more casual grabbing or the occasional smooch, even after the two were sound asleep. They just never knew when one or both for that matter would suddenly appear to ask for water or to help ease a bad dream.

The moment his eyes had come into contact with those of his father, he beat a hasty retreat from the family room, unwilling to let his dad get a question out, especially with them sitting there as well. Damn, it wasn’t fair really, or whatever, he just knew that it was getting to be too much for him and his heart ached, he needed his Mike but as he climbed the stairs, he felt like he was all alone once more.

Billy walked into his bedroom and he felt like throwing himself on the bed and just burying his head in the pillow and pulling the covers up over himself. He felt so dejected that as he walked towards the bed he almost missed seeing Mike standing by the window. It was his nose that first realized he wasn’t alone, as he could smell that one very special scent, the one that always made his heart go pitter-patter, the one that always made his blood rush a little faster in his veins. No one else could sense it, smell it, but he could, and he turned to see the tall young figure standing by the window.

“Hey”

“Hey”

“Mike, I am…”

“I know… it’s okay”

“No, it isn’t, but thanks”

“Okay”

“What you looking at?”

“Nothing, just thinking”

“Of what?”

“Things… mostly about Mom and Dad and my sisters”

“You missing them?”

“Kind of, more like sort of realizing just how far away they are from me, that is all”

“That all? Sure?”

“Yeah, mostly that anyway, guess I am also trying to figure out why you are getting far away too”

Billy slowly walked over to the window, to stand next to Mike and stare out at the back yard and pool as well. He could feel his lover’s pain as he spoke, and he could feel the pain in his own body growing with each passing second, with each soft quiet word spoken by the man he loved so much. He had no idea why he was being such a bitch lately, but he knew he was and it wasn’t fair to Mike or anyone else.

“Am I that far away?”

“I don’t know, seems like it at times”

“I don’t mean to be, you know how much I love you”

“I know, guess it is just that I see you unhappy and I can’t seem to fix it, I have to fix it Billy, it’s what I am supposed to do, I don’t…”

“It isn’t your fault Mike, I am just edgy I guess, maybe it’s just that I am worried about next week’s try outs, I don’t know, the coach scares me a little”

“Yeah I thought maybe that was it, but I know that isn’t the whole reason, I mean you know that it doesn’t matter if you make the team or not, I won’t suddenly stop loving and caring for you if you don’t make it”

“I know that, believe me I do Mike, yet there is still that tiny doubt inside, you can’t be mad at me for that, it is normal to fear losing the most important person in your life, can you?”

“No, but that isn’t what’s got you all bummed out, Billy I can fix it, I know I can if you will just tell me what it is?”

Billy leaned on Mike’s shoulder, his blond head resting like it belonged there and he could hear Mike’s heart pounding inside of his chest, and felt the frustration inside as well. He knew Mike meant it, that he would spend his last dime, exert his last ounce of strength for him and he felt the pride swelling inside of him as he felt the powerful wave of Mike’s love for him flow all around his own young body.

How could he explain to Mike that which he himself didn’t fully understand? He had felt okay for a long time, but lately this last week or ten days had been like he was coming down from this high and he wasn’t sure how to get back up into it. He felt like a fish must feel when first yanked out of the water.

“If I knew what it was, I would tell you, but I just don’t know, it is like I am feeling lost”

“Lost? But how Billy, is it me? Are you tired of me?”

“NO, GOD NO MIKE I… shit I can’t get enough of you, and well, now with Keith and Tommy here… it is like you have been taken away from me, maybe that is it, maybe it is sort of like a bad case of withdrawal”

“Withdrawal? But we spend time together, I know it isn’t as much as we used to before, but we can’t just go around the house nude anymore, or do our poolside stuff, least not when they are home, but we still have every morning and night”

“I know, but it just isn’t enough I guess, I don’t know… am I selfish Mike?”

“Huh? No… I mean I kind of miss not being able to have our after school grope and tickle sessions, or to just lay out by the pool and reach over and kiss you or better yet lick that pole of yours, but there isn’t much we can do about that, least not yet”

Billy stared off at the pool and he could feel the sun’s warmth as it was reflected up and off the shimmering water. He felt warm and yet cold at the same time. Mike was right, they didn’t have the freedom they had become used to and maybe that was his problem, maybe he was being just too selfish, after all Keith needed his father and Tommy, well Tommy just needed someone to love him for him, and he could understand that. In many ways he could sympathize with Tommy, knowing what it was like to lose a mother and then lose the rest of your family, in many ways that was his early life, but then it had all changed for the better and he just needed to give it time to work back out.

“I think I am selfish Mike, I know it isn’t reasonable or fair to think this way, but lately, well, I feel at times that I would like things to go back to the way they were before Keith and Tommy moved in”

“Yeah, I can understand that, don’t you think I feel that way too at times?”

“No, I mean, you are always so calm, so passive about it all…”

“I can’t change it, and well, to be honest, I don’t think I want to change it, to go back”

“See, I was right, it was too much, you are bored with me”

“NO, geez Billy stop being so silly, God at times I could strangle you and your paranoia, but no, it is just that to go back means we aren’t going forwards, and there is so much for us in the future, I don’t want to miss it, that is all”

“Really?”

“Uh huh, I mean don’t you ever dream about what it is going to be like in say 5 or 10 years from now?”

“Sure I do, you know that”

“Well then, why would you want to go backwards?”

