Chapter 19

Passionate love and a cough cannot be concealed.

– Japanese Proverb

His green eyes took it all in, the soft white flesh, the soft rise and fall of a rapidly defining chest, all of it he took in as he lay there, resting on his elbow only inches away from the blonde who slept so peacefully.

The clock continued to tick away the minutes as he just lay there, propped up watching, marvelling at the way his love slept, the way his nostrils flared as he took in a breath or the way his lips puckered up as he exhaled. It was all a marvel to him, even after all this time together, and he could feel the ache inside of him growing, the constant ache of wanting to be with him, to be inside of him or have him inside of his own body.

Maybe he was over sexed, maybe he was just your above normal teenager who craved the lust of another’s body but somehow, this really was different. Granted, he hadn’t had a great deal of sexual experience with others, but that really didn’t matter, he knew deep in his heart that he couldn’t care less about having someone else next to him.

He knew it was selfish too, to want no one but the blonde lying there sleeping, his arms curled up under his head, his legs stretched out, the perfect white flesh untouched and unmarred by any blemish. God, how did he get so lucky, to have someone so loving, so caring, and at his ripe old age of sixteen? It was a miracle that he was even here, let alone feeling so married, and damn happy at being married.

Mike had this overpowering urge to reach out and run his hand lightly down the sleeping back of his man. Just the idea of that thought in his head made his groin stir, his heart race a head and his lungs expand quickly, and yet he hesitated, knowing that his touch would wake him. His fingers were less than an inch away when his hand froze, and slowly returned to his side.

Yes, he wanted him, shit if he was honest with himself there wasn’t a second of any day when he didn’t want to have him, and as often as possible he did manage to satisfy his cravings, so no he would wait, he would let the clock tick away as he just took it all in, enjoyed the beauty of knowing that what he had, men three, four or more times his age never had.

As he lay there, his green eyes never once leaving the sleeping figure, he wondered if this was how his own father felt with his mother? Did he have regrets? Did his own father wish he had made different choices, he had alluded to his college years, when he was wild and unbridled, and Mike still felt that there was more between his dad and Seth but no one was talking, and really, it didn’t matter all that much to him. He was curious, but he also knew that it was a subject his parents avoided at all cost.

His thoughts turned from his dad to the upcoming race, and he wondered how his sleeping love would handle it. Would he fall apart if he lost? Would he feel like he had betrayed him if he didn’t win it all? Damn, he wished there was just some way he could convince the blonde beauty that there was nothing in this world that mattered to him more than simply being here right now, being like this, lying next to him and knowing that when he opened those blue eyes that they would sparkle at him. God he was so much in love, and yet he knew that there were doubts, but shit, they were only sixteen.

He had been lucky at the third meet really, and hadn’t really had to face any test but this week’s meet would really be a tough one, the team they were facing was the best in the district, and they hadn’t lost in years, and they did boast a couple of pretty fast runners on their relay team.

Mike turned his head a bit to glance at the bright alarm clock, to see how much longer before it would sound its harsh buzz and he could actually touch the golden mound of love that he ached for so much. As he turned, he felt a small shake in the bed and guickly he tried to turn back but was not in time as a sleepy voice broke the silence.

“So how much longer you gonna just stare?”

“I don’t know, and I wasn’t staring, I was checking the clock.”

“Oh right and I am the secret son of Anita Bryant.”

“Well she is a blonde these days”

“FUCK YOU”

“Okay, now or after u brush your teeth?”

Billy twisted his body over and he stared into Mike’s green eyes, the soft sparkle of pure laughter twinkling amongst the green sea that was Mike’s eyes. God, he was so much in love that it hurt and he could feel his groin straining with his desire.

It was strange, here it was almost 6am and all they could think of was having sex. Billy stared up towards Mike, his heart aching and starting to pound out its urgent need and he could hear the answering thunder coming from Mike’s own body. If he looked real close he was sure he could see the full body trembling with eager anticipation, knowing that his own body wasn’t far behind in the shake department.

Mike could feel the desire for his body almost as if Billy was shouting it out, when all he was doing was lying there, his lips together, as if waiting, and he knew that if he reached down he would find a very hard cock, waiting just for him. His eyes grew wider as he felt the warmth coming from Billy’s body and it filled him with an even greater desire to just have him.

Billy was debating with himself whether to head off and brush his teeth of just flip over when he felt Mike’s hard body press up on his own and as his eyes widened he felt the strong arms turn him flat onto his back. They grew into giant orbs as he saw Mike’s face come down, his lips spread slightly open and before he could voice a word of protest, he found Mike’s lips pressing hard against his own, the stale smell of sleep filling his own mouth as the harsh tongue jabbed out, spreading his own lips, opening his mouth and in less than a second he found himself groaning as Mike’s tongue played havoc with his senses.

There was no preliminary words, nothing but unleashed passion as Mike’s hands started to roughly run along the soft flesh of Billy’s body, poking, prodding, and just enjoying the touch of his fingers against the warm flesh. His heart started to race ahead, his head getting a bit dizzy as he kissed Billy.

The taste of him sent wild shivers down his spine and he could feel his breath leaving him as his tongue explored every part of that wonderful mouth. His hands were groping hard along the bony hips and he could feel the heaving chest as Billy’s heart responded to the sudden attack on him.

Billy was stunned; it was like Mike had suddenly turned into a wild animal, his body was pressing hard against him in every possible way, his hands were groping his body like a man dying of thirst coming to an oasis.

Finally Billy’s brain was able to engage and his own hands were now pulling at Mike’s own body, pulling him closer, making his body crush his own one, their flesh now sticking together as the beads of sweat started to grow between them. The heat of their pressed flesh sending waves of pleasure throughout their young bodies made them both start to groan.

Both of them were shaking to the sudden unleashing of their passion and the two bodies moved around on the bed, one second Billy was almost on top of Mike, as his mouth hungrily sought Mike’s tongue, another second he was flat on his back feeling Mike’s rock hard penis digging into the softness of his groin.

They continued the unfettered thrashing for several minutes, each of them starting to pant and feeling their desire for the other grow to the point where it hurt them physically. The lancing pain in his groin was too much and suddenly Mike pinned Billy down on the bed, and he stared down at his lover, seeing the blue eyes widen as he glared down, sweat dripping from his forehead, his eyes bulging out in pure desire, and his tongue hanging slightly out of his mouth as he panted.

The sight of Mike’s chest heaving, the wild glazed look in his eyes brought a sharp pain to his chest, and to his groin as he lay there, panting on his own, his own sweat forming dark pools that glistened in the morning glow.