“I don’t know, I guess it is cause I miss this, being able to lean on you like this, hold you or have you hold me, and not hide it”

“I know, but it is like being at school just for longer that is all”

“Yeah well that isn’t exactly easy either, but…”

“But nothing, it is the same, and don’t you think I feel it too? Shit Billy, there have been times when I wanted to just jump up and yell ‘Hey that’s my Billy, My Lover’ when you have done something that makes me proud, like during track or in the debates, but I have to bite my tongue, hold it back until I can be alone with you, shit, don’t you think it is that way with your dad and Chris too? Man, they have to be really hurting, they have to work all day, deal with all of us kids before they can be alone, and then what? I don’t think they lock their door, we can but they can’t, so I just figure that if two old guys like them can hold on, I can, that is all”

“I never really thought of that, but still, I get this ache and it hurts Mike, I just don’t know if I can hold on or for how long”

“Guess we hold on for as long as we have to, but maybe we can find other ways to not make it hurt so much, I mean I ache too, places I never thought would ache hurt, but still…”

“I don’t get it Mike, I mean how can you be so calm about it? Are you sure, it isn’t cause you are bored with me? I mean maybe there is something different I can do when we are alone, just tell me…”

“Shit Billy we do everything, and I love what you do, so no, get it into that beautiful blond head of yours, I am not bored with you. How do I stay so calm? Shit, that is easy, I know that I will have the rest of my life to be with you, and I plan on us living until we are at least 90 or so, so you do the math, I got what, 74 years to plug your ass every morning, afternoon, evening? I think I can afford to let one or two times slip by without doing it now, don’t you?”

Billy looked into Mike’s green eyes and he could feel the depth of emotions that were running through Mike. He could feel the truth behind the words but more importantly, he could feel the love that rested in that small teenage body. Yeah, Mike was only 16, well almost 17, yet he seemed to know exactly what he wanted out of life, and for him that was Billy. How could he argue with that? Tears were in his eyes as he just couldn’t speak anymore, the ache was too much, the pain in his groin was too intense and he felt Mike’s hands reach out, first one hand to gently wipe away the tears from his eyes, then to softly caress his cheek and down his throat, to rest lightly on his beating heart.

For a second it seemed, but in fact was longer, the hand rested feeling Billy’s heart beat. Then slowly it moved down the thin lanky body, feeling the flesh quiver to its touch and then with patience and tenderness it reached around the thin young waist, to hold onto the shaking body. Mike pulled gently, bringing Billy closer to him and his nose rubbed briefly against Billy’s and his eyes bore straight down and into Billy’s soul. Billy could feel the fire filling his belly as Mike touched his soul with his own.

Mike brought his head to one side and with his eyes still staring into Billy’s; he reached close and kissed his lover briefly. The touch of his lips against Billy’s mouth was like setting a match to paper. His whole body shuddered a little; his legs grew a bit weak around the knees but his desire kept him standing. He knew they needed to be together and with a sudden impulse, Mike reached around and picked Billy up in his arms.

All 165 lbs of pure boy rested easily in his own long arms. His face was broken out into a huge smile as he saw Billy’s eyes twinkle, the flame of his passion once more burning fierce, the fears of the time quietly vanquished for the moment. Struggling a little, he turned from the golden rays of the sun and started to carefully carry his lover towards the messed up bed. The sheets were still strewn all over from their morning workout and he could smell the dried odour of boy milk which only made his groin ache more and made his heart yearn for Billy even harder.

Billy felt the strong arm slide up his back to rest under his shoulder as the other arm came sweeping down below his buttocks. In a second he felt his feet lift off the floor and go upwards, his back tilting backwards but his face refused to move, all he could see was the white gleam off of Mike’s teeth as his face was split wide open into one of the most powerful smiles he had ever seen cross his lover’s face. His heart started to beat faster and he gasped a little for air as he felt a strange security come over him. He knew he was in the air, but that nothing would ever harm him, because he was in Mike’s strong arms.

“You eating too much of your own cooking Billy”

“Yeah? You saying I am too heavy for Mr Jock Boy?”

“No, you are getting to heavy for a damn crane, god, what do you weigh now? A ton?”

Billy laughed a little and then got a scowl on his face, mocking the moment as if he was distraught by the rude comment and then he just wrapped his two arms around Mike’s neck and kissed him hard on the mouth. The taste of salt washed into his mouth and he groaned a little, feeling the passion fires burning deep within his body. With a mischievous grin, he reached down and pinched Mike just under the left nipple, making Mike suddenly scream and wobble a little as they came towards their bed.

“OUCH!”

“Oh, did that hurt?”

“You are going to get it”

“I sure hope so, but don’t you think we should lock the door first?”

“Well, actually I was considering trying to carry you over the threshold there and take you downstairs and just toss you into the pool”

“Oh yeah, you wouldn’t dare… MIKE! DON”T PLEASE… God the kids will… shit, stop”

Mike had changed from moving towards the bed and gone forwards towards the doorway, he seemed oblivious to Billy’s frantic cries as they came closer to the open door and he could tell that Billy actually was thinking that he was going to do just as he said.

He stopped at the door and looked into Billy’s face. He smiled, his eyes twinkled and he stepped forward, one foot now on the door’s sill, as if he really was going to head out and Billy grew quiet, waiting anxiously for the next move.

“You going to shut the door or what? God, I am a football player not a weight lifter, haha”

“Funny boy, okay move back a bit, there… satisfied now?”

“I don’t know, is it locked yet dear?”

“God, you men are all alike, fine closer please and I’ll lock it for my helpless man”

Billy leaned down to reach for the door lock and he felt Mike struggling to keep his balance. He felt so funny, laying in Mike’s arms and reaching to lock their bedroom door, but nothing could equal the pure joy that was ringing through his whole body. Without thinking, he kicked his two legs, up and down like a small child in the arms of an adult but the only trouble was, he wasn’t a small child anymore and Mike still wasn’t full-grown either.

The swaying legs tipped the balance and suddenly Mike fell backwards as he over compensated for the weight shift and swinging legs. With a loud thumb, he fell onto the floor, Billy on top of him and he started to laugh, even though his back ached and his butt felt like it had just been mule kicked.

Billy was a bit stunned and shocked at first as he found the door sliding past his outstretched arm and then he saw the ceiling growing distant as he felt the floor coming up to greet them both. His legs stopped their wild swinging but it was too late and he felt the jolt and heard the noise as Mike’s body fell to the floor with him on top. His body crushed down hard and he could feel the air leaving Mike’s lungs as it blew past his ear.