Their eyes stared at each other, glaring, the lust making them feverish and suddenly Billy could feel his legs being pushed aside and up. It was like a gun had gone off, the moments respite over as Billy felt Mike’s lips crushing his, and then the strong hands spreading his legs apart, raising them up high so his rear was lifted up, his white flesh quivering in the air as Mike’s hot groin pressed up against him.

Billy’s cock was suddenly pressed up against the hard stomach of Mike and it jerked hard, the sensation making Billy groan out loudly, his voice echoing in the quiet of the morning. A bird on the windowsill chirped and flew away as the sudden loud cry burst around it.

Mike reached down, his hand firmly guiding his hot throbbing cock up the soft cheeks, spreading them with its thickness and lodging the hot cock head right up against Billy’s sphincter muscle. The tiny pink quivering hole felt the pressure of the eager weapon and before it could adjust, Mike thrust his hips forward.

He felt his body jump, the sudden sharp pain of Mike’s hard cock up against his hole was sending a huge tremor through him when he felt his whole insides sear in a sharp jabbing pain as the hot pole pushed in.

“Oh God, YES!” Billy yelled as the hot cock pushed aside his inside muscles, filling the ache in his guts as it pushed inside, relentless in its desire to reach deep inside. The hot throbbing weapon pushed and pressed until it could go no further, Mike’s groin grinding hard up against the soft buttocks. The warm flesh glued to his own sweat soaked groin. Mike’s pubic hairs pressed so hard, small indents formed in Billy’s soft milky flesh.

Billy was thrashing his arms on the bed, his body squirming to hard pounding that Mike was administering to it and yet his mind was barely able to think, it was filled with so many thoughts of love and pleasure. Every nerve in his body seemed to be screaming at him, not to end the wild pounding but to increase it, to make it harder, to make it last longer.

Mike’s body started to crash hard into the soft flesh, his desire and need to be a part of Billy was overpowering as his mind focused on just one thing, to join his flesh with Billy’s. His hips were a blur as his groin pulled out then crashed back down in less time each time. His body was overheated as rivers of sweat poured down off his body, to mingle with Billy’s own racing streams of sweat.

He groaned loudly as his body kept the squirming body beneath him pinned under his weight and penetration. His breath was coming in short gasps as he struggled to keep his body up and pressing inwards. Billy was thrashing about and he could feel his own eyes rolling back in his head, as his groin grew even hotter. It felt like a blast furnace and yet the sensations coming through his hard cock was making him wild with lust. He couldn’t stop, the nerves were overloaded and he felt dizzy as he continued to pound the soft flesh below him, feeling bone as his hips crushed down.

The sound of hot young flesh slapping against more hot young flesh echoed in the whole room, making it shimmer to their sounds. Billy felt his legs gripping hard around Mike’s buttocks, his heels digging into the body, pulling Mike down, resisting as it rose up before sending the hot throbbing cock back inside and he moaned loudly.

Words of urging mingled with cries of joy as the two bodies continued to pound and squirm. Billy was lost, his own hard cock sliding up and down Mike’s rippling belly made him shake as he felt his balls starting to ache with all the milk inside, knowing that soon it would leave him to splash upwards against Mike’s heaving chest.

Suddenly Mike yelled out a pure animal cry of release and Billy could feel the hot throbbing cock deep inside of him jerk hard against his sides, and then he felt the strong stream of Mike’s cum come flooding outwards, filling him completely with its sticky warmth.

Before the yell could really penetrate his mind he found Mike falling hard onto him, his body groaned to the dead weight that pressed against him, the hot cock trembling inside of him, shaking his insides with its continued explosions. His whole body quivered to the force, he felt the warm milk climbing deep inside of him, and then slowly slide back down to where it came from, coating the still spurting penis that was buried deeply inside of him.

The shaking was unbearable, he could feel his buttocks as Mike’s whole groin still shook, still managed to press hard against him, and worse, he could feel Mike’s stomach pressing down on him, forcing this own cock to tremble with its own desire to join but he wasn’t ready yet. Somehow, his mind refused to give the order and his legs no longer held tightly around Mike’s waist, no longer did his heels press up against the quivering cheeks of Mike’s rear.

The strong smell of Mike filled his nostrils as Mike continued to pant, his breathing harsh sounding in the morning air, his breath no longer sweet but tinged now with a strange wanderlust, a scent of pure man mingled with the remnants of sleep as he lay there trying to collect himself.

Mike couldn’t believe how weak he felt, his whole body felt like jello and he struggled to pull himself up, as his spent cock slowly slipped out of the once tight hole, now filled with his milk. He could feel the milky cum on his groin and he could also feel his body shaking still to the sudden explosion of his love.

His eyes couldn’t focus but he found himself sliding off the sweating body, his eyes misted with a strange glint of desire and Billy’s heaving body only added to his excitement as he pushed himself downwards, his face resting against the quivering flesh, his tongue hanging out, licking at the passing sweat soaked skin.

Billy could feel the torturous movement of Mike’s body as it slid down his still shaking body. His whole body still was reeling from the force of the hard explosion of love deep inside of him and he couldn’t even think let alone figure out what was happening. His eyes were totally glazed over with wonder and his one hand now rested weakly on Mike’s dark hair as the head moved down.

Mike could feel the heat as his face slid down, his tongue licking with more force now as it gained strength from some untapped source. His heart continued to beat wildly as the heat grew and his face continued to slowly move down.

The pressure of Mike’s body eased and he could start to breath a little easier but something was telling him that it would only be momentary. The hot raspy feel of Mike’s tongue against his chest was making him still tremble and he felt his legs quaking, almost jumping off the bed as the tongue licked his belly, the tongue whirling around his belly button, licking at it, tasting it, and filling it with its tip. Oh God, he felt so loved and then he cried out in pure joy as he felt the tongue licking around the head of his throbbing cock.

His thoughts had been centred solely on keeping Mike’s throbbing penis deep inside and in making it fill his own insides, nothing about his own needs had intruded and the sudden feeling of Mike’s raspy tongue running down the throbbing shaft of his 6 inch cock made him cry out loudly in surprise. Strong jolts of electricity seemed to suddenly pass through his body as Mike’s hands now gripped his hips, holding onto them as his tongue continued to lick at the throbbing penis, tasting the sweat, mixing the hot salty liquid with the white milky pre cum that had been oozing for some time.

His tongue licked it all, every inch of the quivering penis was covered by the flick of his tongue as he struggled to keep breathing. The scent of Billy was strongest here and he knew he wanted to taste it all, to have it all, and he licked all over, his saliva now mixed together with sweat and pre cum and he could feel the balls of his lover as they swayed below, eager to release their own passion for him and he could think of no other way to start his day than to take it all.