“Mike, you okay?”

“Uh huh, why didn’t you just say you wanted to be on top this time? Man, that hurt, you owe me big for this”

“Shut up and kiss me you ass”

“What, you want to kiss my ass? Cool, I like it when you do that”

“Oh God, there is no stopping you is there?”

“Nope, now come here stud boy, I got some tender spots that need that special Billy touch”

“I can imagine where those tender spots are, fine… God, give me a second to turn over”

Mike flopped his two arms to either side as he waited for Billy to turn over. His legs were stretched far out and rested up against something, he really wasn’t sure or cared as all he could see was a blond head twisting and turning. He felt Billy’s elbow in his chest and then he felt the bony hip as it moved over his groin, digging into his soft flesh and he sighed, enjoying the simple contact of Billy’s body against his own.

Looking up now, Mike stared into the deep blue eyes of his lover and he felt a strange exhilaration take hold of him. He could feel Billy’s weight shifting and he knew that for now the floor would just have to do, maybe later they could make it to the bed but right now the ache in his limbs needed to be ‘Billy Satisfied’ and he couldn’t think of anything else. Every part of him slowly lost focus on anything other than in pleasing the young blond boy on top of him. He couldn’t even think about other things as his whole being once more turned towards the only thing that mattered to him, Billy.

If he had to fall, he couldn’t think of anyone he would rather fall on than Mikey. He felt so soft and cuddly, even though he could feel the strong muscles in his stomach, the hard bony rib cage, yet it felt like he had fallen on a cushion of pure softness. He stared down at Mike, his body now turned to rest stomach to stomach and he wondered just how Mike had managed that. He had fallen, and yet somehow he had managed to keep Billy from hitting the floor, almost as if he had braced his arms to hold Billy up at the last possible second. God, what a lover he was, and not just in the sexual sense either, but more in the way he was totally involved in him, in how he felt, how he acted, how, shit in just everyway imaginable.

The loud knock on the door startled them both and they both looked up at the solid door, wondering if the person would try the knob and fling it open or would they wait for a reply?

“Everything okay in there? Billy? Mike?”

“Yeah dad, everything is fine”

“What happened, did you drop something?”

“Haha, you could say that, Mikey fell on the floor”

“Hey its not my fault, Billy weighs too much”

“Oh, okay boys, well, uh, can you two try to keep it down to a dull roar? Some of us are trying to watch television”

“Haha, yeah okay Dad, I forgot, some of you are old, haha”

“Billy, sometimes… okay well Mike maybe you can maybe give my son something to pacify him with? I am sure you can think of something to stuff in his mouth”

Mike couldn’t help it, he started to howl as Billy got that look and was about to get up and open the door to make some parting remark when he felt Mike’s arms holding onto him. He stared down, his knees up around Mike’s waist and his hand planted firmly on Mike’s chest. The sound of retreating footsteps didn’t even register as he just stared, feeling a sense of love that he had been missing.

“You heard your father”

“Uh huh, so?”

“Well, you going to be a good son or am I going to have to get rough?”

“Yeah? You and what army?”

“Haha, well don’t need no army, just a nice hot long pole, which if you will look down, you might see is rather anxious to come out and follow your father’s command, so? Going to be a good boy or?”

Billy’s eyes travelled down the long 6 foot 1 inch frame of Mike’s body and rested eagerly on the huge bulge at his crotch. He could see the jeans’ straining just below where the two long legs joined the torso and he knew what was making those pants stretch upwards. He licked his lips and shifted himself, so his hands now were able to rest around Mike’s waist and his back was towards Mike’s face.

For a second he just stared at the bulging pants then his fingers reached out and began to fumble with the button, finally getting them to pop open and push the zipper down half way. He could smell Mike’s desire as the pants opened a little and he saw the dark pair of boxer shorts, the white waist band making a deep contrast with the golden tan skin of Mike’s stomach.

He reached down and swung one of his legs up and over Mike’s body, his buttocks resting firmly on Mike’s chest and he bent forward, forcing his hands down into the warm wetness of Mike’s groin as he pushed at the jeans all at the same time. His hands prodded for the thick throbbing cock and when his fingers found the shaft, he shivered a little as he felt Mike’s body rise up so he could slide the pants and shorts down.

With a few grunts and groans, Billy managed to push enough of the clothing aside so he could stare at the long thick pole as it flew tall and straight in the air. He licked his lips, not sure yet how he wanted to enjoy this special meal that really was his father’s suggestion. God, he hoped his dad would continue to give him such pleasant commands and he leaned forward, letting his nose rub gently up against the throbbing cock head, and he flicked his tongue outwards, so that it lightly brushed along the hot shaft, tasting the sizzling flesh.

Mike’s body started to tremble as Billy’s tongue licked lightly at the throbbing cock shaft. His hands now rested around the base, holding it steady while his nose rubbed up and down the shaft, following his lips as they kissed every inch of the hard cock. Mike groaned as he brought his two arms closer, moving his hands to rest just under each of Billy’s legs.

Slowly Mike got his two hands to wrap around the young calves of Billy’s legs and he pulled on them, trying to force the legs to straighten out over his body. Billy was able to figure it out and he moved one leg at a time until they both rested straight back from his body, one leg each resting now on either side of Mike’s head. The two hands now reached up and pushed at Billy’s groin, struggling to release the button and pop the zipper of Billy’s pants. As they pushed and yanked, Billy continued to gaze at Mike’s hard penis. Every few seconds he would reach out to kiss it or lick at a spot, making Mike’s hands quiver and stop but they were relentless as he struggled to pull the pants off and release Billy’s own hard throbbing cock. No way was he going to be denied his own pleasure, which was to bring pleasure to Billy.

“Lift that butt higher”

“Okay”

“Shit, man you really gotta stop wearing my underwear Billy”

“Why? Afraid I’ll stretch it to much?”