With that idea in his mind, filling his heart he opened his lips, the dull white of his teeth showing as he slowly moved his face over the throbbing penis. His eyes couldn’t focus, he saw a fuzzy shape, glistening among the grey mist of his vision and he slowly lowered his head, feeling his teeth touch the hot flesh, shivers of joy starting to flow inside of him as he continued to slide his mouth over the steaming penis of his lover.

Billy jumped up, his hips almost off the bed as he felt the hot mouth start to spread over his aching penis, and he could feel the pre cum oozing out of his dick as his mind grabbled with the idea of Mike taking his cock into his mouth. His pain grew as his balls swayed, getting closer, almost beyond any control of his mind or even his heart as it pounded faster and faster with each passing second.

Mike’s lips passed around the cock head, tasting the heavy amount of pre cum, tasting its freshness and his whole body shook as the taste filled his belly. He felt the heavy cream slide down his throat and a strange desire to have more drove him further, his lips pressed tight around the quivering pole, his teeth lightly pressing against the hot skin, feeling the blood pouring into it along the thick vein underneath and at that point, all he could think of was how blessed he was.

The strong scent of Billy filled his lungs and his body. He quickened his motion as he felt the sudden urgency inside of Billy, he could feel the muscles all over the young body coiling tighter and it was only a matter of time. His throat sensed the change too, and began to open even wider, his stomach muscles tightened, eager for the upcoming wave of precious Billy milk.

His mouth moved down, his lips now felt the soft strands fo blonde pubic hairs, they tickled his nose as he pressed down, the whole 6 inch penis deep into his throat and as the lips pressed, he felt the body lift upwards once more, this time with a force he wasn’t about to deny. His head stayed there, refusing to be lifted off the throbbing penis, making the already lodged cock dig deeper into his throat.

The pressure of the hot cock against his throat muscles didn’t gag him this time, he was ready and he only tightened his lips pressure, his tongue still trying to lick the underside of the pulsing penis as it slid in deeper. His fingers now clutched hard at the wet flesh of Billy’s cheeks, digging in till they touched bone and he held the young body up by sheer force of will.

Billy let out a loud animal cry of surrender that shook the windows of the room. His whole body was a quivering mess of flesh as it surrendered at last to Mike’s eager mouth and throat. The hot cock burst outwards, sending a strong stream of his young fresh boy milk deep into his lover’s throat.

No gagging sounds, no backing off this time as Mike took it all, feeling the hot stream pass by his tonsils, down his long neck to fill his eager stomach with the pure protein of love that was Billy. Nothing else mattered to him as his eyes opened briefly to see the stomach muscles rippling as they uncoiled, to see the groin tremble with the hardy release of love. Nothing else mattered to him as his eyes started to close once more, secure in knowing that he had pleased Billy and that for this moment, this second, they truly were one person, one heart, one soul joined by an unbreakable bond, a never ending chain forged out of their hot young passionate love.

“Do you think we can keep this up?”

“I don’t know Billy, but damn it, I sure as hell am going to try.”

“I love you Mike”

“I know that, Billy you are so special to me, love just, well..”

“Yeah… I know Mike… I love waking up to you.”

“Hehe, to me or my dick?”

“Pig, even at 6:45 in the friggin morning you are a pig”

“Uh huh, but it is kind of nice, even if your breath smells like my butt”

“Yeah well get that butt into the shower and we’ll see just what it smells like….hehe”

“Oh Shit, no time Blondie… we got some running to do first… but after… well if you ask nice, hehe”

“Ask nice? Oh I gotta ask do I, while you just…”

“A husband’s perogative, now come on let’s move it, we gotta do some running or else you ain’t gonna win anymore of those damn races.”

“There you go again, making me work for it all, okay okay I am getting up, but Mike…”

“Yeah?”

“Fuck I still want more… does that make me a pervert?”

Mike stared at his lover, one leg out of the bed already, but the look, the real concern tore into his heart. He forgot his sarcastic rejoinder, instead he just lay his hand gently along the side of the most adorable face he had ever been privileged to gaze into.

“It is does, then I have to be the head of all perverts, I can think of nothing I would rather do than spend every waking and sleeping second being inside of you… so no Billy, I don’t think it makes us perverts, just, I don’t know, two guys in love?”

Yeah I guess, you ever worry about it?”

“Sometimes, then I look at you and well, I know that it isn’t being a pervert, I mean, shit Billy I am not good at this, you know how I feel…”

“I do, I just wonder sometimes, I mean we are only sixteen, everyone says you can’t be truly in love at our age.”

“Well, whoever they are don’t know us”

“hehe, yeah that’s for sure, well come on, let me clean off some of that.”

“Fuck that noise, you can lick it off after we get back from running, now get your damn shorts on stud boy, I am going to run you into the ground this morning.”

“Only if you take the truck super jock, hehe”

The door slammed as they raced down the steps and out along the driveway to begin their morning run. Both of them sticky from their morning’s workout, both of them enjoying the presence of the other. The sun gleamed down on them, basking them in its golden rays, making them both glow with its warmth as they headed off down their route, side by side.

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Chris stared up at the ceiling, a feeling of completeness seemed to be taking hold of him, a feeling he had never really felt before. His eyes travelled over to the dresser where a picture of his ex-wife and son stood tall.

A brief cloud passed over him as the sight of her, staring out at him didn’t even touch his heart, but the sight of his son’s small face, that brought a sharp pang to his heart, one that made him choke back a sob.

It was one thing to love another man, and as he stared at his son’s picture he wondered just what lay in store for him. Would he hate his father once he found out that his dad was gay? What would be his chances of ever seeing his son if his wife found out about his secret life?

His heart ached as his mind wrestled with these thoughts in the morning hours. He could hear Seth’s even breathing, the way the man had suddenly awakened was totally mind blowing. One minute he had been this reserved lawyer, the next a wild teenager with raging hormones that needed immediate satisfaction.

God it had felt so good, to spend hours upon hours of having nothing but pure raw sex and shit, his butt still hurt from their last effort at love making. It was like the dam had burst and all because the man had made a decision.

Maybe that was what he needed to do as well? Maybe he should stop trying to figure it out, maybe he should reach out for it as well and see what happened? No, no that wasn’t how he handled things, hell it had taken him almost 4 years to work up to just asking Seth out socially, never mind risk his entire family.

The picture of his 13-year-old son Keith continued to haunt him, as he lay there thinking. Things were moving too fast almost for him, one second he was secure in having the occasional time with Seth, which was nice but never really totally full filling. Least if he was honest with himself, he had to admit that he couldn’t stand not having more time with the man.

After last night and this morning, he hadn’t a clue as to how he could get past an evening without being next to Seth. It was like every fantasy coming true in one split second of time, and he was scared of how to handle it.

The glow that Seth had from telling Taylor was absolutely amazing, and in a few short hours he would be telling his youngest all about them. Damn, he could feel the panic rising in his chest as he thought of young William Bradford.

The kid scared him, and he was only sixteen too. His few encounters had impressed him no end, with the way the kid had conducted himself, polite for sure, but with an underlying sense that he would tolerate no nonsense. Even at the tender age of sixteen he could see that Billy was going to be a force to be reckoned with.

If the truth were known, Billy intimidated him a bit, the kid was phenomenal, the way he looked after the household for Seth, the way he actually managed it all, including the budget and all. It wasn’t normal, a sixteen year old who could tell you where the best buys for steak was or who could cook you up a five star meal at the drop of a pin.

Thinking back, he also could now see what he missed at their last meeting, when he had to go over the trust account with the boys. Damn, the questions the kid asked was as tough as they got, and as his mind recalled the meeting, he got this picture of a dark haired young man, standing in the background, his chest swelling each time Billy asked something.

In his own way Mike was forbidding to, there was there look when they had surprised the two boys at breakfast that one time. It was like, he was saying he would give him a chance, but don’t you dare cross my billy or else. Strange, at the time he thought he had an ally there, and most likely he did, but one that if crossed would be a holy terror.

Shit, what was he getting himself into? His nerves were on edge when he jumped. The sudden touch of a hand on his chest almost made him hit the ceiling.

“Jumpy ain’t you?”

“Fuck you scared me Seth”

“Yeah? Hmm, you know Billy isn’t that terrifying Chris.”

“Shit, how the hell.”

“Easy, saw you staring at Keith and then the muscles twitching, had to be that son of mine, hehe”

“Yeah he is rather intimidating Seth, you sure you want to do all this now?”

“Hell Yes, I am tired Chris of sneaking around, it makes what we have seem cheap, and Chris, something that feels this good can’t be cheap or trashy, so, yes, only question is, you willing to do this?”

“Me? Its your decision Seth”

“Fuck that, it will effect you too, so it has to be our decision… I did at least learn that before it was too late.”

“Well I can’t deny that I don’t think I could stand being apart from you anymore, so, yeah guess we tell him and take our lumps.”

“He’ll be for it, I know him, he’s a romantic at heart, he gets it from his mother”

“Yeah? Well you are pretty good yourself too, speaking of which…”

“Oh I was hoping you would be willing…heehee, so come over here, I got me some…”

Seth couldn’t finish his words as Chris leaned over and covered his mouth with his, stifling any further conversation as the two men enjoyed one last time together before the coming out party slated for the afternoon.

They turned to head for their spot, the morning sun beaming down as it grew in the day’s sky and Billy could tell they were heading for their special spot. God, how did Mike always know what to do? Was he so in tuned with him that he just knew that Billy wanted to have time alone with him, away from the house, away from his thoughts?

Panting, the two young runner’s collapsed onto the soft bed of leaves and brush that made up their special bed. The blanket was tucked away and Mike rummaged around to bring it out an then spread it out so they could lay together, without branches sticking hard up against their skin.

“This really is nice, maybe one day I can get enough together and we can build a shelter, so if it rains we won’t get wet”

“Yeah? And just who you planning to get to build this shelter?”

“Why, my husband of course, I mean you wouldn’t want me to get wet now would you?”

“Oh now she’s the wife hey, when it comes to the manual work, funny boy, hehe”

Billy smiled, and lay next to Mike, resting his head in the crook of Mike’s sweat soaked arm. God it felt so good to just lay there, talk about things that really meant nothing, but where all a part of their fantasy. He had felt a bit uneasy, since his dad had called but this mornings love making had erased those thoughts very quickly.

“You think we can win next Thursday?”

“I don’t know, no one has beaten them in years, but if anyone can I guess we can.”

“What were you talking with the Coach about yesterday?”

“Nosey ain’t ya”

“Yep, when it concerns you I damn well am”

Mike looked down at Billy, saw the stern look he was being given, and yet it didn’t make him mad, instead he felt like he was being given a great gift, to have someone as special as Billy worry about him, take an interest in him, only made him feel like he was special too.

“Not much, just wanted to know if you could catch a football too”

“Catch a football? HEY JUST A MINUTE HERE”

“yes? Hehe”

“No way Mikey, no fucking way, damn I hurt enough from this running, now you trying to get me into football?”

“Well, I don’t know, would you want to?”

“Never mind that… damn you bastard, you really think I would have a chance?”

“Oh? Now you are interested?”

“Well, I mean, did the Coach really ask you that?”

“Uh huh, why are you so surprised?”

“’cause I ain’t no jock, that’s your field of expertise.”

“Oh? I thought my field was in loving you?”

“well, that too, I suppose”

“Bitch”

“Yep”

“proud of it too ain’t ya?”

“Hehe, yeah I guess, no seriously Mike, you really think I could do it?”

“What? Be a bitch?”

Billy jabbed his elbow into Mike’s gut with that and laughed as he turned around to push against the fallen Mike. He lay on top, his weight holding the not so struggling Mike down, then he planted one giant kiss on his lips, feeling him respond, feeling his arms wrap around his own body and kiss him back.

“So?”

“So, what?”

“Do you really think I could?”

“Well, do you want to?”

“I don’t know, I mean I know it would sure as hell make Dad proud, I mean he’s really into football…. Guess its one reason he likes you, the football son”

Mike sat up with those words and stared into Billy’s face. His heart raced a little and there was a brief stabbing pain in his chest, as he pondered the words, wondering about Billy’s dad.

“I don’t think he likes me for that, I think it’s only cause you made him.”

“Mike, really?”

“Hell, I don’t know Billy, I mean there are times when he feels more like my dad than my real dad, then there are times when I think maybe he just, well sort of accepts me cause of you, I don’t know”

“I think he loves you just like he loves me and Taylor”

“Yeah?”

“Yep, I mean Mike, he was the one who asked me if I wanted his help, you knew that.”

“No, I thought it was you pushing him”

“Dumb jock, shit no, he came to me, gotta tell you it scared me at first too, I mean he never really talked like he did then, least not that I can remember”

“I wish I knew what he said to them, I mean they were so adamant at the start, then they come back from talking with your dad and I am packing to move in with you.”

“Yeah I asked him once”

“What did he say?”