“Only in the butt”

“Pig”

“Yep, okay, come on raise your damn legs, shit I don’t want a face full of your pants”

“Picky pig too”

“Hey, don’t bite”

“Just nibbling, I am hungry”

“Okay, there… now bring your legs over and rest them against my pits”

“Eyew…. That sounds gross”

“Oh just do it…”

“Okay, there, can I slide backwards now, I want to have a good view of this mouth plug my dad suggests I use”

“Uh huh, you better move back, I got me a wet tongue that needs some exercise”

“Oh Christ, you pig… okay”

With the bottom of his feet now firmly resting inside of Mike’s armpits, he was able to slide his buttocks backwards towards Mike’s face and raise it upwards a bit. His cheeks now rested in front of Mike’s face and he could feel Mike’s hot breath as he breathed on him. God it felt so damn good, to feel the gentle breeze blowing between his cheeks while his own mouth gently blew across the hot throbbing cock of his lover. What a life he had, and he moved his hand around, to gently poke at the full balls that dangled just in sight of him. He could see every tiny crack along the rubbery skin that covered Mike’s milk factory.

Mike raised his hands upwards, gently but firmly clenching Billy’s feet between the inside of his arms and his upper body. He held the legs in place as his hands now moved up to touch the quivering mounds of flesh that was Billy’s cheeks. As his fingers rested on the two quivering halves, he breathed deeply, smelling the sweet but pungent odour of his lover and he started to feel his own body tremble with excitement as he let Billy’s smell flow through every fibre of his body. Nothing else mattered to him and as he closed his eyes and leaned forward, his mind told him the door was still unlocked.

The idea that someone could just walk in on them should have been unsettling, however he was trapped among Billy’s web of love and passion. It was always this way once he had smelled his man’s love scent and filled his body with its essence. His mind no longer functioned as a reasoning organ but was shut off by the terrific and powerful desire of his heart. His mouth opened a little and the long thick tongue came snaking outwards, his hands now had moved slowly up the firm buttocks, feeling the flesh under his fingers move and shake to his warm touch.

His body moved like a well-oiled machine, his hands were slowly and tenderly pushing open the two cheeks, exposing Billy’s young naked highway to nirvana. His mouth moved closer while his tongue sensed the upcoming taste delight and he licked his lips quickly, wetting them so they too could add to the pleasure they would attempt to impart to Billy’s tiny pink love doorway.

Billy could feel the hot breath of his lover coming closer to his cheeks and he felt them clench then unclench as the desire welled up inside of him. His tongue licked his lips as he moved his face closer to the perfect long-standing pole of love that was Mike’s penis. He could see the slow oozing of a grey white substance and he knew that Mike was reaching out for him. Just as Mike’s fingers began to gently but firmly spread apart Billy’s cheeks, Billy’s lips opened and his tongue gently started to lick at the hot fiery cock head, tasting the warm milky pre cum as he swallowed it eagerly.

His body let out a long slow sigh of contentment as the first taste of Mike’s pre cum flowed down his long perfect throat. He swallowed again and let his tongue lick slowly around the jerking head, his hands now moving into position, one hand gently gripping the hard hot pole, the other hand resting around the two full balls, cradling them with unbelievable gentleness and love. Nothing else mattered to him at that moment but to make Mike feel his love, feel his passion and he knew that soon both of them would be wrapped together in their love for each other.

Mike groaned as his mouth moved past the warm flesh of Billy’s cheeks and his tongue darted ahead, clearing the way, tasting the soft flesh as it pushed past the lower base of the firm fleshy mountains, reaching for the centre of his universe. His long tongue snaked through the last scrub of Billy’s light but wiry blond hairs that lined his love valley. The scent filled Mike’s nostrils as his head pressed gently in, pressing between the cheeks now as he suddenly pushed his tongue ahead quickly, making it push past the tight pink hole with a great push.

Billy moaned as he felt the raspy tongue slide into his rectum, roaring past his tiny sphincter muscle and start to eagerly lick at his velvet lining inside of his rectum. He wiggled a little, feeling the warmth of Mike’s saliva as the tongue began to push inwards with even more desire and strength. His own mouth now moved faster, and his own tongue began to lick out faster, licking around the tiny pee slit, licking into the curled flesh and tasting the pre cum before it could even break free of the long tube that fed the hole. His hands cupped the full balls with even greater strength, squeezing them slightly as his body began to tremble and his limbs started to go numb from the drain of blood, as his ache grew even stronger.

The feel of warmth suddenly enveloped his entire cock as Billy’s mouth slowly moved over the jerking penis, covering the head and then slowly but firmly moving down the throbbing shaft. His lips were pressed tightly around the burning flesh of the hard organ and his chest heaved with the excitement of the moment. His whole body started to tense up as he felt the balls in his one hand start to tremble and he knew that as much as he was horny, Mike was even hornier. God it felt so good to hold those two full balls, to feel them shake with every lick of his own tongue.

Mike could hardly keep his face up, the pleasure that was roaring through him was almost too much, it was as if his whole body was suddenly inside of Billy when it was only his cock. He could feel the touch of each finger that held his balls, and his whole groin felt like it had been hit by a blowtorch. The fire was burning hot inside of him as his chest heaved with his burning desire for Billy.

Billy wiggled his butt further back along Mike’s quivering chest. He could feel the excitement building inside of him and Mike’s body as if he was there, right inside of Mike’s heart. The sensation overwhelmed him as his mouth began to move faster and harder along the quivering cock pole. His one hand gripped tightly around the shaft, one finger now pushing down just behind the throbbing pole, as if reaching for his other hand that now held firmly onto the big full balls. He could feel the two eggs moving, feel them actually swelling as they got ready to release their precious milk.