“Said he’d tell me someday, after we were settled in our own house”

“Oh Great, so we gotta wait till what, next year?”

“Oh right, and who’s gonna pay for that one Jock Boy?”

“You, I married you for your money, didn’t you know that? Hehe”

They laughed and hugged, as the words were meaningless. Mike had his own trust account, and while it wasn’t as large as Billy’s it was more than enough to keep either of them safe for many a year.

“Well there is college, you think we are going to be able to go to the same one?”

“I don’t know, shit Billy, if we don’t, well… no we will find a way”

“I hope so, I am kind of used to you in the morning”

“Oh really? Hehe well I know that if I can’t get into the same university as you I’ll wait till I can.”

Billy was stunned, and he looked up and he saw the defiance there, the dark green eyes were filled with a strange glow, like they were saying, dare me not to and he knew that Mike would indeed do that. Damn, how could he not love someone who would in an instant put his own future on hold simply to be with him. Shit, how could he ever be worthy of that kind of love.

“You are so stop thinking different blondie, or else I’ll tell the coach you can’t catch worth a damn”

“Fuck, you reading my mind again?”

“Don’t you read mine?”

“Uh huh, and I want that too”

“Haha, well you had your fun this morning, no more till later.”

“Like hell, come here my super jock boy, I wanna play with your football… hehe”

Mike leaned forward a bit, as Billy’s hand slid down his bare chest, to slide past the waistband of his gym shorts and he reached inside, to find the hot hard penis. Damn, Mike was never soft for long, and if he thought about it, neither was he. Shit, a couple of sixteen year old perverts, that’s what they were as his fingers gently rubbed along the pulsing cock shaft.

The touch of Billy’s hand along his chest had sent tremors of expectations through his whole body and now he could feel his hand sliding down his belly, gently pressing past his treasure trail, the soft dark hairs just forming but clearly visible now and he knew exactly where Billy’s hand would be going.

A smile started to cross his face as his body shivered with eager excitement. He always felt thrilled by Billy’s touch, even after all this time. Shit, here it was the end of February, a good six months since they took those first steps towards being lovers and it still felt as exciting. Hell, if the truth was known, it was even more exciting because he knew exactly what would happen, no doubts would cloud his thoughts, and he could just concentrate on being loved.

Billy could feel Mike’s surrender, as he lay back flat, letting Billy’s hand feel him fully. His penis was fully erect, making his tight orange shorts look like they had a flagpole in the centre. Billy’s shorts were no different, his penis was totally erect, sticking out as it pushed up against Mike’s side while Billy’s hand groped around inside, feeling the hot pole and feeling a sense of contentment.

Mike moved his hand around and under Billy’s body to hold him loosely while Billy pulled his shorts down, exposing the long thick pole to his blue eyes. He stared at the flesh, seeing the small drop of pre cum trickling out of the winking eye of Mike’s cock head. God what a beauty it was, the sun glistening through the trees, small rays of light dancing around and over them as he proceeded to just pet the hard penis.

Each touch made his own body quiver, it never failed to make his heart weak, and his limbs tingle as he touched any part of Mike’s body but specially his penis. To have someone as special like Mike let him hold him, kiss him, touch him, and then be a part of him was like living a dream.

Mike could feel the love wrapping itself around him, his fears and doubts of life seemed to vanish amongst the warm feeling of pure love that just seemed to spring up around him. It amazed him how being next to Billy, he could suddenly go from worrying about something to not caring at all, knowing that it would all work out because Billy was there. Damn, he knew it had to be a dream, but if it was, then he prayed he would never wake up because this was how he wanted his life to always be.

The feeling of Mike’s love seemed to just wash over him and he could feel his hand moving more urgently as it stroked the exposed penis, touching the fiery head and wiping the pre cum down the throbbing shaft, coating it with its lubrication, and he licked his lips as he planned his next move, forgetting that they were out in the bushes, forgetting whether it was sunny out or raining, as all he could think of was how wonderful the touch of Mike, the scent of Mike, was making him feel.

His hand gripped the pole, holding it solidly within his hand, and slowly he started to work his hand up and down the throbbing cock, feeling its heat grow as his pressure increased, as his speed started to increase and he could now feel Mike starting to groan. Mike’s body twitched a little, his legs were straight out, his feet slightly jerking as Billy’s hand pulled on the cock.

As his hand moved faster, he found his tongue hanging out of his mouth, constantly licking his lips as his eyes stayed glued to Mike’s penis, watching with wonder and love as the throbbing organ started to ooze out white milky pre cum. God it was something, to just sit there and watch his early milk come out, and to be wiped down the hot flesh by his own hand.

He could feel Mike’s eyes turning on to his head, he could feel the green eyes as they bore down onto him and he looked up, letting his eyes leave the wonder of Mike’s penis to stare lovingly into the green orbs of Mike’s eyes.

They connected at that second, Mike’s eyes flared, the green streak meeting the blue flash from Billy’s eyes. Back and forth the streaks of light passed between them and their hearts both started to pound at a fever pitch and then Billy’s hand suddenly left Mike’s penis, and he stood up to tower over his lover.

In a quick motion, his hands pulled his own shorts down, letting himself stand next to Mike, totally devoid of pants and his own hard penis waved in the air as he tossed his own orange shorts aside and then he spread his legs over Mike’s body.

He stood there, for a second, their eyes still locked in the embrace of fire, and he could hear Mike’s voice deep inside of him, he knew his desire and he smiled as his own soul answered Mike’s.

Slowly he began to sit down, to spread his cheeks as he came down onto his man, and he saw the wonder in Mike’s eyes, the love and desire overpowering everything else. The sky was no longer visible to him, all he could see was the deep green streaks of desire coming from Mike’s body as his rear rested just above the jerking hard penis of Mike.

Mike watched Billy lowering himself, felt his hand reach down to hold the base of his throbbing penis as he waited for his own special piece of heaven to join him and all he could see was a golden halo of light around a shadowy figure of blue flashing light. Nothing else could focus, nothing else mattered as he waited for that first spine tingling touch and he didn’t have long to wait as Billy’s cheeks touched the tip of his oozing cock head.

It was as if the heavens had opened up. Thunder seemed to roar all around him as he felt his penis slowly being engulfed by Billy’s insides. The brief resistance of Billy’s rectum, the brief pause then the slow even pressure as Billy’s insides opened to receive him.

His penis slowly entered the warm loving canal that was Billy’s insides. He could feel the velvet muscles wrap around the thick pole, welcoming it to their warm world of pure love and he sighed deeply as his cock slowly entered the wonderful world that was his lover. He couldn’t move, his arms felt paralysed by the immense feeling of love that just seemed to fill him.

Billy let out a small cry as the hard penis penetrated his inner sanctum and slowly he lowered himself more, letting more of Mike’s wonderful love enter him and he could feel his heart racing, his own penis jerked hard in the air as it too felt the pressure coming from his rear. Deep green bolts flashed before him as he continued to lower himself, continued to fill his body with the love of Mike and nothing else mattered.

A soft cry, a small sob and Billy’s cheeks now pressed fully down on Mike’s groin. They were one again, and the feeling was overwhelming to their hearts. Their breaths came in short gasps as they felt each other’s souls crying out in joy with their union. Together the two souls grew as one, a single large flame now flickered between then, the fire burning white hot within each body as Billy slowly moved back up and then down, slowly pressing his knees inwards, making Mike lay still but the trembling was becoming too much, and he steadied himself by leaning forward, his hands planted firmly on Mike’s shivering shoulders.

Each upward pull, each downward push was like an eternity of its own, each single motion giving its own special sense of love to the fiery furnace that was their love. Billy could feel his balls slinging up, and he knew that soon he would be spurting his milk over the golden body beneath him and as he thought about that, he felt the sudden quivering under him.

Mike couldn’t hold back, and with a soft whimper, his body arched upwards, sending his quivering penis hard and deep within Billy’s body, feeling the muscles inside surrender their tight hold and in a final moan of undying love, his penis started to spurt outwards. His hot milk coming flooding out, to fill Billy’s insatiable quench for it.

As his body shook to his own explosion deep within Billy, he found himself opening his eyes, and staring down his body towards the shaking figure on top of him. He could see the passion bursting forth from Billy and his eyes travelled down the lanky frame, following the rivers of sweat towards the fiery throbbing cock sticking straight out.

His eyes opened wide as he struggled to raise his head, his mouth opening as he watched the bright pink head rear back, the dark slit slowly opening and he opened his own mouth wider now, feeling his cock spurting deep inside of Billy’s body, feeling the muscles inside wrapping around his throbbing penis, the dark eye now slowly getting lighter, white starting to show in its deep cavernous opening and his jaw felt like it would break as he struggled to open even wider.

Mike’s eyes bulged open wider, deep blue streaks came towards him and yet he only caught glimpses of them as his eyes were totally focused on the exploding penis in front of him, the dark eye now spurting a stream out at him and he struggled to catch it, to swallow it and not let it fall anywhere but on his tongue or in his mouth.

The stream came gushing out, Billy started to sob with joy as his body rocked back and forth on top of Mike’s own quivering frame and he felt such love, such passion that he continued to cry. As his tears of joy rolled down his face he had this overpowering urge to gaze down and so he opened his eyes and as he did, his heart started to pound faster, his legs squeezed harder as his balls emptied their milk.

His eyes bugged outwards, amazed at the sight of Mike leaning up, his mouth opened wide and he could feel his body jerking, no longer from Mike’s wonderful explosion of love but from his own answering bursts. Billy stared as he watched the stream of pure milk leave his jerking penis, aimed for Mike’s waiting mouth and he watched as it splattered against the lips and tongue, most of it finding its way into the open mouth.

He felt like his body was being hit by a thousand thunderbolts, as he tasted the sweet salty mixture that was his lover’s milk. Mike couldn’t believe it, most of the wonderful cream filled his mouth, the hot remnants coating his mouth and tongue and quickly he swallowed, revelling in the pure pleasure of it all.

It took them a long time to get enough strength up to move. Billy had fallen face forward onto Mike’s sweaty body, their flesh glued together by the labour of their love and only the heat of the late mornings sun was able to finally dry them off. A soft warm breeze had cooled their fever pitched bodies, cooled their ardour once more.

The walk up the driveway was the hardest for them both. Every few seconds they would stop, clasp hands and just gaze into each other’s eyes. Billy seeing Mike eagerly leaning forward to grab all of his spurting cum, Mike seeing the shaking figure as it struggled to hold him longer inside. Both of them feeling the love they had for each other.

They rounded the corner to head for the front door when Billy suddenly stopped. There stood two cars, one his dads and in an instant the two young lover’s were brought back to earth. Billy sighed as he felt Mike squeeze his hand. Well, whatever awaited him inside, he knew that he would get through it as he had the love of the most important person in his life.

As they entered the house, they heard two male voices talking softly in the living room and Billy stood at the doorway, looking in to see his father talking with their financial advisor, Chris Jenkins.

“There you are Billy, Mike” his father said, turning around to stare at the two boys.

“Yep”

“Where have you two been?”

“Out running Dad.”

“Yeah? Looks more like you were out wrestling, well you look like you need to clean up a little.”

“Well, no, not really, thought we’d just go jump in the pool later, its warm enough today.”

“Fine, well come in here then”

“Sure, uh something wrong?”

“No, no nothing is wrong, come on Mike you too, you are a part of this family”

Mike walked in and he stood next to Billy. His arms were at his sides, but they brushed up against Billy, a signal that he was there, and he felt the tension inside of Billy ease slightly.

Billy was feeling tense, despite the presence of Mike next to him, and he could feel the tension in his father’s voice too, the attempt at humour falling short as he could hardly look at his son.

He didn’t know what was up, he knew his dad had wanted to talk to him, but he had thought it was about some lady friend he was seeing, instead the money manager was here, so that wasn’t the reason. God, could there be something wrong with the trusts?  Well it was only money and he knew he could manage without it if he had to.

It had to be that, the way Mr. Jenkins was standing, hopping sort of from one foot to another, barely able to look at anyone in the room, but when he did, his eyes seemed to simply fall on Billy’s dad. Damn it was strange, something serious must be wrong.

“Well, what’s up then?”

“Uh, well I thought … shit, I have asked Chris to move in with us”

Billy almost fell backwards. Only the quick action by Mike prevented Billy from falling onto his back and maybe hurting himself. He staggered a bit as Billy’s body fell backwards, but he managed to step back and with the sure hands of the receiver he was, he managed to steady Billy.

“Shit” was all Billy could say. He stood there, his heart almost dead still, his chest slowly starting to breath once more as the shock lessened a little.

“Billy, I know…”

“No, no, what are you saying Dad?  I mean… fuck this”

“Billy, let him finish, okay, come on calm down”

Mike’s soft words filled his ears and he reached out, his hand seeking Mike’s and when he found it he felt his heart ease a little, the tightening around his chest easing too and he looked at his father, his blue eyes opened but showing hurt and confusion as he slowly let Mike’s presence calm him down.

“Billy, now why don’t you sit down, I am sorry but I didn’t know how to tell you.”