The sight of two perfectly shaped half moons rose in front of his misted eyes and he could feel his tongue reaching outwards, his hands once more travelling up the warm shaking flesh of them as his body yearned for more of his Billy. His face pressed up and with the strong neck muscles fully extended he managed to push aside the two fleshy cheeks to once more delve into the warm insides of his lover. His lips eagerly sucked at the tight pink hole, making it pucker and sending nothing but wave after wave of love into Billy’s spine.

Mike’s tongue followed up on the lips, eagerly pushing aside the tight pink hole, feeling the tiny sinews of Billy’s inside muscles giving way to the hard hot tongue. He flicked the tip up and down, and then side-to-side to make sure every part of Billy’s insides knew he was there, knew that he was coming to join his man. The fire deep in his soul began to burn through, and he could feel its strange heat as his body began to sweat. Tiny beads began to pop up all over his body, making what remained of his clothing stick to his hot flesh.

Billy’s body began to shake and twist on top of Mike’s prone form. His legs grew numb and his toes started to arch in an awkward position as they rested against the super hot armpits of Mike’s body. He could feel the heat making his feet sweat, feeling the blood as it roared inside of Mike’s body as it passed along the soles of his feet and he groaned loudly, his body pressing down to try and stop its wild gyrations. His mouth was aching, the jaw spread wide open to accommodate the huge throbbing cock that rested inside.

He could feel his throat muscles as they struggled to hold onto the wild jerking penis, the way it would move from side to side, bashing its hot sticky head every where possible, leaving its lovely salty sweet pre cum all along the long throat. Swallowing with unbridled desire his stomach gurgled and he could hear in the distance a soft moan as his mouth moved faster and faster up and down the throbbing organ. His hands pushed up the now hard scrotum and he could feel the juices inside, and his heart began to beat even faster.

Billy was feeling feint as he could feel the fullness in his rectum, he could barely keep his eyes open as he felt the swaying and loving motion of Mike’s tongue buried deep inside of him. HE found himself clenching his cheeks, trying to hold the wiggling tongue still, trying to let him suck on the throbbing pole without going off into his own heaven as he felt the love of Mike entering his body from both ends. He could hardly breath as his body was being assaulted from the rear and from the mouth. His eyes began to mist over as his lips pressed even tighter around the throbbing cock, feeling it swell even more inside of his mouth than outside and the thick pulsing vein underneath the shaft began to grow as well.

Mike couldn’t hold on any longer, his hands released the two fleshy cheeks and began to pound against the floor as his balls slung upwards, pushing hard against his throbbing shaft which was wedged deep in Billy’s mouth. His hands clenched and unclenched, then swung out and down against the floor as his eyes were suddenly bombarded by brilliant flashes of light. The sight of deep purple flashes, long shimmering blue streaks and bursting stars of pure white burned his eyes and he held them shut tightly, still seeing the explosion of light and colour and his body began to shake all over.

His legs shot outwards, straight and true and his feet arched down towards the floor in agonizing pain, as his whole body grew rigid and taut. His breathing came fast and hard making his ribs ache and every muscle inside of his body seemed ready to spring out. He cried out, his young voice echoing loudly in the still of the bedroom and his cock began to jerk wildly and uncontrollably inside of Billy’s throat. It banged and crashed against the soft tissue of his throat but Billy refused to let it out, his lips grew tighter around the swelling organ, the heat almost singing his lips.

Just as Billy started to groan, a tidal wave of hot cum came shooting out of the gyrating cock in his mouth and it strangled off the sound, muffling it with its sweet warmth and his belly began to be filled as his hands tightened their hold, willing for more of the wonderful cream, hoping to squeeze every drop of it now that the dam had burst.

Billy sucked and sucked, draining every drop of the precious milk, letting each drop of it roll around in his mouth before he would even consider to let it slide down his gullet and come to rest finally in his stomach. He breathed in deeply, inhaling not just the powerful aroma of Mike’s cum but infusing his whole insides with Mike’s love scent. His body shook with each deep breath, and he could still feel Mike’s body quivering as the final load of his milk came dribbling out. His tongue licking at the now softening hose, tasting the last remnants of Mike’s cream as his heart slowly began to return to a normal frantic pace.

Mike could hardly breath, his chest ached and his lungs felt like they had been drained of every drop of life giving oxygen. His legs were numb, and he had no feeling in his arms as he lay there, totally exhausted and yet he felt strangely warm all over. Sweat was beginning to dry but the wind blowing across him didn’t cool his body off, instead he felt like the fires inside were just getting started as he was able to glance down his chest, towards his groin.

Billy had slid off to one side, he rested on his side next to Mike’s heaving body, his young blond head was still on Mike’s thigh, his lips still only an inch or so from Mike’s softening penis. Billy’s eyes still couldn’t stop gazing at that wonderful pole, and the small flecks of dried cum that rested along its shrinking skin. He could feel his own cock as it rested against Mike’s side, and he knew that his own sticky pre cum was oozing out, coating the side of Mike’s t-shirt and he smiled, knowing how he would enjoy doing that load of laundry.

Slowly the sounds of the world began to once more be heard by their brains and he could hear the deep breaths of his lover as he shifted his weight, resting his arm now along the still trembling belly of Mike. God, even now, the touch of his naked arm against the soft flesh of Mike’s body made him feel so hot, so horny and he silently prayed that it would always be this way, knowing deep in the far recess of his soul that his prayer was unneeded, knowing deep in the darkest parts of his soul that Mike’s love rested even there.

“billy, billy can I come in? Please?”

The high pitched voice of a young boy suddenly made Billy’s head rear back and his whole body grew cold as he heard his name being called. The sound of the door knob rattling a little brought out beads of sweat on his forehead as he turned to see the knob turn a little and panic seized his heart.

Mike was sitting up, resting on his elbows as he saw the look of quick anger that passed across Billy’s face and then was replaced by a moment of stark terror. It really was something to watch actually, the way so many different emotions could cross a persons face in less than two or three seconds. He could feel the fear though and he didn’t like that, it wasn’t good for Billy to have that fear and to be honest, he kind of was a bit put out too, but that was a small price to pay for the love he was able to experience with Billy.