“Tell me?  Just what are you telling me? You gay too? Is that it?”

“Well, if you want to put a label on it, then yes, why not, personally I think its simply that I have found someone who I want to share my life with again.”

“How? I mean, wow… I don’t know what to say, it is kind of out of left field isn’t it?”

“No, I suppose I should have talked to you about this sooner, but…”

“But what? You couldn’t trust me to keep it a secret?”

“No, now you know that isn’t true… ”

“Well then, what?”

“I needed time, this is all new for me son, I have spent so long being alone…”

“Yeah but that was your choice, Taylor and I were always here…”

“Billy, come on, please let’s not go there.”

“I am sorry, it is just that… so when did you? I mean…”

“It was a bit after your party, I mean…”

“That long ago?”

“No, not really, it was when I maybe gave in to the idea more, but not really until a few month ago did it really hit me son, you have to try and understand…”

“I am trying, I don’t get it, you two, I mean, it is you two right?”

“Yes it is Billy, uh look, maybe I shouldn’t be here, maybe you three need to be alone… Seth.”

“STAY PUT CHRIS, sorry, no stay please, right William?”

“Uh, well, actually Dad, maybe uh….”

“No Billy, Chris stays, this concerns him too, not just you”

“Okay”

“Seth, come on give him a break, it has to be a shock, I can wait out by the pool”

“NO, listen to me all of you, I want a life too, I want to laugh and sit back and smile with a self satisfied grin, and Chris does that for me, so William you can make up your mind …either get used to it or not, but damn it, I am going to have a life too.”

“Okay dad, I am sorry, I want you to be happy to, really I do”

“I know son, and I know that Chris wants that too, but listen to me, I have spent too much time grieving, too much time lost being a zombie, that is over, and I want to enjoy what I have Billy, …hell I don’t know that much about gay sex or life styles, all I know is I see what you and Mike have, I see how much it has changed Taylor and even Jeremy, and damn it, I want that too, I want to come inside from a roll in the bushes and not worry that my son is going to disapprove or sneak around, it is my turn too, and I would hope you would be happy for me.”

Seth stared at Billy, his mouth set, the eyes narrowed as he met Billy’s stare. Look for look they stood there, no one else penetrating their battle of wills. He could feel his son’s anger, but he could feel his doubts and he tried, with every ounce of his will to assure his son that this was right, that it was truly what he wanted.

Billy had never really seen his father so adamant, so determined, not for a long long time had he seen the fire in the eyes and while he had caught glimpses of that fire over the last few months, only now did he see the raging fires back in his father’s soul.

He shivered, the two sets of eyes burning into each other, their silent battle of words only heightened by the fact that next to each stood their silent partners. Billy could feel Mike’s quiet resolve, feel his touch as he still held onto his hand, willing him to accept his father’s decision.

Seth could feel the silent support of Chris, and as he battled to assure his son that he was not crazy, that he wasn’t just playing follow the leader, he could feel his heart gain strength from the silent figure next to him. He wished he could reach out and hold his hand but not yet, not until the blonde firebrand accepted him.

Mike glanced over to Chris; saw the worried look on his face, the beginnings of tears around the corners of his eyes as he stared at Seth. Damn he could see it, the way his eyes bore into Seth’s back, the way it seemed to be holding Billy’s father upright, supporting him with total and complete love. IT was how he felt about Billy and he knew that this wasn’t about two old guys interested in just getting their rocks off, and somehow he had to make Billy see that. Mike squeezed harder, willing Billy to listen to his own silent words of love.

Billy could feel his soul being called, feel his heart being turned away from the strange resentment, strange anger that had filled him so suddenly. He liked Chris, from what he had known of him, and he thought he was pretty smart and had treated him right. Shit, the guy had spent time answering his dumb ass questions just as if he was an adult client and that had to count, but the feeling of anger still held him.

His father’s eyes burned deep into him, and he felt the burning presence of Mike too, as if he was being attacked from all sides and for a moment he resisted, his will determined to oppose their wills, but how could he refuse Mike? Hell, how could he refuse his father who had supported him when he himself wasn’t sure of just what being gay had meant?

No, he couldn’t refuse them their chance, he owed them both and not because of some sense of duty, but out of a sense of how they had accepted him. He recalled how his father had merely nodded when he had told him that Mike was special to him, how could he be any less gracious?

Seth could feel his heart aching; the strain of facing his son squarely was a heavy burden. Not for a long time had the two of them faced each other this way, only once a long time ago when the troubles between himself and Billy’s brother Taylor had they come close to equalling this test of wills.

The stare between them was suddenly broken by Billy, he cocked his head to one side and a small captivating smile crossed his lips as he turned and looked at Mike, grinned weakly and then turned once more to look at Chris and his father.

“Chris, I am sorry, I guess I …well thing is I am sorry if I have made you uncomfortable, welcome” and he held out his hand towards Chris.

There was complete surprise on Chris’ face as he took Billy’s hand and felt the sincerety transmitted in the grip. It wasn’t a play to his father, it was real and it was like a huge burden had been lifted from his chest.

“Thank you Billy, I am sorry to have just sprung this on you, really, I really do love your father.”

“Well, Dad is a pretty good judge of people, so like I said, welcome”

Seth looked at Billy, watching him welcome the man who had suddenly become all important to his life. Damn, the tears were starting and he knew that in a minute or two he would be blubbering like a schoolboy as he watched his son extend his hand towards Chris.

“Thank you son, I…”

“Dad all I want is for you to be happy, really, and I am sorry for being slow on the uptake, guess I was just taken by surprise, so, uh… Chris you moving your stuff over now or what’s the plan?”

“Huh? Oh, uh well I am not sure, Seth?”

“Well, it is something that Chris and I need to work out Billy, we have to make it look right, and his lease on his apartment is over, what end of the month Chris?”

“Yeah, end of the month”

“Well, if you need any help in moving stuff, Mike and I both have trucks, we’ll help right Mike?”

“You betcha, we do real good moving… hehe just don’t let blondie here handle any fragile stuff, he has butterfingers…”

“Butterfingers? Hey earlier you told me I had hands like a great receiver, changing your tune now?”

“No, for that you have great hands… hehe this is different”

“Somehow Chris I don’t think we want them to explain that one, thank you Billy we’ll let you boys know after we decide ourselves.”

“Well I don’t know, might get some pointers Seth”

“God Mike will you listen to them? Come on, you’ll excuse us but we need to get cleaned up”

“Okay Billy, oh, Chris will be staying for dinner, you have anything special planned?”

Before Billy could answer, Mike spoke out.

“I am cooking tonight, and there’s plenty”

“you are cooking? Oh oh Chris I think we might want to consider ordering out… hehe okay Mike our lives I think are now in your hands, hehe”

“Hey, I can cook, Billy has been teaching me.”

“Really? Well I look forward to it Mike, thanks”

“No problem Chris, I mean if, what do I call you? Chris or Mr. Jenkins?”
“Chris, please, I hate Mr. Jenkins, sounds like I am an old geezer ready for the old folks home”

“Okay, well later”

Billy and Mike headed out of the living room, and stopped at the foot of the stairs, where they seemed engrossed in a quiet debate. Billy headed up the stairs, taking them two at a time and Mike turned and slowly walked back to the two older men.

Seth could see the quiet determination on his son’s lover’s face and wondered what this was all about. He could feel his pulse quicken a little and then Chris reached out and clutched his hand, holding it firmly in his as they waited for Mike to speak.

“Uh, Dad, maybe I should bug off, but uh, look Billy will come around okay? I’ll talk to him so don’t worry about it okay? You guys just have fun.”

“Mike, damn, thank you ”

“I owe you dad, you gave me a chance to be happy, he just loves you so much, so Chris give him some time, he’ll come around, and like I said, I’ll talk to him, he’ll be okay”

“I know Mike,  you know I am glad Billy and you are together”

“Thanks”

Mike stood there, and he looked both of them square in the eye as he had spoken, now he seemed a bit embarrassed but then he lifted his head and stared right into Chris’ eyes. There was a brief flash, a brief green bolt that seemed to leap from his eyes towards Chris.

Chris could feel it, and the unspoken words echoed clearly inside of him. Damn, this kid was good. Not only was a hunk of a young man, but also he had a gift. The words he had spoken were soft and yet the unspoken words lay there, out and clearly defined.

Mike wanted them to work out, wanted Seth to be happy, but he would fight to his last breath to keep his Billy happy and safe, no matter who he had to fight. Chris could feel it, and he smiled, because really it was exactly how he felt about Seth. Damn, he could feel Mike accepting that thought and he just smiled at him. God no wonder Billy was so taken with him, that smile was a killer.

“It will be okay Mike”

“I know.”

With that he turned and walked back towards the staircase and as he reached them he turned and looked back, his face in a wild grin and then he was off and up the stairs like a shot. His long legs carrying up the long stairway in no time, his voice warning Billy that he was on the way and they heard the answering yell coming from upstairs.

“He’s quite the young man Seth”

“Yeah, he scares me at times”

“Scares you? How?”

“His love is so intense, I worry about him, he absolutely adores Billy.”

“I can feel that, you don’t have to tell me.”

“Yeah, but you know, until just now, I don’t think it ever really soaked in, but he really is in love with my youngest, God, at his age?”

“Well, he seems to know what he wants.”

“Oh that is for sure, well, you ready to explore this house some?”

Seth winked as he said it and Chris grinned. There was no mistaking the innuendo and besides, even if he wasn’t sure, the huge tent pole sticking out of Seth’s pants were enough to convince anyone of what was on the mind of the senior partner.

Mike entered their room to the sound of water running in the bathroom and he stood there, wondering if he had done the right thing, but hell, he had to let them know that he would support them. He wasn’t sure about Chris or just how serious Seth was about Chris, but he knew that if Billy’s dad was happy, then Billy would be happy and to him, that was his mission in life. He had to make Billy happy at any cost, so right or wrong he did what he had to.

Billy came out of the bathroom, a thin smile on his face and not a stitch of clothes on him. He wasn’t sure if this was right, but all he knew was that he needed his Mike and he hoped that Mike would not object.

As he stepped out of the bathroom, naked and a thin smile across his face, his heart pounded inside of him, yearning for Mike’s gentle touch, not the rough house type, he just wanted to be held.

Mike saw Billy and without taking his eyes off of the vision of him, he stepped out of his soiled gym shorts and kicked off his runners, then pulled his socks off and slowly he walked towards Billy. He could feel his need and his heart ached, a brief momentary anger flaring up at Chris, but then his soul calmed him down, telling him that sometimes there had to be upsets and so he walked up to Billy, and gently he placed both hands on either of Billy’s cheeks.

He held the face firmly between his hands, looking deep into the soft blue eyes and he could feel the need coming from deep within Billy. Mike closed his eyes as he brought his face forward and lightly pressed his lips up against Billy’s.

They kissed lightly, their lips burning with the touch of the other and then Mike dropped his hands to around Billy’s waist and he looked at him. It was a look of solid approval for what he was seeing, and he could feel Billy’s heart slow down a little, the apprehension dissipating as he held onto Billy’s trembling young body.

Both of them had tears welling up in their eyes and Mike pulled gently against Billy’s hips, bringing the young blonde boy close into his own body. He wrapped his arms around Billy slowly, feeling his fears and concerns and he let his heart take over. Together they stood there, the steam from the open bathroom door now wrapping its tentacles of white around them.

His heart reached out to warm Billy’s own heart. It wrapped itself around and through his entire body, letting him soak up his love and feel its warmth and tenderness and only when his love had filled every part of Billy’s body, every deep crevice filled by his devotion, did he gently guide Billy into the bathroom and close the door as they stepped into the steamy water together.

They stood in the water, up to their knees almost in the hot water and Billy looked up into Mike’s green eyes. He had never felt so much love as he did that very second. It always amazed him, how they could adjust to each other’s needs, and he always felt the love, and yet lately, it had seemed to be growing, something he didn’t think possible, and yet here he was, standing in the bathrub, his body held tenderly in the strong embrace of Mike’s arms and he knew he was even more in love that he was this morning.

“You think it’ll be okay Mike?”

“Yeah, I do”

“Okay, thanks”

“Uh huh, come on, let’s just sit and enjoy this, how did you know I needed a good long soak?”

“Hehe, I don’t know, but me too”

Slowly they sat down, Mike leaning at one end and Billy at the other, then Mike simply cocked his head to one side, winked a little at Billy and opened his arms.

Billy didn’t need any words and he stood up and then came over to Mike. He turned around and let himself sink back down, so his back rested on Mike’s chest, his back to him but his head resting on Mike’s shoulder. He felt Mike’s legs close around and on top of his own legs and he leaned back more, enjoying the feeling of being in the middle of Mike.

Nothing would ever bother him, as long as he could cuddle up to Mike and he knew that as long as he breathed, this was how he wanted all his days to be, resting in Mike’s embrace.

As he thought about it, he felt a soft kiss on the back of his head and he knew that he had his answer. Mike would be there, no matter what.