“That you Keith?”

“Yes Mike, please, I don’t want to bug you guys, but I really need to talk to Billy, can I come in?”

“Give us a minute”

“Okay, can I wait out here?”

“Uh, sure Keith, just hang on, won’t be long”

Mike was already pulling up his pants, the zipper going up as he stared down towards Billy who just sat there. He could tell that he wasn’t happy and in some way he could feel his frustration, after all he was the one who got to cum, Billy’s turn would have to wait. Standing up, he walked over to Billy who was finally starting to pull up his shorts and he looked up at Mike, the anger and disappointment taking turns in being etched across his face.

“Billy?”

“YEAH, sorry, yeah Mike?”

“Touchy, touchy, I don’t know though, you still are kind of cute…”

“Kind of? Hey, now just a …”

“Haha, okay, you are cute, but well I was wondering…”

“What?”

“Well, after you put the kids to sleep tonight, do you think you could, well, do me? I kind of would like to feel you inside of me tonight, I mean if that isn’t going to upset you or anything, I know how you like to lay on your back and…”

“Bastard… do I mind? SHIT, of course I… fuck, you did it again didn’t you?”

“What? Now what are you blaming poor innocent me for? Haha”

“You… god I love you Mike”

Billy reached across and hugged Mike until he felt like he would crush his ribs. It felt so good to be in his arms, to feel his breathe against his cheeks and to just smell him. Whoever said sex was physical didn’t know much, cause it was the touch, the sense, the smell that really made it hot, not just the big dick.

“I know, and you know what?”

“I am afraid to ask, but okay, what?”

“You are going to make a good parent for our kids Billy, you really are”

“Shit, you know how to get the waterworks going don’t you?”

“I guess, but… later, okay?”

“Yeah, guess I better see what Keith wants, besides, I know, it will make for good practise, right?”

“Uh huh, see, you aren’t always lost in a blond cloud”

“Damn”

“Yep”

Billy was shaking his head as he headed towards the door, watching as Mike scampered up onto the bed, to lean against the headboard. As he looked at him, he smiled and felt his heart almost go ballistic. It felt so right, to be here with Mike and to know that no matter what happened, he would be there, just as he was now. Shaking his head and no longer feeling so angry or frustrated he opened the bedroom to let Keith come in.

“Hey squirt, come in”

“Thanks”

He watched as the small 13 year old slowly walked inside. He turned to see where Tommy was but he couldn’t see any sign of him, and that was somewhat strange. Maybe that is what Keith wanted to talk about; maybe he had a fight with Tommy and needed some advice. In a way, he felt kind of flattered by how both Keith and Tommy turned to him for advice, more than they did to Mike it seemed, but he knew what Mike would say about that. Most likely, he’d say that it was natural for them to turn to Billy; after all, young kids generally did tend to turn to the mother for help rather than the father. Shit, even in his head Mike had him talking like that.

Closing the door part way, leaving it slightly ajar, Billy noticed how frightened Keith seemed and he swore that he could see him shaking, as if he had been caught in some terrible lie or deed. His heart leapt out wanting to hug the small boy and he could see that even Mike had noticed, that he was more tense than normal, and that he had raised himself even higher in the bed and was staring hard at Keith.

“So, where is your shadow?”

“Huh? Oh, you mean Tommy?”

“Yeah, you two didn’t have a fight did you?”

“No, he’s getting washed up for bed”

“Okay, how come you aren’t?”

“Billy I am sorry, please don’t hate me… please I know I am not good, but you don’t know how much this means to me, please billy, I am sorry I promise I’ll do better, honest I will, you’ll see and Tommy too, please… please billy I really love it here, and I love you and mike and papa Seth, please, don’t hate me or Tommy, please…”

“Whoa, settle down Keith, what is this? You aren’t bad…”

The sudden outburst had completely taken both Billy and Mike by surprise and out of pure instinct, both of them raced towards Keith. Billy was there first and he put his arm around the trembling boy and hugged him tight then made him sit on the edge of the bed. Mike sat next to him on one side, his arm around the shaking shoulders of Keith and on top of his arm was Billy’s arm as they both sat next to Keith, hugging him while they waited for the deep gut wrenching sobs to quieten.

“You okay now?”

“I guess, I am sorry…”

“It is okay, now what is this all about? We don’t hate you, Mike doesn’t, and either do I…”

“Yes you do, you have to, it’s because of me that you can’t be alone as much with Mike, I know, I ain’t that stupid, you have to hate me, I know if I had to be apart from Tommy I’d hate the one’s who caused it”

Cold icy grip of panic flashed through Billy’s mind as he heard those words, it was his worst nightmare being realized and he felt a bit lost by it all. He turned to stare at Mike and he could see that Mike was, well Mike. He had that look, the one that said ‘cool it’ and at the same time said ‘I am here, don’t sweat it’ which brought some peace to his heart but now what?

“Keith, I see Billy every day, we share this room, so what are talking about? You and Tommy aren’t stopping us from being friends or together, so come on, we don’t hate either of you, in fact, its kind of nice having you guys here, keeps the old guys off our backs”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah, so come on, what gave you the idea that we were mad at you and Tommy?”

“Well, Tommy and I, well, it is just that Billy has been so unhappy this last week, and well, it is like cause he has to spend so much time looking after us, and well, I really love it here, I just am… I guess I am scared that maybe you are tired of us being around all the time.”

“Well, no, not really Keith, look,maybe billy has been out of sorts a bit this last week, must be his time of the month, if you know what I mean”

“Haha, I know what that means”

“Cool, but look, it really isn’t that we hate you or are tired of you and Tommy, we just aren’t used to having little brother’s around, that is all, hell I am still trying to learn what it is like to have a brother, big or little, all I have is sisters, and that is yucky at times, you know what I mean?”

“Yeah, I do Mike, but, well it is just, Tommy is scared that he is going to have to leave, he knows that he is just in the way…”

“Hold on, who told him that?”

“Well no one really, he gets that way at times, he thinks that cause I am , what is it he says, oh yeah, blood and he isn’t that there is no reason for any of you to want him around, that it is only cause you are trying to be nice to my dad”

“Of course we are nice to Chris, but that has nothing to do with how we treat you or Tommy, well not really anyways”

“but we are in the way, I can see”

“See what? And no, you aren’t in the way”

“Yes, I know I am, I can tell, I can see how Billy will look at you at times, the way his eyes go all funny and he, well, uh, he… gets funny and then he sees me or Tommy and he gets all sad then, like we are stopping him from what he wanted to do, I even see that in Papa Seth’s eyes…”

“Oh? Well, it really doesn’t mean anything Keith, it is just that, uh, well we used to do things that were, uh, well different, and now that you are here, we just have to get used to doing them, uh differently I guess, besides we all know that Billy goes funny all the time, he’s just a funny guy, aren’t you?”

“Listen to you, King of the funnies”

“Well that is better than being…”

“DON’T YOU DARE MICHAEL”

“Hehe, let you in on a secret Keith, when Billy starts calling you by the full name, watch out, haha”

“Okay I will but he always calls me Keith …that is my full name”

“Haha, he means if I say Keith Jenkins or something like that”

“Oh”

“And just what do you mean I go funny? How funny?”

“I shouldn’t… I mean Tommy said I should… I am sorry I shouldn’t have looked…”

“Looked? What are you talking about Keith, look, you can tell us anything, really, we aren’t mad at you or Tommy, we like having you both here, honest”

“Well, if you mean it…”

“Course we do”

“Okay, well it is just that, well at times you get a look, sort of what Tommy calls a dreamy look, and well, he thinks it is neat, says I get that way too, but I don’t …honest… but well, he says that when you do, and I seen it too, you get, well… uh he calls it a ‘woodie’…are you mad at me?”

The look on Billy’s face was priceless and Mike couldn’t help himself. He started to laugh and got so winded he could barely breath. His sides ached and he was clutching at his stomach as he fell back on the bed. Billy’s face was frozen in disbelief and part of him wanted to laugh but the other part grew worried. Was he really that obvious that even a couple of 13-year-old kids could pick up on his wanton desire for Mike?

“Oh man, a woodie? Haha, oh Keith that is good, I love it”

“Mike, stop it…”

“Haha, no way Billy, so now at least I know what you did with my baseball bat…heehee”

“You bastard… I didn’t take your damn baseball bat”

“Sure you did, you been hiding it in your pants…haha”

“A baseball bat? You put a baseball bat in your pants?”

“I DO NOT, STOP It MIKE”

“haha, okay, okay, no Keith, he really doesn’t have one in his pants, but sometimes it does look like it”

“MIKE!”

“Oh come on, what’s wrong with that? Shit we all get hard-ons at times, that’s part of being guys”

“I know that, it is just that, well he makes it sound like I always got one, isn’t picking on you is he?”

“Honest Billy, I don’t mean it bad, Tommy always is that way, he says I am worse”

“He does hey? Well, okay, but that doesn’t make us wish you weren’t around, like Mike says, everyone gets them”

“I know, I saw my dad with one before we came up to bed”

“Yeah? Well see, there you go, and you know he likes to have you around don’t you?”

“Yes, I guess, but uh, well, how come he and Papa Seth always seem to have one when its time for me and Tommy to go to bed?”

“Uh, geez, I don’t know Keith, I guess, uh shit, sorry, uh I don’t know why, I mean some guys seem to get it all the time others, uh, just at certain times of the day or night I guess”

“Oh? So it is okay? I mean to get like that anytime?”

“Well, yes, but uh, well you do have to be careful, I mean it is sort of like the rubbing, you really don’t want to do it in front of people, say at school for instance, but yeah it is normal”

“But, I mean how do you not? I always get it when I see Tommy in the hallway… do you get that way when you see Mike at school?”

“Uh, well, uh, I guess that, I, uh…”

“HAHA, man Billy you are so red, I never really saw you blush like that, oh Keith you see how red he is?”

“Yes”

“Haha, oh I should go get a camera”

“Oh funny, fine you answer him then Mr ‘I never get a boner at school’ Shepard”

“Haha, sure, why not? No Keith sometimes it happens so you just ignore it and it goes away real fast, hopefully no one sees it to make comments, but you just try not to think of it, that is all… see, not so hard was that blondie?”

“Fuck off”

“Hey watch the language in front of the kids”

Mike was enjoying himself. Billy had turned a nice shade of red, one that reminded him of his butt after a few good whacks with the flat of his hand just before he would dive in with his tongue flicking and he could feel his own dick getting hard again. Damn, everything always did come full circle, and his mind was once more resting on how he would love to just take Billy into his arms and rim his lovely ass, but he knew he would have to wait, but not for long.

“But… I mean what do you do when you always get them?”

“Well, you can take a cold shower… okay Billy don’t you start, well most guys go and jerk off, you know, they rub themselves till they cum”

“Oh”

“What did you think they did?”

“I don’t know, then why don’t …sorry”

“No, go on, ask your question, we really don’t mind and besides, at least you know you will get an honest answer from us”

“Yeah, okay, but… it is just, well I am scared, I mean… Tommy says if I ask too many questions you will get tired of us faster, and he, well…”

“Look, we aren’t going to get tired of you, not today, tomorrow or next year or five years from now, okay? Sure, we’ll have fights, don’t brother’s always fight sometimes? Billy?”

“Yeah, sometimes, Taylor and I never really did, least not that much, and Mike is right Keith, you are like our little brothers, we aren’t going to get tired of you or want you to leave, I know I have been a bit grumpy…”

“A bit? Boy is that an understatement.”

“Thanks Mike, okay a lot, it is just that I am nervous about the football tryouts, that is all”

“Yeah? But you are so good, you catch almost everything Mike throws to you, you will ace it”

“Well, I don’t know about that, but it is a bit scary”

“Okay, but, well doesn’t us being around make it hard for you to go …well, you know, ‘jerk off’ as Mike says?”

“Uh, well, Mike?”

“Sometimes it does Keith, I mean we aren’t used to being patient, sometimes we just want to go and, well jerk off”

“Why do you have to wait if it is normal to do it?”

“Uh, well, that’s a good question, Billy? Your turn”

“Uh, thanks, well, I guess part of the reason is that, well, we like to be private about it, sort of like, well you don’t want everyone watching you when you do it or knowing you are doing it, do you?”

“No, I guess… well, why can’t you just, I don’t know, guess we do kind of make it tough for you then, I am sorry”

“Come on Keith, look, its okay, honest, besides if Billy was to do it every time he got a boner, he’s rub all the skin of it and then he couldn’t do it for a month, now that would really hurt”

“OH SHUT UP SHEPARD”

“Haha”

“You really can rub it that much? Wow, maybe I shouldn’t do it so much then, I don’t want to go a whole month without doing it”

“Well, I doubt if you could rub it that much, how often do you do it?”

“Oh, Tommy and I do it at least six or so times each night, and …gee I don’t know how many times we do it in the morning, but on weekends we do it lots more… is that too much?”

The numbers stunned Billy and he could think of nothing to say, his jaw was open and he dared not look at Mike, afraid he would either burst out in laughter or tears. The tears mainly because he wasn’t getting to do it six or seven times in a whole 24 hours never mind one night.

“Close your mouth Billy, the flies will get in”

“Uh, shit, six or seven times at night? How, I mean, when do you have the time?”

“When we are in our room, well Mike’s old room”

“Uh huh, man I gotta pay more attention to when you two disappear, wow, well, don’t worry, if it hasn’t rubbed off now it never will, that is for sure”

“Cool, I really like it, uh… Billy?”

“Yes?”

“Am I a freak?”

“Huh? No… why would you ask that?”

“Cause, well I really like doing it, I mean as often as possible, and well, sometimes… i… well, I mean sometimes Tommy will rub his bum across it, or let me rub it across his bum, it makes me feel so hot, I mean, well, does that make us freaks? Tommy likes it too, he keeps trying to push his bum harder against me when I do it, or have me push harder… it feels so good and all, but…”

“But?”

“Well, is it okay to do that? I mean it feels so good, specially when all that white stuff shoots out and some gets inside, it feels …I mean are we, you know, what my mom called us… fornicaters, or something like that.”

“Uh, gee, no it doesn’t make you a freak Keith, I guess you are just trying things, uh, do you put it in?”

“Can you? I mean, no, we haven’t, but can you do that? Is it uh, good?”

“Uh, I think maybe that is something we should let your dad talk to you about, uh do you, I mean have you?”

“No, I am too scared, Tommy said he’d try it if I wanted, but… I don’t know, I mean look at what happened last time we did something different, stupid huh?”

“No, not at all, if you aren’t ready, you aren’t ready. Just cause something feels like it could be good doesn’t mean it is, or that you should do it, uh, why don’t you just, well, wait a bit before trying that kind of stuff?”

“Okay, if you say so Billy”

“Yeah, uh, okay well yeah, I’d wait”

“It does feel good though, doesn’t it? I mean, do you and Mike…”

“Well, uh, that isn’t something you…”

“Does what feel good? And why aren’t you in bed young man?”

All three turned towards the door where Chris stood. Billy felt relived as he wasn’t sure how to answer Keith’s question and Mike was too damn busy smiling. Damn green eyed bastard, he was having the time of his life, enjoying watching him squirm while trying to answer Keith’s questions and not give it all away.

“Uh sorry dad, but…”

“It’s okay Chris, Keith was just asking us some questions, guess we kind of got carried away, sorry”

“Okay, well off you go son, you need to get into bed now and leave these guys alone, they need to have their privacy, I told you that”

“It’s okay Chris, we really don’t mind, you can come and ask us stuff anytime Keith, Tommy too, okay?”

“You sure?”

“Yep, no problem Chris”

“Okay, well Keith, come on, off to bed, want me to tuck you in?”

“Yes please”

“All right, come on, let’s go”

Chris reached out with his hand and waited for Keith. Keith jumped off the bed and started towards the door when he stopped and then he turned and ran to Billy, where he jumped at him and hugged him tight, then he reached out and let Mike take him in his arms and he hugged him too. After he got his hugs, Keith ran to his father and jumped up, to feel himself lifted high in the air and he flung his arms around Chris’ neck and let his father take him off towards his bedroom and Tommy.

Billy had a tear in his eye as he watched the two leave and he felt ashamed of himself, for his anger and his frustration. Shit, if Keith could find ways to be with Tommy, surely a smart guy like him could find a way to be with his love? He was about to turn around when he felt two strong long arms wrap themselves around his body. He could smell Mike as his face came close to Billy’s cheeks.

The soft wet kiss on the nape of his neck send shivers up and down his spine, making him feel all giddy and he smiled, as he felt his cock getting very hard once more. Well, like his lover said, it was normal, especially when you had someone as special as Mike to help make it soft for a few minutes, anyways.

“You know Billy, our kids are going to be the luckiest kids in the whole damn world”

“Yeah? Why is that Mike?”

“Cause they have you for a parent”

Mike reached out and pulled Billy closer to him and turned him around so he could look into his wonderful blue eyes. He smiled, wiping aside the tears that were gently rolling down his lover’s face and he slowly brought his own face closer, letting his own green eyes drink in the soft warm beauty that was Billy and then he felt the jolt of electricity as his lips pressed lightly against Billy’s mouth. Nothing else mattered to him as he kissed him harder now, feeling the love flow between them both and he couldn’t care less if the entire world was to walk in through the open door, all he wanted was to be in the warm soft arms of his Billy, his life partner, the other half of his soul.